pb dinner rox!

went br's house for pb dinner just now..

the same ppl as usual: jw zy cy br wg winnie yj hx..i was actually quite reluctant to go in the first place..first thing is i'm having a super bad diarrhoea..haven't got this prob for very very long alrd..at least a few years..second, it's the first time i ever not fetched my darling from pasir ris during his bookout day..he went for outfield camp for abt 6days ever since he last booked in and we nvr really talked properly for abt a week..miss his alot alot..anw he's got family reunion dinner today so really din't have the time to spend time tgt with him anw..

anw back to the main topic..we met up at abt 3-4pm at shengsiong to get food and drinks for the steamboat..the crowd there getting newyear groceries and stuff was super overwhelming man..the whole place was dirty,  stinky and muddy too..zzz..went late cuz of the stupid diarrhoea which tied me down at home..got lotsa food man..oh, also met calvin chia in his adidas cap..first time i see his botakhead man..haha..first thing he asked me was 'where is ur ma ge?'(as in brother Ma)..lol..

cabbed to br's place after getting the food for steamboat..played daidi to pass time while waiting for winnie yanjun huixin to turn up..really miss the close-knittedness of the whole pb committee..it's super enjoyable listening and engaged in the jokes and laughters..tho din't really chat abt much serious stuff..all abt food, random stuff, ns life of weiguo and ziyang, as well as bits and pieces of everyone's life..really reminiscing once all of us return to our boring lives of ns, work and sianness...hmmm..really don't regret spending turning up for this pb dinner afterall..really nice..i can't really describe the feeling exactly..just simply worth keeping in our hearts forever..xD..

aft 'lao yu sheng' at abt 10plus, went home with weiguo..had a loong and mature chat with him..found out tt he's become much more mature and 'man' after he entered ns, compared to the time when he was the rv student council president..he's also gotten the psc scholarship!damn cool sia..he told me he's one who likes to plan ahead..he also encouraged me to do so as well..a good example to learn from..driven to personally and independently create a bright future for himself..admire his mature mindset..xD..glad for this fren tt he's grown up so so much..xD..

anw i bought some make up stuff and a SILVER EYELINER!!cool sia..oh and also painted my nails silver..think this is the colour tt goes well with my other outfits of almost any other colour combinations..yay..now i gotta save up and do soft-rebonding to my hair..when all's done, it's when i start to look like a woman from a ger..xD..leo has returned from fieldcamp, claiming tt he's changed from a boy to a man, i can't forget my part too..xD..

tmr's chu xi..gng my baby's place early in the morning to prepare for lunch at restaurant with my laogong, his mum and aunt..night gonna be home for family reunion dinner..tmr's gonna be so lively and crowded at home..oh yea, needa stay up late during chu xi ye too..gonna get some slp now..

enjoyed today lots..i miss you baby..looking forward to seeing you tmr..

MWACKX!! to only you only..xD..

我是摩羯星座的女人

摩羯星座的女人

                                                                                田希仁

許多年以前，我對於摩羯座的女孩有些排斥。因為我覺得她們總是緊閉心門，自己走自己的路，你似乎永遠無法真正的靠近她。然後，經過了這幾年，我又多認識了不少摩羯座的女性之後，我不得不說，摩羯座的女性實在有擁有許多令我崇拜的優點。她們的堅強鬥志，真的不是其他星座的女孩可以相提並論的。

摩羯座的女子在外表上看來，多半是平靜而且傳統的，但偶爾你也會看到幾位穿著大膽新潮，行為表現前衛的摩羯女性。事實上，她們雖然身處在各種不同的環境，從事著各種不同的行業；摩羯座女子力爭上游的意念是不會改變的。那是她們個性上最大的特點。

在土星守護下的摩羯座女子，個性上多少會有一些抑鬱的傾向。她們絕少有輕易吐露心事的習慣。所以，如果你愛上她，你可得用心體貼她的感受。大體上說來，她是不怎麼樂觀的。妳很難讓一個摩羯座的女人相信「神話」和「奇蹟」。她不是不相信會有美好的未來。但是她肯定所有的未來必定要靠自己的努力去奮鬥。她的潛意識中對自己有點缺乏信心，對環境沒有安全感。因此，摩羯座的女人很少全然信賴別人（尤其是男人），她沒有依賴心，而且非常實際。因此有許多人說，摩羯座女人的「現實」居十二個星座之冠。

