Semester 2

All my NUS friends were fussing about slow system of myIsis results release this morning.
Either that or some other students received their results at freaking 7+am this morning.
Oh wells, I was in fact not so particular about knowing my results,
because I was already prepared for the worst.

In fact, while all of us were in the midst of examinations,
my heart had kind of given up.

Not because i haven't tried my best,
but i realised that i haven't grasp the skills of managing even the assignments well,
it would be impossible to witness any miracle of my results shooting up to A
from my pathetic B-s and Cs.

Moreover, during my finals exam for certain modules,
like health psych, abnormal psych and math,
i've alrd predicted tt i'll screw these results.
I hadn't got time to totally get these knowledge and concepts on my finger tips.
The papers were difficult too.

I promise i've studied hard, but not hard enough.
I kept up with all the readings as punctually as possible.
I completed my assignments much earlier before deadlines.

At least this semester i learn independently about studying hard.
Next semester i shall learn about studying smart, but not independently.
I will get help from my tutors for real, not just writing down on my blog for show.
I'll study critically with my fellow friends.

Other factors that affected my results are:

1. my inability to juggle Emerge and studies well;
2. the running out of drive to study nearing start of finals exam.
3. focus on certain modules at the expense of others

I realise that next semester, i can't allocate as much time to CCA already.
Due to my lack of talent in both singing and academic studies,
I need to forego my non-academic interests and passion,
including the intention of joining NUS basketball next sem, for my CAP for year 2.

I'm glad some of my friends improved tremendously and
I'll join them, especially Justin, to study in the school library every single day.
I'll really really turn to tutors for help to review past year questions,
which i'll print and attempt when i'm free. If i'm not free, I'll find free time. Heh.

Lastly,
no matter what, i still believe that hard work counts.
So, i will keep up my hard work and learn to study smart
and maximise my time as much as possible next semester.
Time is really really important.

As for the short term now,
I've got a placement exam for PL1101E on 14th June.
I'm not even half way through all the damn chapters.
I'll hereby stop wasting time now.

Bye.

Dedicated to Leobaby.

Dear Leonard Ma,

It's been 2 years + 1 month.
Sometimes, i still find it hard to believe that I've been tgt with a guy i used to hate so much.
Must say, both of us were childish then.
You are still childish, but well, no choice, i will love you no matter what. :P

Today is no special day. A lonely one though.
I've got friends and colleagues all around,
yet my heart feels empty without your presence in Singapore.

Hmm.. As quoted from my blog,
"The reason why it hurts so much to be apart is because our hearts are connected,"
how true it is.
Maybe I should modify it,
"The reason why it hurts so much to be apart is because our heart is connected." :D

This is the first time we've been apart in two different countries.
I'm surprised how well I've coped and learned to be independent.
Yet, I realise life without you is rather dull.
Yes, I do have gatherings and outings with friends.
But none of them can be compared to our moments spent tgt.

Now I know what colours in life really mean.
You're my source of colours, all types of colours.
Different colours to represent our different experiences.
We've gone through so much,
underwent so many different new things together.
All these make both of us really inseparable,
even though you've broken my heart umpteen times.
We learn through our mistakes, and learn what's sacrifice.
Having put in so much effort from both of us,
I have to say this relationship is hard-earned.
Which relationship isn't?

Not really nice to share very very mushy things here.
But i just wanna share this,
yesterday morning, while listening to "Officially Missing You" by Janice and Sonia,
my eyes were filled with really warm tears.
Ofkox i didn't cry, I managed to control the strong urge to cry.

This feeling of temporarily losing your presence is bad. Very very bad.
What i want now is just you.
I just can't fully describe all my feelings for you.
But I know you can feel it. With that heart that belongs to me now.

I love you.

:'( I'm officially missing you~

Endless love,
Ziwei

Fucked up laptop

My damn HP Probook is only 1 year old and it's been giving me so much troubles.
I don't even use it like damn often or what. Pissing me off like mad. zzz..
I think it's my m1 mobile broadband that is problematic. haix~

Ok, i'll put up with this retarded machine for the time being.
Time to update about my life after a million years not updating.
By right, i'm supposed to sleep right now cuz i have work tmr.

