this is SATISFACTION.. xD

i think gyming is the BEST activity to do EVER!
firstly, its cheap..
secondly, it's satisfying for determined ppl like me to slim down!
thirdly, i getta bond with my gym buddies..(most of e time, my dear fiance)
forthly, there may be many hunks around..(ok, Leo is e cutest hunk!xP)
fifthly, i get to choose e muscles/workout machines to exercise..
sixthly, i get so tired by e end of the day and will not suffer from any kinda insomnia..x)
lastly, you wait and see my HOTBOD in bikini real soon..xP(i wish..)

today meda and i had our first gym session..x))
i LOVE LOVE LOVE the abdominary machine da MOST!!
ran 3.6k in total..(paiseh not at 1 go..xP)
did different machines to tone up my
arms, abs, thighs, calves and build up stamina..
ENJOYing acute muscleaches all over me now..mwahaha..
i declare gyming my 3rd/4th fav activity following,
1)any moment with baby
2)singing
3)basketball/GYM!!!!!
hmm..it's kinda addictive..meda thinks so too..x)

aft our 2-hour gym session today,
we headed for somewhere quite sinful for lunch..
went kpool at safra jurong, mad expensive..x(
and i quickly chionged home to get ready for
TUITION MARATHON again..
wasn't exactly smelly(thx to my fruitty deodorant),
but eyes were damn dry and uncomfortable(due to contacts)
++ heavy eyelids..super tired..(but here i am blogging, i dunno why)

oh yeap!!i'm loaded with money now..mwahahah..xP
but gonna save up..can't keep spending, ziwei!!!!
tmr gonna have tuition with WanTing at 9.30 at my place..
aft which will dress up abit for singing lesson(to leave good impression)..
100+++bucks flying awayy...hehx....
another gym session with baby aft lesson..
+++another stayover at baby's place for my long-waited 15thmonthnvsry..<3

~YES LEONARD, YOU PROMISED A MEMORABLE MTHNVSARY K?!
MWACKX..XDDD~~

sunday will be date out with baby..
yeap and this time round dinner is my treat..xP
on the other hand, will be missing dinner with zaizai b4 chalet..
but i gotta chiong home/back to leo's place to
collect stuff for my much-anticipated SPORTSCAMP2!!
i'm so looking forward to it!!miss all the fun with zaizai!xDD

okays..meaning this weekend i'm left with no time for family..x(
and alot of rushing here and there..haix.....+huge expenditure..
I MUST WORK CONSCIENTIOUSLY HARD!!!
yet, nxt week will be another hectic week too..
needa squeeze everything

(i. tuitions, ii. dates, iii. fass talk
iv. registration, v. guarantor confirmation
vi. gym/mayb kbox with girlfriends)

into mere 6days(excluding SC2 on Mon)

its really quite packed..hehx..
i'm a bz girl..i want a manager to organise my bzbz schedule!!!

now at 1.27am, i'm gonna pack my bags for stayover and SC2..
hehx..mixed feelings.........................................


GOODNITEX, MWACKX..XDDDDD

ps: i'm gonna have a sixth student whom i dun charge..
in exchange for a free+experienced tutor for my brother..
INSANITY~

SO MUCH TO DO!!such exhaustible $$..x(

heys world!

woke up only at 1pm today..

ten hours of slp from 3am this very morning..hehx..

meaning my jogging schedule was automatically cancelled..haha..

i've got so many things i wanna do..

but money's gonna disappear soon..

all my kids are having their major exams this year..

meaning, by oct, my pay will drop from 1k to zero..hehx..

`i wanna sign up for dance classes..

`i wanna have a proper gyming schedule at amore..

`i wanna attain my professional cert for singing in 1.5years time..

`i wanna go on a shopping spree again!