很少會有摩羯座女人有興趣陪你玩愛情遊戲。那種不食人間煙火，只羨鴛鴦不羨仙的愛情故事是感動不了她們的。摩羯座女子的愛情多數總要在一切有了保障的況下產生。我並不是說她一定要你家財萬貫，位尊權高，但是你起碼得要有顯而易見的光明前途。只要她認定你們是有前途的，你放心，摩羯座女子有得是陪你一起奮鬥的恆心與耐力。所以，如果你想追求一個摩羯座女子，請千萬不要做個遊手好閒的懶惰蟲，否則你是絕無希望的。

摩羯座女子的固執一如她的實際一樣有名。想要改變她的觀念，恐怕比豋天還難。一旦她對你有了惡劣的印象，可望翻供的機會是微乎其微。而對於她喜歡的朋友，她就會在可以接受的範圍之內，儘量包容他們的缺點。

多數的摩羯女子有著傳統的家庭觀念，對於自己的家人，有著相當程度的忠誠。因此，能與他的家人相處和諧的男性，獲得芳心的機會會大許多。千萬不要隨便批評她的家人，她極有可能因此跟你翻臉。

你最好不要輕易的跟一個摩羯座的女子開玩笑，尤其是略帶一點人身攻擊的玩笑。她很可能當場就板下面孔，讓你下不了台。就如我先前說到的，摩羯座女子在冷靜的外表之下，內心受著多重的情緒（憂鬱、悲觀、壓抑）折磨。這樣的女子，你當然無法要求她擁有十足的幽默感。她經常把每件事都看得太認真了。於是，多數的摩羯座女性給人一種嚴肅而重視紀律的印象。

在我們電視台中，有一位導播就是摩羯座的女性。她可是大家十分敬畏的鐵娘子。只要大家知道那一天是她當班，包管很少有人敢遲到。如果發的是下午一點的通告，絕大多數的人會選擇十二點就到電視台吃中飯比較穩當些。因為她肯定一點整就會準時點名，遲到的人就等著挨訓吧！雖然大家想到她會有點頭痛，但不能否認的，只要有她在，工作效率一定會提高。

或許在你看了這許多描述之後，你會把所有摩羯座的女性都想成不苟言笑，毫無情趣的老古板。這一點就不太正確了！她們雖然多半都不是你敢輕易造次的女性，但也絕不是缺乏女性魅力的男人婆。尤其是當一個摩羯女子遇到了那個給她信心、給她安全感的男性之後，她立刻就會變成一頭溫柔又熱情的小母羊。但是在她還沒有找到理想人選之前，多數摩羯座女子，會努又做一個成功的職業女郎，為自己的事業前途奮鬥。她們腳踏實地的累積自己的財富、社會地位以及生存實力。絕不浪費時間幻想白馬王子的出現。我在許多行業中都看過十分成功的摩羯女子。她們對於工作壓力的承受能力很少有人能比。而且當她們立下目標的時候，便有不達目的誓不干休的決心和勇氣。她們的態度一點都不誇耀，但往往有一種你難以解釋的威嚴。

能夠娶一個摩羯座女子回家，對男人來說實在是一件很有保障的事。第一，你會有一個很整潔、很有「秩序」的家。無論她是個家庭主婦或是職業婦女，她都會把家庭做最妥善的安排。第二，一旦她選擇了你，她會勤勞不懈、吃苦耐勞的陪著你為理想前途而奮鬥。她不會隨便耍脾氣。摩羯座女人不會是一個丈夫加班，而她在家裡鬧情緒的女人。不過你也不要以為尊重傳統的她，只要嫁給了你，就會認命的忍受你婚後所有的錯。她認清了你們不會再有光明的未來之後她肯定會毫不留戀的離你而去。

摩羯座的女人幾乎都有很有金錢觀念，非常懂得預算。她們的確是喜愛一切有「價值」的事物。即使手上的錢有限，她們也不會去買一大堆廉價品回來。她們會精挑細選的買一件合用、又有價值的品牌商品。她或許會經常督促你要積極努力，但想想看，這對你絕對只有好處沒有壞處。

