Saturday, January 30, 2010

Pics!!

Photos from my pretty Pixon!

Saying grace at Manhattan..Amen..

Half-eaten and very random..

Zilianning~

Mwacks baby!

My tiny but much-loved birthday cake..

Twilight..LOL..

Pretty uh?xD

20th traditional birthday celebration with my entire family..xDD

Blurry..But sweet..

Cheeeezzzeeeee...

Candid shot by mum..Well done..LOL..

By jiajun..Ok my house is small..

Messy messy but i was damn touched by the celeb..xD

Nomming the knife..xP

Posing with my fellow tanzi!xP

This is random but i love the Katong Laksa at Queensway Shopping Centre..
Close up, so tempting right!!

Hot ppl eating spicy food..xD

Okie i'm really gng to study now!

<3<3

On my mind..

Some things on my mind..

It's easier for poor people to be satisfied
but they tend to get stressed out over the basic necessity of money and even the 3 daily meals..
I was looking through some of my richer friends' photos..

They get to hold their birthdays at hotels;
wear branded designer dresses and even gowns(machiam wedding tho it's only bday);
own a few number of hugeass houses in Sg and even overseas;
pay monthly C***fornia F**ness membership fees just MERELY to fulfill contract requirement;
have the latest iPhone or Bb and chioest cameras..
I don't see all these in me at all..
I don't even dare to think of myself achieving any of those..

Actually, I consider myself a really fortunate girl..
I always learn by the hard ways for almost everything..
These few days there are just too many things on my mind..
Every night I'll have a couple of dreams,
some of them controllable by me..
It only implies that I've not having enough rest and undergoing alot of stress..
I don't have a point in this entry,
just purely pouring things that instantaneously pop up in mind..

I realise my family members are the best people in the whole wide world..
Leo will disappoint me at times when i need him..
My friends disappoint me many many times..
My family members are the ones who nvr ever ever stand against me..
They're never on the other side of the river..
I really feel extremely comfortable and relaxed when i'm at home..
This is what i learn after spending so much time roaming outside
in school, outside activities, time at leo's place..
Home is the best..
Am i too slow to realise this?
If i am, I'm willing to put in more than myself to make up for it..

Feeling so emo now..Omg..
I shld be analysing my abnormal psych case study now..x(
Oh well,
just wanna express some of my regrets and rejoices i have since the past few years..

I TOTALLY regret signing the damn contract of C***fornia F**ness last Dec with Jiayi..
I regret gambling so much in Jc1..
I regret getting together with an asshole who twotimed me and his current girlfriend..
(Btw, this stupid and naive girl STILL thinks that she's his first and only girlfriend..
Extremely laughable isn't it? H A H A H A . . . )
I regret being so ill-disciplined in studies in Semester 1..
I regret not spending enough time with my family members..
I regret not listening to my mother..
I regret having so much trust in some of my ex-close friends..
I regret being insensitve and dumb for bitch-blogging about a friend, thinking that she won't know its her..
I regret bitching about a girlfriend, whom i could have still been close friends with now and causing her to lose so many other friends..
I regret online shopping so much and spent so much unnecessary money..
I regret having too strong and aggressive a character and blew some friends away..
I regret clubbing so much last time and deplete my funds so rapidly..
I regret in deviating from christianity..
I regret wasting my time and money on vocal classes..

I rejoice in meeting Leo and being his future wifeee...
I rejoice in loving Kilo so much..
I rejoice in finding a small number of reliable girlfriends whom i can pour my truest
innate feelings and thoughts to..
I rejoice in having such a strong character which attract a number of similar-natured friends..
I rejoice in mugging hard NOW..
I rejoice in knowing a group of talented friends at Harkmusic..
I rejoice to have joined Voices and know a group of warm people..
I rejoice in being exposed to how childish and ridiculous some people really are..
I rejoice in having this blog..
I rejoice in having set a number of 2010 new year resolutions..
I rejoice in performing at Mini concert 2009..
I rejoice having the chance to experience clubbing with darling..