`i want everything!!

i need to prepare to tuition now..

update again when my mind has decided on some things..

kbox+pool=SHIOK!

am watching channel 8's "yi dian xin si" now..

it's abt talking personal pasts, thoughts and feelings

of invited celebrities, tonight's case Patricia Mok..

she was a model?!?! wts!? i so couldn't believe it..

haha but alright la, she's got the body,

the ideal breastless sticky skeletony body..

nvr tot of being a model..haha..need no explanation..xP

well, actually, she has that admirable daring rahrah character..

haha..she hates any guy who bullys a girl..x))

i realise this show is rather meaningful..

maybe abit gossipy to some guys or others, but to me,

it's an interesting show to read into celebrities' minds..x)

okays..gonna update my life for the past 2 days..x))

21July~Tue

met up with meda in the aftnn for shopping at jp..

it was SHIOK!!but i spent near to a hundred bucks..

for necessary stuff and presents i owed my sister and tutees..

had dessert with her at "ji de chi" and

the chilled durian and mango puree are oishi!xD

hongkong dishes la..but the plumlimejuice sucks!

i promise that you'll regret, it's like drinking seawater,

as according to meda..i din't order tt, luckily..

aft which i headed home and out to jp again..

to watch harry potter with baby..x))

it was kinda scary leh!it's like watching ghost movie!

hahaha..cuz of the sound effects and ghastly scenes..

diao..but kinda enjoyed the show even tho i dint read any book

or really watch any of the past harrypotters properly..

reallly noobish..x( as according to darling..bleah!

some parts of this latest mv of harrypotter is super hilarious!

ending kinda sucks tho..since its a blockbuster, just watch it la..

22July~

went klunch and kpool with excolleagues..

some of them pon-ed work, while others are alrd freed frm MacGregor..

mwahahaha..well, overall, as usual i received positive comments like:

"i'm impressed", "u really sound like faye"..

i must say, i'm secretly proud of being more sensitive to music notes

and pitchings, but i'm NOT a strong or fantastic singer..

i can't control my voice well when it comes to "jia yin"(fake voice)

i'm unable to grasp the essence of every female singers' songs..

eg, i can't sing SHE songs for NUTS!!

i only can do better for Stefanie Sun and FIR songs..

A*mei and Fish's songs are shaky for me if i attempt..

ok you are not interested, i know..xP

okays..kpool is MAD EXPENSIVE can!?WALAO!!

nvm dun mention, one of my excolleagues is gentlemanly enuf

to subsidise my expenditure..thanks WEIJIAN!!

lol..but partly cuz he lost like 80% of the games he played with me..

mwahahaha..ok my 30% of luck and tycoism + 70% of skills

have made my darling, self-claimed Pool King, proud..xD..mwackx!~~

aft all the enjoyment, it was time to say goodbye..x(

and it marked the start of TUITION MARATHON..

haix..i was uber sleepy while tutoring sue, not to mention shengrui..

this boy is really difficult to teach, despite the high payout..

but!i promise to really at least improve his math and chi!

*most imptly, he must learn how to write his chinese name..x(

i made him write a full page of his chinese name + other tingxie words today..*

okays..the above summed up my past two days' activities..

not exceptionally interesting, neither are they havoc enuf..

but i enjoyed myself tremendously..x))

btw i will nvr allow mr leonard ma to attend watever lingerie party..x)

neither will i ever attend it even if i achieve my HOTBOD by then..

bikini party maybe..at least it sounds healthier..

okies but most likely NOT, cuz it's impossible to attain

HOTBOD in abt 2wks time?!?!hehx..

but i'm close to getting it, i promise, WATCH ME~~~~

rrRRrROArRrR!!!gRRrrrr....*meow*xDD

my ranting corner:

1. i'm running outta money again!!

shopping is fatal..but xD..

2. my lion mane is growing visibly..x(

3. sch's starting! and i dunno much abt bidding system..

+ i dunno how to organise my tuition schedule..x((

4. my nails are in a mess now..zzz..

should i cut my pretty but hard to maintain nails?x(

exciting upcomings..xD:

1. my first singing class is commencing this sat!woots~

2. sportscamp2 is back!!!!!!!!!+heartstopping chalets!xD

3. 15th monthnniversary is coming! *I LOVE YOU FOREVER BABY..<3

4. mixed feelings towards o'week..

make it fun please, OGLs...

randomism:

~girls with "xing ge"*(character) always get into troubles

and invite abundant criticisms..i suppose i'm lingering

in the middle, but leaning towards to the

"with xing ge" extreme..hehx..