我有幾個摩羯座的女友，經常會讓我覺得很自卑。看到她們如何為家裡打算，如何去上會、存錢。如何兼差補貼家用。我真是慚愧的很。想想，什麼樣好命的男人才能娶到如此的賢內助呢？記著！好好的努力奮鬥，同時肯定她的價值，常常給她鼓勵，給她信心。下一個好運的人，就是你囉！

摩羯座的女人與「性」

摩羯座的女子在性愛方面依然有著保守、內斂的特質，內心就算有所渴望，也經常會壓抑自己的需要。

對男性來說，摩羯座的女人是本份、而且容易滿足的。事實上，情緒內斂的她，極需要長時間的調情，才能真正的燃燒起來。因此許多摩羯座女子的真正需求，往往很容易被忽視。也有很少數的摩羯座女性在性愛表現中，有極大膽而且嗜虐的傾向。

摩羯座的女人與十二個星座的男人

1. 牡羊座：你們的個性有著激烈的對比，彼此都不是對方夢中情人的典型。

2. 金牛座：你們彼此都有足夠吸引對方的條件，個性上也很能配合，極有結為佳偶的機會。

3. 雙子座：他對妳來說似乎是太缺乏穩定性了。而妳給他的感覺可能不夠刺激有趣。

4. 巨蟹座：這樣的男人可以給妳溫柔的鼓勵，幫助妳建立信心。但是，妳對待他的方式不宜太死板，應該溫柔一些。

5. 獅子座：妳會欣賞他的善良、慷慨。但對於他的做事態度可能無法認同。而妳對於他來說，似乎太堅強獨立了些。

6.  處女座：你們的屬相一致，都是謹慎又腳踏實地的典型。和平相處不成問題，但是在一起的氣氛可能比較不生動有趣。

7. 天秤座：基本的人生態度顯然不同，靠得太近容易產生摩擦，保持距離反而很可能相互欣賞。

8. 天蠍座：他有能力激起妳壓抑的熱情。同時彼此都會欣賞對方在工作上的執著態度。在生活上也能密切配合。

9. 射手座：他不太有機會成為妳傾心的對象。而妳的人生態度很容易使他覺得格格不入。

10. 摩羯座：性格相同，很容易起共鳴。如果攜手共創前程，前途應該是一片光明美景。

11. 水瓶座：你們的人生觀有很大的差別。雖然相處不見得會衝突，但很少會選擇對方做為人生的伴侶。

12.  雙魚座：你們或許可以傾心交談，成為相互了解的知己。但實際生活在一起，就會有許多相牴觸的地方。

got an email from a friend, eesuan..after reading, tot tt it's mostly true..the highlighted parts are what i agree with..as in it describes my character..enjoyed reading it..read leo's horoscope too..it says tt he's faithful to his true love and his wife will enjoy life with him after marriage..xD..yea..haha..guess many of yall won't have the patience to finish reading this whole essay of complex chinese characters..but it's cool..talk to me online if you need translation of ur own horoscope description..wanna test if it's true too..xD..

lazy to blog abt the past few days when i was sick and at work..can't wait for tmr!leo's booking out..xD..but tmr gotta go for pb reunion dinner..so can't fetch my baby from pasir ris..

today is weekiat's bday!ever since jc, somehow i can tell tt there're some ridiculous links btwn me and him..it's indescribable and mysterious..tho our characters clash totally, i'll always treat him as my good good buddy regardless if he feels the same way too..xD..thanks bro for always being there whenever i need someone..xD..you, with other friends, like xiuru beiru tessa, have accompanied me walked thru some of the lowest parts of my life..friends forever!!xD..

will be gng for wk's bday prata supper later..miss my 4g classmates alot alot..can't wait..

my baby has gone for outfield camp for 5 days alrd..can't imagine i managed to survive these 5 boring days at work..tho i din't really survive well(ridiculously ran a temperature of 38.1dC on the third day), i'm glad tt i'm now a 19-yr-old young adult, able to work and manage my finances independently, promising and strong..yet, i must admit tt i'm always love-sick every night..will lose abt 30min-1hr of slp just purely thinking abt leonard 'nightly'..