It's always good to end an entry on a happy note..
I'm gng to study now..x)

<3

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Poverty

I've been stuck in this poverty cycle for ever..
I'm gonna break out of this by this year i promise myself..
Needa settle some bills and debts first..
All by myself..I don't get much help from parents/friends alrd..
I can only depend on myself and some support from Leo..
Thanks so much baby.. xD

Ytd was a terrible day..
I puked all over NUS and spent quite abit on cab
and pon-ed my lecture absolutely necessarily and
didn't gym as i planned cuz was too giddy..
Kena food poisoning frm eating at the deck..
Shan't mention the name of the stall but
it's my 2nd favourite stall..x(
Many thanks to Jon who attempted to takkare of me
despite that i showered some residue of blessing on his shoes..HAHA..
Anw, slpt quite a great deal ytd and felt refreshed and restored today..xD

Just returned from Macs downstairs with my bro..
Taught him abit of Sci and it's one of the rare times he get to study for such long duration..
Completed 2 chapters of developmental psychology..
It's considerably productive mugging downstairs despite
the annoying kids who were just dismissed from school..
I shld plan an independent mugging schedule every week..PROMISE!

Just smth on my mind..
I feel that some guys are really thick-skinned and annoying..
You shld stop bugging a girl and be over-friendly when
you alrd know that she's attached..
Learn to keep a distance please..

And for girls..
You shld stop flirting so violently around when
you're alrd attached with a bf..
Just please think through if u wish ur bf is doing the same thing..

CNY IS COMING!
I MUST CLEAR ALL DEBTS AND BILLS!!

Looking forward to Emerge!
Will be performing nxt Fri at Central forum at 1pm for cultural week..
Lookout for me..xD

Random: My bro just kena-ed chicken pox..
Luckily I'm done with CP alrd..lol..

~Baby, miss you and i wanna see you on Wednesday!!~

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

I'm just down.

I've been feeling moody these few days..
Thanks to stupid Leo..The only one who can cause me to go into bipolar disorder..
1 moment he made my birthday so perfect
and make me so heartbroken the next moment..
Guys are such asses at times..bleah..
And not to mention my irritating but adorable baby cousin..
She came to stayover cuz her bro kena chicken pox..
And she cried the entire night ytd and I couldn't slp at all
even though i was extremely shagged..zzz..
Sometimes althou my grandma gets naggy and annoying,
I do admire this patience of hers to tahan kids..

Too tired to do much thinking..
Gonna just narrate my boring life today..

Woke up at 8plus..
Was almost late for my NUS COOP Book assistance award ceremony..
It's actually the 40th anniversary of NUS COOP today..Cool..
My bday was 17th, Jay Chou's bday on 18th and NUSCOOP's on 19th..
Lame..And anyway..
I got 400bucks worth of vouchers and spent 5pieces of it today..
Cool stuff..I love squandering money like this..x)
Oh wells, gotta reserve some for maybe next semester and 2 more textbooks..

Lunch with Shuwen..x)
It's so nice so have such a crazy and always active and high girlfriend!
Love you darling..x))
Anw, I treated her to 20bucks of my vouchers to buy stationeries..
I'm a good girlfriend too..Sharing is joy..
Ofkox I can't share my Leo with anyone..Bleah..

Met Miaoru for Emerge song practice..
Emerge preparation marathon with Qianhua and Yiqing aft tt..
I nearly died..
Anw I'm so interested in learning dance!
But I'm fucking low on cash..
How how how...

Okie dok..
Admin time for myself now..

~Stupid Leo, I love you..Bleah..Stop being a bitch..~

Monday, January 18, 2010

My almost-perfect 20th birthday <3

I kinda just settled all replies to all fb birthday wishes..
Ppl think that i'm too free and boliao..
But i talk about sincerity here..
Really touched by all the comments tho all are simple repetitive words..
Really touched, not kidding..

I'll update in details when pics are uploaded by my boy..
He spent over 200 bucks on me this year as compared to last year's over 100..
Thanks so much baby..I really enjoyed myself today..
Life is never good without you..<3 you to bits and pieces..Mwackx..

I'll sleep now and try to wake up early tmr to study for school!

I'm really moved when my family stayed up for my bday celeb
cuz i returned home late..
When they sang the bday song in unison,
i can't find the words to describe the feelings that welled in  me..
So many wishes to make b4 blowing the candles out..
I love my family..They're my life..

<3 the world, especially Leo, the one who makes up most parts of my world..<3

I'm twenteen..
what does it imply?

OMG..


Nites world..

Friday, January 15, 2010

Shagged.

Tried having four lectures in a day for the first time today..
I'm like near death..I mean my brain..
I feel quite accomplished this week..
I've been following lecture notes and have been a good girl paying attention..
Like what Jamie tweeted, yea it's true that it's only the first week..
I'll put in my best to stick to my 2010 resolutions!Promise!