EQ EQ EQ..why are you so hard to grasp??x((

~i wanna sign up for dance lessons..

psst..it may be my hidden talent..

tho i can't dance for NUTS at this very moment..xP

interested la..hehx..

okays no pics today..loads of thoughts..

ziwei's gonna be so bored but occupied at home tmr..

1/7days/week at home is healthy?!

wanna go for a jog tmr morn..

looking forward to first gym session with meda on fri..x))

~~nitey starry nitex peeps..xDD~

~LEONARD MA, you owe me a HOT monthnniversary celeb!

MWACKS...~~

PICS OF PRETTYY BABES UP!XD

Paiseh for the small pics..lazy to resize..pretty pics up on fb..x)
Harlows this is hot ziwei..xP



Cute victoria!
Two cute girls..x)
My darling meda!!

The couple..ha!

My first mocktail..*noobish*



Camwhoring at station!



So fun taking pics on train!!



That empty portion btwn vic and i ish dangerful to our pretty hair..

Last but not least, sidedishes..YUMXZ..XDD



din't manage to take pics of our pizza!!cuz we were too hungry from circling timbre..zzz..LUBXZ TIMBRE!<3
~LOVE YOU TOO BABY..~

OK..gonna kun alrd..will update abt today's Harry Potter date with baby tmr aft kboxing!!!!!xD

Timbrely sweet..x)

it's 1.33am..hehx..

today's not as eventful as the past few days..

but it's heartwarming to be out with girls at night..x)

woke up at noon today..

checked mail and had bread and milk for brunch..

hehx..damn kelian rights..(>.<)

i've finally received financial aid package offer from nus..x)

another thing off my mind..

also settled the cpf education fees payment thingy..

one less issue to worry about..

i've kinda mixed feelings towards school reopening..

i'm still very confused about the complexed bidding system,

despite reading all the guides online..x(

can anyone kindly hold my hand and guide me to the light?

ehh..okok rephrase,

can leo kindly hold my hand and someone else guide me to the light?

aft all the failed attempts to understand the bidding system,

i finally started dolling up for nights out with meda and vic..

ehh..had to rush for tuition with chianyee first..

honestly, i felt kinda weird teaching in pretty dress..

haha..she felt weird too..xP..but watever man..

i would consider this first visit to timbre a so-so one..

hha..cuz

1st thing: meda, vic and i met up rather late..

so we couldn't hangout for long..x(

2nd: we WASTED 2bucks each on cab..

and walked one WHOLE BIG ROUND around timbre

just to look for it..(i'm serious, we cabbed, den walked

all around timbre and brainlessly neglected the core

of the area we're circling..AND the core of it, is where

timbre is located..)i was like "wts, i'm seriously hungry man!"

3rd: didn't enjoy the SZSSPICCZYY buffalo wings..

i din't know they're spicy..x((only enjoyed the first 2 wings..

for the rest of the wings, i just went "zzxxxsssss-ing"..x(

lousy hor..haix..BLEAH!

well, to balance things up, the 3 babes did enjoy ourselves overall!xD

a) we talked cock on our way circling timbre,

and found this beautiful abstract structure built just outside peranakan museum..

just discovered another pretty and romantic place to date..mwahaha..x))

b) the hawaiian and shrimp pizza was OHMYGOD..xD

you guys should never miss timbre's pizzas when you visit..x)

c) we had so much fun camwhoring!!

d) best of all, the company is sweet and

there's zero tinge of awkwardness..xDD

just realised my og isn't a clubbing group..

shall continue my hunt for ONzxxzxssz clubbing female friends.x)

and yea, still, trust me, i'm not addicted..xD

CAN'T WAIT FOR SPORTSCAMP2!!

mr officer chio and i promised to stay mad to turn on

everyone's "camp mode"(=siao mode) once again!!

WOOTS!!XDDD

~goodnite ppl..it's 2.30..