~laogong, i really miss you very very much..miss your shoulders, baobao, smell and warmth..i love you forever..mwackx..~

A PERFECT 19TH BIRTHDAY...

i'm currently too tired to blog a long entry..so will briefly go thru all the perfect things tt took place on my bday ytd..xD

17012009~Sat

it's my 19th birthday! hmm.. was super excited on the 16012009 as i tot many frens are gonna turn up..yet in the end, weijian wanyi douglas bangsehed..hence, only laoda, xiaodia, cy, zh, leo and i went sentosa tgt..

went for brunch at BK..wanted to eat very little cuz din't want my tummy to reveal too explicitly when i change to bikini at the beach..yet couldn't resist the temptation to finish the crispy onion rings..my cough din't go away but i insisted on finishing the onion rings and coke..it's my bday..who cares..xP..hence, my tummy did reveal..zzz..but whose don't..lol..just wanted to enjoy myself in the sun on my bday..

played bball, vball, tanned, took photos and soaked outselves at sentosa..raymond was busy looking at gers man..zzz..haha..while playing vball, weicheng laoda was also grabbing every chance he has to pick ball at the court of beach vball gers' team..lol..it was super fun..

went out to shop with leo after saying bye to my bros..felt bad tt i couldn't join them for the activities after fun at sentosa, such as shopping and dinner..yet i guess i'll still enjoy myself more with leo's companion..tt night was special..leo and i went shopping for my present, had dinner at secret recipe cuz din't have the time for a nice nice expensive dinner and watched 'the duchess'..it's my first m18 movie tho i'm alrd 19 ytd..late but still gave my first time watching m18 movie to leo..

the movie is super good tho it's not leo's kind of movie..the sexual scenes were quite explicit, tt's wat i realised in my first experience watching an m18..the more touching part of the movie is the story of Geoginna..women of the past are really so pitiable..i was like 'wtf-ing' in the theatre cuz she's was really treated very very unfairly..tho the ending was supposed to be a 'happy' one, saying tt those main characters live happily ever after, i still felt super upset cuz of the unfair and harsh treatment Geoginna had undergone..x(..i really enjoy such 'deep' movies, such tt they are very meaningful and can stir up tots and emotions..i seriously felt super unjustified for Geoginna man..zzz..

after the movie, leo and i went for er ren shi jie and tonned..i din't manage to slp much la..zzz..but really enjoyed myself the whole day..especially the er ren shi jie session..xD..considered it as a 'PERFECT' 19th bday cuz we made it just in time for everything..shopping, movie, dinner..we were actually short of time cuz there were like so many things to do in a very limited period of time..

was very touched by leo cuz he spent over 200bucks for me on my bday, not counting the expenditure on himself..it's really the best bday in my 19 years..xD..love you forever baby..

you made my bday so perfectly planned and wonderful..mwackx mwackx..i wanna create 'more perfect' on ur bday..thank you baby..xD..

i also wanna thank my bros alot alot for turning up for my bday tho the attendance din't turn out tt satisfactory as expected..thank you for the pooh bear bolster/pillow!xD

very tired..gonna slp le..

*ilu forever and ever..xD

                                                                    babe at the beach..xD

                                      summer hunk..erms..xP

                                                my baby and i..xD

                                         raymond is tiptoeing!!

                                                      quan jia fu..lol..

                                  

                              thank you bros and baby..xD

optimism..xD..

15012009~thu~

went back rv for pe relief teaching in the morning..

woke up at 5.30..but lai chuang abit and was late for work..supposed to report to GO by 7.10, but only reached at 7.20..when i was on bus 97, i recalled abt gng to sch 3years back..in the nurse-like uniform..suddenly missed schooling in rv alot alot..leo was telling me he doesn't miss sch at all tho..probably he's not as close to his class..i miss mugging, bitching and having fun with 4G alot alot!

when i entered the pe dept of the staffroom, i was warmly welcomed by john and keith teo with my very slack schedule for the day..i only had to take 2 classes for PE..8-9am and 9-10am..my duty was to bring them to the gym for height-and-weight-taking, den take down their 2.4 timing..halfway thru height-and-weight-taking for my first class, the fire alarm went off..when the fire drill ended, i was only left with 20min for 2.4..tho time was running out and my students were attempting to persuade me to let them off early, i insisted on letting them complete their 2.4 in this short 20min..a very responsible and firm pe relief teacher yea?xP..my second class went very smoothly as they alrd knew the plan for their first pe lesson..while they were running i chatted with some juniors and some of them found me familiar and vice versa..

so cool to be a pe teacher..xD..