Just wanna update about today's lectures..xD

1. Gender studies was interesting..
I've alrd gone thru my readings and since it's only the intro lecture,
I find everything catchable and understandable..x))

2. Spent my very precious break with Michell..
She updated me with so many so many stuff about life and everyone else..
Enjoyed my lunch with her today..xD..
Thanks Mich!(if you're reading this..)
We should totally meet up more frequently for lunch..xD
All the best for your FOC stuff and have an everlasting r/s with your Ant..xD

3. Abnormal Psychology was totally awesome..
Hilarious lecturer, interesting loots from lecture and videos..
He showed this video regarding a guy claiming to be possessed by a demon..
Harrassed by some Quran chants or what..Cool stuff ehh..
I wanna learn how to feel with my future patients..I wanna learn professionalism..
I'll fight for it..

4. Erms, health psych was monotonous and expected..
Oh wells, should have expected it since it's not one of the most popular psych mods around..
Still, I have the interest to help ppl as a profession..x)
I'll try my best to keep up with lecturer's honestly-admitted funny accent
and make full use outta every lecture!!

5. I was near death by Math lesson..
Seriously, it's quite a miracle that i survived the entire day,
struggling to pay full attention to every single part of the lectures..
And i'm really satisfied with myself today..
The Math stuff are getting more and more chim every lesson..
I guess i'll seek for Mich's help soon..Lol..
I'll hit a 4.something for CAP this semester!
JIAYOU EVERYONE!!!


Done with school updates..
Now, personal updates..
I wanna point out a regret that's been stuck in my heart these yrs..
Whenever reminded, this deep regret surfaces..
Unless either of us make a breakthrough, I doubt this regret will ever vanish..
I regret for being intolerant and immature to let something precious slip by..
I learned..


Another problem bugging me..
I really wanna get to the bottom of this..
Yet, i really dun wanna lose myself..
I like being what i am now..
But i'm losing out on something..
What Jon said is true..
I need a little evolution to modify this situation..
Baby, this is all for you..Mwackx..


I'm not entirely looking forward to turning twenteen..OMG..

Time to browse for movies!

PS: P.S I love you and Aquamarine are super awesome!<3<3

~Anw, I can't believe that I was overjoyed to tears when Leo called me today..
Altho he does that everyday, I'm especially touched to hear his voice aft a long day of sch..
He's the only cute person I can seek proper comfort from..
Baby, it's true that I was overjoyed to tears..You can't see my tears thru the phone..
But I really really miss you too much..You're such a bitch..Bleah..xP~

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Fruitful morning

Whether you believe or not, I don't really believe myself..
Woke up at about 10am instead of the usual 12pm these 2 days to study..

Ytd chionged Psych chapter on Emotions but couldn't finish it..
Rushed down to California Gym for Step Up lesson with Jiayi..
Quite fun sia..xD..Altho both of us just spinned around the board,
unable to catch up with the intermediate class..Damn funny..Kept laughing..xP
Ran abit and did some machines workout..Quite accomplishing..
Because i'm having muscleaches at my abs area now..x))
But received a bad news..Jiayi's contract with California is ending soon..x(
I needa find a gym buddy!Any sexy somebody interested??xD
Leave a comment or msn!xDD

Woke up at 10am today too to study..
Finished the first topic of Gender studies..
Finished the first tutorial of Living with Math, with many question marks in my head..
Looking forward to my second day of school tmr i dunno why, 4 shiong lects..
Ehh gotta go for tuitions later with Chenghang and my Jap students..

I'm gonna continue to be hardworking..
Please, Ziwei, don't disappoint yourself..

~Miss you baby..
Please have nightsout tonight..~

Monday, January 11, 2010

1st day of school..

My second day of school and last day of school for the week is on Thu..
Wow..Enjoying my first 2 weeks of school cuz it's a 2-day lecture week..xD
Had developmental psych and living with math lectures today..
And wow I kinda paid full attention to both lessons..
Used so much brain cells la..
But i feel accomplished even though today's lessons are SUPER DRY..

Abit traumatised by how shiong developmental psych assignments are..x(
But I'll fight..
I gotta learn how to go lib to print out e reserves articles to keep up with readings..
Singapore uni is so freaking competitive..I'll fight hard this sem..