2.30?!OMG....~

**love you, bitch!bleah..anggegege..**

ZIWEI's gonna be HOTTER.xP

anyways, note: it's "hotter", not "hot"..

mwahhaaha..

gymed for the past 2 days..really kinda hiong workout..xD

have always wanted to have a consistent workout schedule,

but you know, it's not ez yea?xP

baby's is getting more determined to build up tt stickman body alrd..

and i'm totally supportive of it! jiayou darling..

continue to keep me motivated to become HOTTER..xP

thu~17July

it was my virgin time clubbing..

seriously, quite few ppl believed me..

haha..please la, i have such angellic and innocent face

and is totally unfamiliar with any club..xD

alrights, headed down to butter for the first time

to support leo's colleague's CFC event..

leo's fren cheated leo of my entrance fee

tho he alrd promised to get free entry for me..

bleah..hmm..i must say,

my first clubbing experience was quite a positive one,

tho i was like, 70% of the time, kinda lost..

haha..knew nothing about dancing or drinking..

yea paiseh la i really noob can..bleah..

yet, thing is, i like clubbing!

altho i wasn't familiar at all with any of leo's friends,

i still enjoyed myself alot b4 i gradually got tired at 2am..

leo went berserk at the club la,

but he's still super adorable..angegeg..xPp

so, i'm rather looking forward to the nxt session,

hopefully with ON friends whom i at least know personally..

i'm not addicted..trust me, i'm not..x))

leo's also anticipating for the nxt clubbing session..x))

hope there're finallly some zaizais who're interested..

(it's damn difficult job for organisers, you know?*hehx..)

fri~18July

finally signed up for FASS Oweek..

i hope it's gonna be fun, tho some ppl speculated tt it'd be otherwise..

hehx..watever it is, i hope i getta know more

fun and super outgoing and very ON friends!!

mwahahah..xD..

aft the signup, went kboxing with uncle!

it was xb tiring for 2 person to chiong songs for 4hrs..

we were not singing for fun, but more of like singing with skills..xP

hmm..not tt we're highly skilled, but we really sang our best,

tho there were no others around to hear our lovely voices..x)

(except for the lucky kbox staff..xP)

met xr on the train initially..

and i was really determined to head down to airport aft tuition

to send limbeiru off..our last goodbyes until 4months later..

unfortunately, delay of tuition caused me to miss this sendoff..

beiru, my presence may not be significant at all,

but really i felt it was such a pity i couldn't make it there b4 you leave..hehx..

well, all the best in your studies and new friendships..

dun go astray..and SLIM DOWN..xP

sat+sun~19+20July

i had quite satisfactory gym sessions with baby for the past two days..

weekends are always money-sucking for any other activities

like movie, pool, club and so on..

so we decided to stay home for

smth more meaningful and accomplishing..x))

at this very moment,

both leo and i are suffering from acute muscleaches..

very optimistic signs..x))

it's just so comforting to have this special gualabear

around by my side, sharing all the laughters and happiness,

which none of you can ever experience..xP

okies, for the singles out there reading this,

it's best to get a boyfriend/girlfriend who shares the same interests..

seriously, i dun believe in "Opposite attracts"..

haha..at least it doesn't apply at all for my case..

definitely, in every relationship,

there'll be a stage when both parties start to get bored..

i dun deny, and i believe others who'd been/are in a relationship

will understand my point here..

however, the law of common interests and matching characters,

can simply override the so-called boredom

tt was experienced at one random point of instance..

there are so many random unexpecting moments,

when we find out how impossible it is to live without each other..

still so many uncountable times, we kok-ed each other's forehead..

you think it's kiddish, childish and meaningless..

it's totally not, have you ever experienced true telepathy b4?xD

okok..it's now deep in the night,

and i'm just a simple girl,

whose heart and mind are scarred by many ugly truths,

being emotional and thoughtful about everything..

maybe i should give myself a break from all painful thoughts..

can anyone suggest a way to keep my mind off everything else?

a real way to destress..hehx..

alrights, coming back to reality, away frm thoughts..

i'm so looking forward to girlfriends meetup tmr with meda and vic..x)

will upload gorgeous pictures of preettiesss soon..xD

~nitey shugar nitex..1.33am~

*i learn the meaning of love, all because of you..

mwackx..x))*

CINEcraze.hardcoreKBOXERS..X))

harlows persons...

it's late now..

but i'm in the mood to blog, b4 my memory fails me again..xP

okie dokie..shall start with ytd's trip to CINE!