aft lunch with wanling, choonyen and mish, i met chenlaoshi and enjoyed the mature conversation talking abt future and family stuff..he's very nice and encouraging..told me tt being a father made him feel like a totally different man..also gave me some tips abt my ambition of being a psychologist in the future..oh he also tried to psycho me to return to rv as a full time teacher if i change my mind of striving to be a psychologist..

but actually why not?i'm more interested in taking pe tho..if i ever become a teacher, i'd wanna be a pe teacher..this first experience was a very encouraging one..super enjoyed the day..probably when i graduated from university, the rv campus would be shifted to jurong west..it's even near my place!hmm..considering..since i also alrd had the experience of tutoring and interacting with kids and my cute childish boyfriend..xP..oh no..hope he's not reading this when i'm around..xP..

went home to slack after the swim lesson at queenstown swimming complex..i was looking at my juniors who can't swim doing pt..so stupid and sianx la..meanwhile i chatted with joanne loo, the netball pe teacher in charge..asked her abt starting a gers' basketball team in rv and got to know tt it's not likely at all..x(..b4 gng home, i gave mr tan kim chuan and joanne loo my hp, asking them to seek for my help in doing pe relief teaching when they require..mrs cat yeow, the head of dept for me also mentioned tt she'd welcome me back to help them..yay..feels like i'm part of the pe dept alrd..haha..

when i reached home, i went online and quite an exciting convo with raymond..thanks brother for being there..xD

unfortunately, tt evening the condition of my throat worsened, such tt for every sentence i said, my parents and siblings can't figure out 30% of all my words..this totally suckx man..can't sing, can't make sound effects, can't shout and yell despite feeling so xingku..zzz..took very drowsy but strong med and went to bed shortly after gng online for awhile..

16012009~fri~1.11pm

sitting in front of the computer now..

returned from the job interview in the morning..even tho my baby alrd gave me a morning call at 7, i couldn't get myself off bed..therefore, was late for interview..the journey from my place to tuas by public transport is abt 1 hr sia..zzz..was lucky tt my employer, andy tay, din't get particular abt my punctuality..phew..

the co. is called macgregor plimsoll pte ltd, a shipping marine factory..i was required to do data entry full-time..they mentioned tt my duty will just be pure data migration and i gotta commit to this for 5-6 full months..the working hours is 8.15-6 daily, $6.50ph..transport will be provided at lakeside, the nearest mrt from my place..the main concern of theirs was future clashes in my timetable btwn work and my tuition in the evening..haix..they mentioned tt they have very tight schedule, such tt there're high chances of me having to work overtime till late maybe 8-9 during the working weekdays..this means tt i gotta forego my tutees if i don't wanna be bugged by this tricky problem..they also mentioned tt i may also have to work overtime on weekends if i can't finish my workload on fridays..zzz..hmm..hopefully my typing speed allows me to finish all my daily work punctually and efficiently..i'll sure be driven to work hard and finish my work given my determination to not forego my tutees and weekends for leonard..jiayou jiayou ziwei!arthur, my recruitment agent mentioned tt he'll revert to me later in the day to update me abt when to start work and stuff..hope nothing goes wrong..

tmr's my bday alrd..i'm damn worried tt my voice can't recover!i don't want a suckish bday which i can't play my heart out for all i want..losing my voice is the most torturous man!zzz..tmr leo should be booking out at 8+/9 in the morn..means we'll get to spend more time at sentosa with frens..if i'm not wrong, ppl turning up are:laoda, ray, cy, doug, weijian, zhihan, wanyi and most imptly leonard..xD..seems like we've got quite alot of ppl alrd..but hopefully nobody bangseh..xS..looking forward and feeling excited abt my special bday celeb tmr..yay..xD..

now things are turning in another direction in optimism, hope this persists..

~look forward to seeing you tmr baby..

i love you always..

ni shi wo de le..mwahahaha..xD~

sick at home with an infected throat..

as usual..

stoning at home..staring at the screen..waiting for leo's sms..looking for jobs online..

this morning i woke up and realised that my throat has been infected..whole throat is filled with phlegm..sorda voiceless now..zzz..tt's the price to pay..worth it la..haha..was still suspecting tt i had a fever two days ago cuz of all the undesirable symptoms of freezing limbs, aching back, flu and bad cough..temperature was 37.1degreeC..it's slight fever technically..but not really serious..so i ate a small piece of bakua ytd and got this xb irritating and uncomfortable throat infection today..dumb right..zzz..