I like the science lt, the tables are meant for writing unlike arts lt, table machiam chair..
Ofkox i prefer arts lt, brighter and newer, + more havoc ppl around..xP
My first Math lesson in NUS..Quite a jialat experience..
The math lecturer talks freaking slow and monotonous..
1.5hours of lecture is manageable tho..Learnt some interesting "statements"..x))

Alrights..No picture..
Will be studying in the day and gyming in the evening..
Relax time in the night time and must sleep early everyday!
Yeap, new things to add to my new year resolutions..

~Miss you so much stupid maothing..~

Things we forget..

Was looking through thinksweforget.blogspot..
Decided to place it under Plugs of my blog..xD
Do take a look, it's really meaningful..
Many thanks to Wenqi for recommending..xDD

Anw, today's the first day of school..
I woke up with a worse sore throat on top of my alrd bad flu..
Just downloaded some Gender studies notes to study..
Omg..The words are packed like sardines..x(
But, I'll fight!Jiayou ziwei!

Gonna study now!Hope today's a pretty day..x))

Friends, have a wonderful headstart of 2010 lessons..xDD
Darling, let's jiayou tgt!xDDD <3

Sunday, January 10, 2010

My 2010 Modules.

I pick these, I must do well for them..
That's a promise to myself..

Today's a damn sianz day..
Sick and tappy nose..x(
Managed to get the modules I want today!
It's really damn stressing and a waste of time
just sitting in front of the lappy monitoring the bidding condition..
Machiam monitoring stocks market lidat..omg..

My timetable is finalised..
Although I'm unable to major in Psych for the moment,
I'm chionging 3 Psych mods this coming semester..

My 5 pretty modules:
1. Developmental Psychology
2. Abnormal Psychology
3. Health Psychology
4. Gender Studies *Soci mod*
5. Living with Mathematics

All my lectures fall on Mon and Thu,
leaving all Tue, Wed and Fri free..
Friday nights are reserved for CCA, Voices practices..
Oh wells, I'm kinda confused abt when to place my tuitions..
Aiyo..x((..

Alrights, gonna kun now..
Tmr must wakey early to watch movieeeee...xDD

I'm yes and not looking forward to nxt Sunday..x( xD

Friday, January 8, 2010

SCREW CORS, indeed..

Alright..I just changed and bidded for modules that I wanna take..
Instead of Love Actually,
I've changed my mind to take Humour under the same Seminar mod..
Love actually is too damn freaking popular..Haix..
Damn interesting yeap..xD

Switched from abnormal psych to social psych which is much cheaper..
Still chionging all my points for Stats1..
So lucky that i've gotten Gender studies pre-allocated..
The next minimum bid is over 1000 points and I got it for 1 point..
Lucky me!xDD

Okk wish me luck for the rest of my modules!
If you take that certain module that i'm taking, lemme know alright!xD

Okk, below are random pictures of my baby and i..xD

Can't stand this cute ah beng..xP



Done with adding milk to Mossie Milktea!


Mos Burger Milktea FTW!!


On our way to Town!


After burying my darling Kilobaby..
Twister fries rock!!!


Kilo, Daddy and mummy loves you!


Alright, gotta settle some admin stuff,
housework and organise the damn table!

GOOD LUCK FOR CORS BIDDING!!

<3

L is for the way you Look at me..

Just had my first history ss tuition with Cheryl, my new student..
Wow, I must admit that teaching history and ss isn't an ez task..
I nearly died cuz i talked so much..
But i'm glad that Cheryl is quite absorbant as a student..
She has missed 3 days of school cuz of her bad flu
and still has to suffer the daily tuitions, with only thu off..
I really pity her..But envy her at the same time cuz
my family couldn't afford to let me have tuition like every single day..
If it did happen to me 3years ago, I'd not have gone to ACJC,
I might be in HwaChong or Raffles instead..Omg..
Can't imagine being in those kinda stressful environment..
Ok alright, enough ranting and complaining..


Guess what!!
I am allocated the Living with Mathematics GEM module..
It's definitely a tough module because I'm required to return to school
for lectures twice a week..Omg, just for one module, 4 hours of weekly lectures..x(
I hope I won't regret and I know I won't cuz I miss Math..x)
Together with Soci's Gender Studies,
I'm currently quite satisfied with the modules allocated to me..
Tmr gotta wake up earlier to bid for my other remaining modules!!
Good luck to Ziwei!!!!!only....xP
Hoping to be allocated Abnormal Psych, Stats 1 and Love Actually..