14July~Tue

medical checkup ytd at UHC..

it was kinda traumatising at the Xray part..

other than tt was kinda speedy..haha..

check for eyesight, blood pressure, urine,

chest xray and finally doc consultation..

those mentioned cost me 30 bucks tho

i'm like perfectly fine..

i shan't mention much abt the xray section..

DAMN PAISEH!!!=XX

aft med checkup, went for lunch date with xr, xw and van..

actually it was lunchdate with xr and xw only

cuz van turned up later..

anyways, we had lunch at pasta mania..

and ok yup i'm damn bored with creamy chicken..

ziwei and a sheepish doll..xP

aft which, we roamed around cine and heeren..

were discussing abt having a girls nite out,

whereby all of us getta dress up nice and hot..

crazy shopping around, chillaxing somewhere class in town..xD

response was like "huh, tt's boliao.." kinda thing..

why is dressing up to look prettier boliao?excuse me?

oh and must accpy xw get her first dress..xP

she cut and hair and looks like a doll now..xD..

watever it is,

we went took crazy pics with mannequins at orchard central!

harlow~i'm not as black as her!

three happy models..xD

pretty group photo with chio wall behind..xD

kk..tt's abt the post-medcheckup girls outing ytd..

couldn't join them for sunshine cleaning movie,

cuz had to rush home for TUITIONSXXCXC..

it was marathonic ytd sia..

4-7 tuition with wanting and jingxiang..

8-9.30 with sue..

goodness me, i felt accomplished ytd..

but i ought to have more space to even...BREATHE..

hehx..mad dilemma which tutee/s to let go..x(((

15July~Wed

CRAZIEST MOST FUN KBOX SESSION I EVER HAD..XDDD

today's kbox session was madness with ZAIZAI!!

11 ppl turned up for singing session while

another 2 came to join for dinner...xDD

i seriously can't wait for the pics and videos to be up..

the video for our "finale" ESPECIALLY!!!

shall one by one talk abt singers today..x))

Nat!

she's the only councillor who participated in our singing today..

potential sunyanzi!tanya chua..xP

Meow!

shy and refused to make full use of her money!

but secret talented singer..we shall find out!

Beixi!

screamoish singer..goodness me..xD

yanzi fanatic, just like me!!!woots..x))

Ziwei~

andy-claimed FIR's Faye..xP

mwahahaha..

Andy!

the very zai singer who sings any song well..xDD

li sheng jie's too..my dance partner cum duet partner!

Chio!

f4's jerry yan..(like my goodness?)

king of Forever Love!!woohoo~~

Uncle!

potential JJlin!xD

his voice is totally un-uncleish can?!

Chris!

fantastic singer too!omgomg..

solo'ed some REALLY impressive songs..xD

Hwee!

another screamoboy..

goodness..our rocknroll aerosmith!!JAMZ....

Baldwin!

canto prince from final fantasy..xP

could've sang gay duet with kitkat..xP

MJ!

michaeljackson!auwwww~

emo king cum pro rapper for ziyue!!

kk tt sumed up all the individual skills of tomorrow's stars

who turned up for kbox session today..

really cannot wait for pics to be up..

gotta wait for baby to bring me the cable..xD

aft kbox, dinnered at BotakJones..x))

camwhored and wondered around Orchard Central again..

3 words: SATISFYING AND FUN!!!

okie..wa..i'm mad..

blogged till 2am in the morn..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIALI!!!!

I LOVE YOU MADLY!!!!!