Monday(12/1):

slacked the whole morning..watched some lanqiuho dvds and went off to work..telemarketing at aia alexandra building..this time round it's not doing recruitment..it's fixing appointment for insurance sales..supposed to meet at the office at 6.45pm..but was late due to the jam, choked with ppl gng home from work..wth..i was on my way to work then..zzz..worked till 10pm..it's damn stressful there..there're quite alot of telemarketers there, all efficient and confident..unlike me..it's totally different from me working at prudential..hmm..maybe tt's the reason to why i was fired..zzz..working at prudential is carefree and quite slack..such tt i wasn't even given any quota to meet..just have to sit at the table and get rejected for 6 hours?So i only reached home at 11+pm that night..

tt was when i noticed the feverish symptoms my body was experiencing..the night breeze was 'un-tahan-able'..put on my jacket..whole body was feeling weak..sigh..after showers and everything, i chatted online with ray and cy..couldn't tahan my hunger, i went to cook maggie mee as it was the only food i tot would satisfy my hunger then..the ziwei-cooked maggie mee looked super good tho it's just normal chicken-flavoured maggie..

while i was bringing the hot bowl of noodles with a table cloth to the living room, i felt an ominous sign..my right middle finger had a burning sensation at a particular spot..den.....

my freshly-cooked, burning-hot maggie mee headed downwards onto my living room floor....

walao..super suay and depressed..my supper was ruined lidat and i scalded my middle finger..after cleaning up, i went back to the convos with ray and cy, starving..haven't been so clumsy for such a long time alrd..but actually i tot all these mess could have been fated to happen..lol..my feverish symptoms went away while i was doing the housework, cleaning up the mess in the living room..

lol..actually this is just a very very trivial accident tt happened tt day..i wonder why i'm blogging so much on it..probably i'm just too BORED......haix....

Tuesday(13/1):

looked thru the net and newspps for jobs and watched some lanqiuho dvds as usual..the only difference is i got myself a golden lian-looking lion mane..haha..dyed my hair reddish brown..seriously look quite lian now..plan to give leonard ma a surprise on my bday when i fetch him at pasir ris..but it's making my hair more and more dry..zzz..gotta save up and sayang my hair with treatment at some salon downstairs soon..

went for tuition with cheepeng and chianyee from 5.30-8.30pm..think i'll hold on to these two students for as long as possible, even after i enter university..i somehow just enjoy teaching the 2 of them..ChianYee is a smart ger, a potential raffles/nanyang ger..CheePeng is super chatty and cute..altho he's not as hardworking and 'absorbant' as his sister, he's rather smart for a p4 kid..at least smarter den jiajun, my brother..jiajun is just too playful and lazy..i should blame myself for this..cuz it's my fault tt i nvr devote enough time to tutor him..but jun was cuter den any baby when he was young..will commit more time for my baobei jun..xD..

oh ya and i just quit my telemarketing job..

will be gng down to tuas for an interview as an admin staff later..gonna lunch and watch some dvds first..should be gyming with yip on friday if my infected throat recovers by then..doing PE relief teaching at RV tmr..gotta wake up at 5+ again..zzz..jiayou jiayou jiayou!!

nah nah..change of plan..will be stoning at home for the whole day today..just created livejournal account..i dunno wat for..just bored..got a call from temp-serv recruitment agency..gotta head down to tuas on friday at 9am for interview with the co...yea..finally i have a glimpse of hope of getting employed..it's a five-day admin job with transport available..initially wanted to jio my brothers to hang out/mj/pool on friday..but ray not really free..so maybe abandon la..