Just switched some locations of the different sections of my blog today..
Updated my 2010 resolutions on the blog itself, not entry;
moved my Tweets to the frontpage;
merged my profile and contact information tgt under one tab;
shortened my long list of longed goals and categorised them into long/short-termed ones;
also added Kilo's facebook page of memories under "Plugs"
(Do join, for fun or outta sympathy or empathy, I really love my baby..Share your love too..x))


Okk I promise to wake up about 9plus/10am tmr!
To do bidding and try to go gym in the morning after a million years..


Miss you so much darling..
Seriously can't wait to see ya tmr..
Missing your cute smell..xD..Angege..
Mwackx...


Thursday, January 7, 2010

Reflection..

Wells, today has been a disappointing day..
I was completely looking forward to Leo's nightsout today..
Woke up at 1+pm in the afternoon after Voices chalet ytd..
This entry, i shall talk about modules that i'm looking at for sem2..


Was bz bidding on CORS this entire afternoon,
pondering on whether which mods are of my interest..
I realise, for the previous semester, I've taken up some mods
because at least some or 1 of my friends were taking it even tho I've no interest in them..
For example, Govt and Pol in Sg and South Asia..
End up I never regret taking them cuz
I scored the best for the former and could bond better with about 80% of Tyrants
thanks to the latter, cuz we were all successfully brainwashed by David, our OGL to take it tgt..
I totally flopped the latter module..
But no pain no gain..
So I've decided to choose modules I've more interest in for the next semester..

I've scored a C+ for Psych this semester,
super duper upset about it, cuz I studied relatively hard for this mod especially,
and the reason is damn clear cuz I wanna major in it..
I'm thus doing the placement test(department test)
in order to qualify myself to major in it..x((
I'll really work very hard next semester..PROMISE..

So, for this coming sem,
I've bidded for a Math module, Living with Mathematics..
I can see that it sounds damn tough,
but i've interest in maths since young and i will work really hard for it,
since i'm required to return back to school twice per week for this mod..
If anyone has taken this b4, please let me know whether it's manageable!Thx!
Other modules that I plan to take are 2 psych modules: Abnormal Psych and Stats 1;
1 Freshman seminar mod: Love Actually - Social construction of Romantic Love(HOW COOL RIGHT!!);
and one preallocated soci mod: Gender studies..
Oh yea, for your info, I've declared soci as my major and psych as minor temporarily
and ofkox i'm gonna swap it around after the placement test..
I REALLY NEED TO MAJOR IN PSYCHOLOGY!!!
ziwei!jiayou......you really can do it!

After some analysis on my side,
I NEED to reflect upon why i did so badly for my first semester modules..

1. I was bz with tuition and earning money to support my daily and leisure expenses..
2. I online-shopped too much.
3. I AM too distracted by the damn internet.
4. I blogged too much.
5. I didn't have a proper homely study place to do my revision and preparation.
6. I started clubbing.
7. I underestimated university modules and examinations.
8. I overestimated myself and didn't put in the effort/take the initiative to approach tutors for help.
9. I fell sick too much last year.

So far so much problems I encountered that slackened me and pulled my grades down..


Time for me to look at my commitments next semester.

a. Leonard and family
b. 5 + 1 modules (extra mod to study for again: Psych)
c. Voices Emerge concert (March!!)
d. Tuitions: 10hours per week (considering travelling time)
e. Exercising: at least 5 hours per week

Wow, after listing it out, I'm beginning to feel scared for my Sem 2 studies..

Weekends will be my rest time from all miscellaneous activities but Leo and studies..
Baby, I really need your help and motivation to remind me not to waste precious time on weekends..

Sem 2 will be filled with non-morning lessons,
so that i won't give any excuse of oversleeping because that's one strong temptation to pon class..x(
I promise to go home everyday after school and not hang out much meaninglessly
except for necessary meals and productive group mugging..
I believe all my uni friends don't wanna spend much time playing at the expense of studying too..
I'll email tutors or book them for consultations more often this coming semester
and study wisely so i don't waste time!
I'll stop blogging like this and force more self-discipline into me!Fuck laziness!

Anw, for my tuition job,
I'm gonna continue tuition with Anna and Kent, my Jap Chinese students..
Tuition with new student, Chenghang, ex-colleague's son..
Lastly, my first ever history and social studies tuition with Sec4 N level student..

I need a damn chio and good organiser to plan all my commitments well..
or a free of charge personal assistant will do too..x)..Fat hope uh..

Okk i'm gonna kun now..