GIMME SOME TIME FOR YOUR BDAY GIFT..

you're the BEST SISTER in the whole wide world~xDD

~nitex ppl, i'm insanely lacking slp!!!!!!!

ps:gng to club for my first time tmr nitex with darling..

mweck mweck..xDD

ICE AGE!XD

Fri~

stayover at leo's house..x)

met baby aft tuition for dinner..

had long nice chat with aunty until midnite..

cuz lazy purple TinkyWinky was fast aslp..

Sat~

okiex..another vague movie review here..

caught Ice Age 3 with TinkyWinky today..

haha..tt purple hairy cuddly creature is always mad cute..x)

yeap it was a saturday..luckily could catch the movie,

tho plazasing was sardine packed!hehx..

initially wanted to ball, but suddenly rained..

so changed our plan to go out for dinner and movie with darling..

oh yea, T.Winky's mum bought my dream cam for him!

zzz so jealous..hehx..but anything tt belongs to him,

belongs to me..so....mwahhahaa..

metallic blue sony t90 is the major CHIO!

Ice Age is uber cute too!

omg..finally caught the movie at last..

i can't rmb many names except for PEACHES!!
the baby elephant is damn cute~..x)

oh yea, there're 2 other new characters too..

Scratte, a sabretooth squirrel and

Buck, a pirateeyed weasel..

Scratte's kinda "mesmorising" as she's damn chioly portrayed..

Buck is just like another Sid, truly brainless and hilarious!

the storyline and animation are fantastic!

so it's a must-watch for whole families and besties..x)

Sun~

went tuition in the morning with shengrui, like finally..

aft recovering from the h1n1ish symptoms..

aft which, brought bro to leo's place for his fam bbq..

my bro felt quite outta place and i'm guilty for

not knowing how to familiarise him around..hehx..

but i love my bro the most!he's the cutest lil boy..

all leo's aunties damn sayang him can..x)

well, smth else kinda disappointed me..

shan't mention..hehx..

Mon~

baby ponned work..

but i'm not the culprit who influenced him..

hehx..his mummy accused me..x((sadded..

enjoyed a hearty home stay with leo tho..x)

chat around slack around joke around craze around..

and time just flies like nobody's biz..

went for tuition with Chianyee aft tt..

she's one and only best student i've ever taught!

i'll not give her up!!!!!

so i just spent my seemingly 4wknds(fri-mon) lidat..

it's heartwarming..no mask..painless..

why can't everyone else just stop p0king me..

emo emo emo emo emo..fuk'it la..haix..

Beiru,

whatever it is,

farewell and takkare..

i wun forget you..

CONFUSION..zzz..

i'm so damn confused now..

so hungry too..

haven't eaten anything e moment i woke up!

so many things to do!!!!

1)print out forms to fill for prereg

-application form for tuition grant

-form for release of liability

2)print out forms for fass oweek

-reg form

-travel declaration

3)call office of fa

4)apply for cpf edu scheme

-need mummy to be around!

Money to prep:

1)160~xD

2)20~oweek

3)50++~med checkup

===230+++

x((..broke and poor and very sadded..

so darn bz man..

omg uni reg is such a pain..

xb troublesome..zzz..

upcoming::

(i)medical checkup

(ii)zaizai outing

(iii)pubbing with meda

(iv)first singing class

(v)15th month anniversary

(vi)o week

~~more to come..not planned yet tho..

on the lighter note,

an epiphany came to me recently..

there're many things, mostly given to me by God,

tt make me really fortunate and blessed..

xDD..

another realisation,

my memory is killing me!

i know it's cuz there're suddenly so many things to settle!

i spend my time in frt of the com for nothing..

not doing anything useful and concrete when

i could've spent my time more wisely!!

argh....

tightly scheduled tuition is suffocating me too..

haix..i realise, i NEED to let go of some kids..

gotta do some brainstorming on who to keep and who to let go..x(

anyway i just called office of fa,

wat the hell, the woman told me my form's not even processed yet..

need send extra email to REMIND them..

wapiang..sianx sianx..but luckily i made the call la..hehx..

okok..gonna be bzbzbzbzbzbz...

~~miss you many many darling..~~

Madness..

i'm insane..

i'm thinking of doing everything tt i shouldn't do..

i can't help it..

indescribable pain..

tears can't ease this internal turmoil..

but i'll not do it, i promised..

i'm facing this alone..

must i learn things the hard way?