~miss you alot alot, as usual..~

sry br!

sry beiru!for waking up so late today..these days i've slping late..always can't hear my 3 alarms ring in the morning..was supposed to meet br at ac gym today de..but zzz..overslpt..haix..wanna get rid of my little tummy so much b4 my bd..xD..

just got to know tt leo will only be booking out at noon on my birthday..means my sentosa bd celebration will either be delayed or cancelled..(>.<)..but watever it is, i just wanna spend this 19th birthday with frenz and the last man of my life..xD..wanted to book a chalet at coasta sands resort at sentosa..but all the suites are alrd full booked..zzz..will see how ba..sigh..

anw i just abruptly cancelled a tuition assignment which i regretted taking up on sat..i felt super duper guilty..the tuition coordinator had alrd confirmed the tuition timing and everything with me and i just cancelled it with the excuse of a sudden personal commitment..i know it's my fault but i had no choice but to do this..actually the main reason to why i did it is leo..haix..i got scoldings from doris..a bitchy lady..and ended up sobbing at leo's toilet cux of the overwhelming guilt..watever it is, i hope this wei qu which i had swallowed doesn't go down the drain..

ytd went play pool with daoda, cy, ray and baby..had fun for 2hrs at century pool and snooker until my baby suddenly got emo..hmm..we left home at 3plus and spent some er ren shi jie tgt b4 my baby booked in again..zzz..hmm..dunno if i'm looking forward to my bd not..cux everything is not confirmed or anything yet..i don't like impromptu plans..

leo has enthrusted me with some shopping items..but currently don't feel like shopping for anything..just wanna stay home and exercise until i get a job then i'll get the shopping mood..feel financially insecure altho leo's paying for almost everything now..i dun wanna be a useless gerfren..haiz..will continue to jiayou!

~love you forever baby..

i promise you.....xD~

my baby's back!

my baby's back from tekong finally..went pasir ris to fetch him after mahjonging with laoda, ray and cy..xb sianx..lost 10bucks ytd..terrible net loss ytd..due to transport fees, mahjong loss and lunch..it was wallet-draining but overall very fun..haha..haix..altho they take me as a brother, i'm glad we're able to click well..as in ray also mentioned tt they'll look after and takkare of me for leo when he's in ns..haha..nice bros yea..ytd was chatting with ray the whole night on msn..quite interesting to talk to him..gotta know some secrets too!mwahaha..but bros must keep secrets for one another yea..haha..

leo's slping now..on my sofa..guess he must be too tired since he's used to tekong life of sleeping and waking up damn early..hmm..later we're gng out with weicheng and gang to ball at upcc again..actually its not very convenient for me now to ball at this point of time..but just miss balling and exercising..haha..so i'll just tag along and shoot abit la..lol..

hmm..i'll be doing relief teaching this coming thu at RV for PE..lol..it's gonna be slack but i dread waking up so early in the morn..zzz..watever it is i'll put in my best to fulfill watever duties i have for my former school..monday will be the training day for telemarketing at AIA..not tt i've deep interests in telemarketing but i'm really left with no choice if i wanna earn more money at this point of time when the economy sucks like crazy..sigh..anw i also just confirmed one more tuition assignment, taking p4 CEMS at jurong west..actually the timing clashes with leo and my dates..sigh..see what i can do about it la..

gonna spend today and tmr meaningfully with leo..can't wait for my birthday to come..xD..

~not gng to let you go at all..

ni shi wo de le..mwahaha..

yours always..xD~

fun day laughing at laoda.

today din't do anything very fruitful..(not getting a job means not really fruitful)

woke up at ten, spent the whole morning looking for a job and tuition assignments, ate late lunch and went to meet weicheng and chunyi late..but i guess it's ok..cux always late but worth the wait..xP..the shirt i wore today says tt..lol..

went century to pool with wc & cy..both of them pjc pool team sia..damn stressed when i pooled with them..but i din't have 0% victory tho..my luck is invincible..haha..had like mayb 30% winnings..realised tt cy is quite zai at pool..hmm..wonder if leo's better than him..haha..but i'm sure tt leo's more shuai than anyone when it comes to pooling..haha..xD..love you my cute baby..mushy is fun!

after pooling for 3 hours, we went to al azhar indian restaurant at bt timah for prata..the food there is definitely cheaper and better than tt of al ameen..haha..interesting discovery today too..weicheng spent about ten bucks on food at tt indian restaurant while the two of us spent only about 6!wat a fatty..hahaha..

after dnr, we had a very very tough time deciding on where to go..stayed put at the bus stop for about 1hr or so talking cock n deciding on where to go..saw a cute little boy ran around tt little field about 3-4 rounds..every round tt he passes by, he nvr fails to stare at us..probably he's thinking, what's taking their bus so long to come?one hour??haha..think he's even fitter than laoda..haha..

cy wanted to go vivo but laoda too lazy to drag his fat body along..so went holland v instead..super cheapo day..settlers' cafe requires us to pay 5bucks each just to play an hour of stupid board game..zzz..scam money sia..we ended up getting a super big gulp and went playground for chat..

the chatting session was the most fun one..we had great time laughing at laoda..at his super big body and super slow reaction..haha..quite macgriddles(indescribable) but really couldn't stop laughing..lol!

miss leonard alot..lucky he tio his guard duty today..if not he can't return until maybe sunday morning and havta book in on sunday night..phew..really miss him loads..can't wait for my bd to come..xD..haven't spent my birthday with my bf for a very long time le..xD..