Monday, January 4, 2010

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS 2010

This is considerably a late post on 2010 New Year Resolutions
since normally people set their goals before or on the first day of a new year.


Studies

1. Be punctual for all lectures and tutorials for Semester 2.

2. Hand in all assignments on time.

3. Read up and prepare work for every tutorial.

4. Revise studies after lectures every night.

5. Go home after school everyday.

**All of the above require much more self-discipline than what I'm practising now.**


Family

6. Complete at least 1 exercise from assessment book of any subject per day for JiaJun.

7. Love and care more for my parents, siblings and grandmother.


Fitness

8. Gym at least twice a week.
**To make my money worth and keep/improve my stamina.
More importantly, be more confident in bikini by mid-2010.**


Financial

9. Not to cancel any tuition session unless absolutely necessary.

10. Shop and spend at a budget of 30bucks only once per month at most.

11. Spend less on junk food and more on healthy fruits and food.

**Save enough money to go overseas again mid 2010 and
learn driving next year!**

Love

12. Encourage Leonard to exercise more and be more filial to his mummy.

13. Spend more time on meaningful and new activities with Leo.
**Go Sentosa to suntan and picnic and prawning soon soon.
I wanna take the Luge.**

14. Be less stubborn and more understanding.

Personal

15. Blog at most thrice a week.

16. Make more time for family, friends and gatherings.

17. Get a pair of new hamsters by 14 Feb 2010, with a bigger and chioer cage.

18. Learn how to swim freestyle.

19. Buy a new pair of running shoes and more workout attires.

20. Save up at least $50 per month.

21. Take better care of my body and health.
**Eat more fruits, exercise more, be less lazy to use the beauty products I bought.**


That's all that I can think of for now..


Gotta chiong for tuition, then CAC Sub-club retreat chalet later!

~Trying to love the world more than myself..xD~

Sunday, January 3, 2010

You stay, forever

This post is one that i wish i'll nvr post.

When there's a beginning, an end is inevitable;
may it be illness, accident, negligence or death..
How true..x((I blame myself and no one else for not doing a good job

protecting my kilobaby's feeble and tiny life..
I really miss him like mad..x(
Each time I heard anything with words like "ki" or "lo",
my mind flutters to Kilo..


Buried him at a relatively safe corner of Leo's condo today..
Ofkox we got the permission from the security guard..
He's so sporting and nice to offer us this peaceful corner..
How tragic can the atmosphere be when we were burying our little son..
it was drizzling painfully..Haix..



You only learn how to cherish someone when you experienced the loss of him..




Leonard Ma, you are treasured to the ultimate limitless..


Friends, have you lost someone/something so impt b4?
Now I understand how that feels..
Kilo is NOTHING to you, but his place is IRREPLACEABLE in our hearts..




Anw, I shall update about myself like finally..
Have been feeling quite shagged these days..
Did so many things and spent so much of Leo's money nowadays..
*Thank you so much baby**


Siloso beach countdown was special..
My first beach party is quite jialat..
Could be more fun if we've booked a chalet in advance..
Everyone was lazy to get wet and dirty..
I wanted to go down to the foam party..
It seemed fun and crazy..and DIRTY..
Leo got both of us a pair of matching
 NUM BASKETBALL TANKs too..
How sweet is that~~xDDD
THANKS SO MUCH BABY, ONCE AGAIN!MWACKX!!!


Anw, wanted to go for the RV BIG WALK this morning..
But Leo passed me the greatly unexpected news of the death of my hamter-son,
and I feel more obliged to bring my siblings to meet Kilo for the last time
b4 we let his body rest in peace beneath the soil..
Hence, couldn't join the 4G gang at all cuz spent the whole morning mourning
and whole afternoon digging the ground and burying him..
Leo's mum also booked tickets for the Jay's Treasure Hunter,
I have no choice but to bangseh them..
Ehh don't think there's a difference without me around..
I just miss some of my favourite true girls around..


Anw, TREASURE HUNTER SUCKS!!!!
There was only a few parts I enjoyed..
Jay's cute face when he was hugged by the supermodel..
Jay's cute humourous jokes..
Jay's act-cool actions and CMI flirting skills..
Storyline was confusing..only 1 portion of the show surprised me..
Everything else was ridiculous..


I'm gonna slp..Bye world..

Saturday, January 2, 2010

MISS HIM SO MUCH..X'((





















LOVE YOU FOREVER KILOBABY..
<3, MUMMY