~sorry baby..

hard on you to have such psychotic gf..

i'll be strong, soon..

i promise..~

Recovering..

think it's kind of a miracle i recovered

from fever in just one day..

my past fevers nvr fail to persist a few days..

thing is i'm coughing badly now..

spamming water, cough syrups and pipagao..

hopefully i can recover by wednesday..

i'm suffocating at home alrd..

i can't tahan being totally out of contact with the outside world..

darling, thanks for being there..

you're the only one who can make me feel better..

seriously, you brought it upon me such tt

i feel more fortunate than worseoff ppl out there..

baby, i'm so lucky to have you around..

~~hearts leonard many many..

mweck mweck..x))~

kena'd H1N1..

suspect i kena'd it alrd..

showing 5main symptoms..x((

body immunity still strong..

cuz within one day,

my fever has subsided from 37.9 to 37.0..

most likely i'll defeat this virus okie!x))

miss leo like madly..

haix..today darling went for some racing event,

took many photos with cars and hot racegirls without me..

zzz..giving him some guys' world..

i'm also mixing real well with my girlfriends from SC..xD..

glad that we're starting to find the balance btwn

our respective girlfriends and boyfriends..

less sticky to each other is a good sign..x))

still, everytime we enjoy hearing each other's voices..

still, everytime we talk, he assures me of his promises..

still, we're both serious abt spending the rest of our lives tgt..

still, we're connected by indescribable telepathy..

still, it hurts so much to be apart any second..x(

anyway, hasn't been blogging much about us

cuz of the freaking excellent Sportscamp..

but my love for leonard is neverdying and

still ever burning so strongly..x)..

DARLING,

I REALLY NEED YOU EXTREMELY MUCH..X((

okok..enuf of uncontrollable mushiness..

gotta know tt one guy from SC just kitkat-ed with his gf..

inevitably felt sad for him..

for my previous breakups,

i relied on songs, chinese songs only,

to console myself and recover my shattered heart..

it's a gentler way of relieving that PAIN..

seriously, if you've broken up w some1 you're deeply in love,

you'll understand that excruciating PAIN..

anw, hope those heartbroken souls rejuvenate speedy!

life's like this..and:

道别是为延续回忆永恒的华丽~~

-TheMoment by StefSun

this line doesn't matter to me anymore..

but still it helped me loads in da pasts..

still not in the mood to update about sports camp..

I'M WAITING FOR ALL PICS UP..

**hints hints..xP**

okok..gotta rest early..

nitey healthy nitex everyone..

~~shugar honey chocolatey kisses to you..

mweck mweck mweck..xP~~

sick..i'm sick..x(

woke up with a bad cough..

spammed water the previous day,

but it was a futile attempt to repel the virus..

this morning spammed pipagao and dilute salt water..

feel slightly better now..

but still it's xb uncomfortable..x((

anyway, updates on my OG groupmates..x)

mingjie is recovering at home alrd..x))

he mentioned he had to pay 90bucks

at A&E for checkup sia..ex ex ex..

i have an ominous feeling i kena alrd..

but havent dio fever..hopefully i'm fine..

i miss the outside world madly!!

i miss leonard ma madly!!!

H1N1..x(

gotta update abt my OG's condition of H1N1..

there're currently 2 confirm cases in zaizai..

more than half of the OG running a temp..

i'm having slight dry cough and headache..

but still strong, not down with fever..

i feel quite helpless and worried for my family and i and leo..

it sucks to stay home whole day in front of the com..

i hope my entire og recovers soon so tt

we can have more insane and high outings..

i also wanna meet my babies so much, leo and kilo..

anyway, photos of zaizai @ sportscamp09 are out!

jasper, my "tanguo", wrote an "inspiring" note

and made a sportscamp tribute video to sportscampers..xD

very youxin sia..x))..as in i totally like them..xDD

gonna bathe now..continue with further updates

and maybe more about sportscamp later tonight..

~~darling i wanna quacklabear you now..x((~~~