~miss you alot alot baby..

will always love you no matter wat..

seriously, no matter wat..

mwackx!~

pms-ing.sorry baby.

was watching campus superstar 2009 jux now..was surprised to see jiamin on tv..din't know she went to participate in this competition which i failed to get in..zzz..i can still rmb the first and last time i ever queued for 11hours just for mayb 11min on stage at toapayoh hdb hub..regretted tt i screwed my second song..zzz..shldn't have sang 'jieshou' by fish leong which i knew i had no confidence in at all..watever..not impt anymore..will join a music school when i've earned enough money soon..not for any opportunity to get famous or anything..just wanna sing my heart out and learn more singing tactics..yay..

was super emo just now when i was giving jun tuition..was extremely affected by even small things tt don't mean harm at all..spoit my night spoilt leo's too i guess..din't have chance to apologise to my baby just now cuz lights out alrd..can't stand my sensitivity..very irritating..very easily agitated..sigh..maybe it's gonna be the week of the month..zzz..i ended up cancelling jun's tuition as i was throwing my temper uncontrollably..can't tahan myself..i gotta be more mature alrd..turning 19 soon this 17th..in about 2 weeks time..will grow up la..must get myself employed b4 my birthday!!

haven't been blogging these days cux leo booked out on 31st and only booked in ytd..ofkox i was bz spending my time with him..watched ipman with him..went esplanade for short but romantic moment..went pooling..watched 'deathnote spinoff:L changed the world' at his place..oh heard tt mohan went to tattoo his leg..zzz..don't really like ppl who stain their bodies permanently for the fun of it..our pure bodies are blessed by God..gotta cherish and protect it..

got very pissed cux of a friend on friday..he told his current girlfriend tt he has never got tgt with his ex-gf, or rather first gf, b4..i mean how can a guy deny a fact and lie to his gf?i found it totally unacceptable at first..tt dumb girlfriend was so darn stupid to choose to just leave this mystery hanging forever even tho she realised tt both sides of the story don't tally..i'm sure tt ex-gf of his must be very hurt when she hears tt her ex-bf denies the fact tt they were actually truly in love and tgt b4, albeit the short 1 month..their relationship was quite publicised such tt many of my schoolmates knew about them..also heard from her personally tt he was the one who initiated the first time they held hands and kissed..altho this issue isn't impt anymore since they're both happily attached to their bf and gf alrd, i just feel very strongly that this asshole just isn't fair to his ex-gf, as well as his current one..i pity tt blur and stupid poor girl who blindly trusts her asshole boyfriend..probably, she'll be stuck forever not knowing the truth..no matter wat, hope tt he treats her well and if not, it'll be time for her to learn this cruel lesson of being gullible..i've learnt enuf of the ugly side of the world..it should be her turn soon..

went for pb outing today..with jiawen, mish, ziyang and br..went orchard initially wanted to lunch, watch movie and shop around and gossip..but it turned out to be an utter failure..it's like going out to spend 4bucks on transport..zzz..in the end, the movie timing was too late, no one wants to play pool, everyone was rushing home for dinner and stuff..chienying wasn't there too..had to inform weiguo to travel back home when he was alrd on his way to orchard from jurong..ended up chatting at koufu at the basement of cine and accompanied mish to get her shoes for relief teaching back in rv..

talking about relief teaching..seriously, i still can't get a relief teaching vacancy despite signing up in alot of secondary and primary schools..wat the..really getting impatient alrd..can't wait for tmr to come such tt i'll start getting calls from recruitment and tuition agencies..its finally a proper full working week of 2009..will jiayou to find a job soon!

jiayou ziwei!

~love you always baby..

no matter wat..

sorry for pms-ing today..

tmr'll be a better day!~