First up,
I'm currently employed as an admin assistant at Kaplan located at Somerset @Starhub centre.
It's quite an interesting job, cuz my duty is to assist a personal assistant of a manager of Kaplan.
Mainly to call up course trainers for meetings and lesson scheduling, book classrooms for courses,
update on excel sheet about room booking & details, examination endorsement and the most-hated filing.
Lol. So far, these are things that i've learnt. x)
Looking forward to work tmr cuz Leo's mummy's good friend (the boss of my boss) is returning to work.
She was on holiday to HK with Leo's mummy on my first week of work.
I heard that she's a damn chio and havoc woman for her age.
My colleagues are all very positive about her. :)

Second,
Leo baby has been gone in Taiwan for 2 weeks alrd.
I've been coping quite well, cuz i'm damn occupied with loads of things.
Eg, baking, cooking, studying, working, exercising, taking care of my darling hammies.
It's a pity that Leo can't be around to witness his "granddaughters" growth.
Pizi and Maozi's babies grow damn fast.
Their birth date is the 3rd of May, 1 day after i got my BB.
They are 20 days old today exactly!
I shower them with LOVE every single day.
Take photos of them everyday to update Leo with pics when he returns 1 week later.

Third,
I love my BB like mad!
It discourages me to use my lappy and thus indirectly drives me to study.
And thus again, my studies progress is consistent and rather smooth. :)
Other than that, i get to update on twitter every now and then when ANYTHING pops up on my mind.
I'm enjoying it because in the past, i usually feel very wasted for forgetting important things
which i intended to update on my blog. So catch me on twitter k!?
Will try to persuade my boy to get a bb and twitter account soon. :)

Fourth,
I'm totally very very extremely super broke last week.
And i'm glad i've got nice friends like Medalene and Samantha for being there for me,
helping me out in times of crisis(for me).
Really thank you darlings for being understanding and supportive. :)
Your daily companionship is highly appreciated because life will be different
without you babes and without Leonard.
I'm glad i found true friendships.

Ok I'm gonna catch some slp now cos'
I needa wake up at damn 6.30am tmr and every other working day.
Nighty nights. :D

Blog

I think i'll start blogging everyday again.
I wanna record what i did everyday, these days Leo isn't around.
I see clearly for myself that Leo is someone i confide alot in.


Life now sucks.

I haven't gotten myself a job. (Going for interview tomorrow though)

I haven't started on my PL1101 revision even though i promised to start studying once Leo flies to Taiwan.

I lost my voice completely this morning.

I am very very broke now. (and jobless still)

I started getting itchy red rashes all over my body after drinking luohanguo with cough powder.
(I'm suspecting its the cough powder..)


Feel damn slack these days. Zzz..
Lazy to look for job anymore.
Lazy to search for tuition assignments anymore also.
Just like to spend my time meaninglessly in front of the laptop.

I PROMISE NOT TO SWITCH ON MY LAPTOP TMR UNTIL NIGHT TIME!

Seriously need to kickstart my momentum again!!!


Things to "look forward" to tmr:

Wake up at 8am tmr.
Do my laundry for REAL!!
Pack my wardrobe for REAL too!!
Pack my messy table.
Put my laptop away from and my Psychology textbook on my table!!


Things to really look forward to:

Tmr
- Cook for family again! x)
- Job interview.
- Exercise maybe??

Wed
- Hopefully start work
- Tuition pay!
- 1st baking session with Sammy.. xDD


Recap of my past few days:

Saturday
- Ran from Jurong West to Clementi for the first time

Sunday
- Cooked steamed egg, lady's fingers and Cereal Tofu Prawn for family
- Sushi Tei with Leo's mummy x)

Monday
- Got a job interview appointment
- Lost my voice
- Itchy rashes (zzz)




Okie dok! Time to sleep finally!

~Baby, 3rd day without you is torturous!~

Unmotivated

I've loads n loads of things to do!

1. Pack my wardrobe
2. Do some laundry
3. Study PL1101 again
4. Upload photos frm hp to com
5. Get a job
6. Buy assessment book for my new student
7. Download new songs
8. Search for recipeeees

I'm supposed to prepare for tuition now.
Have a job interview tmr.
Sianz.
Life without Leo sucks. :(

Octopus

This is one ugly octopus face that Leo always laughs at.

Photo taken a few days ago that i wanted to blog via my new bb..

But failed..Lol..Plus the green frame is ugly..

Anw I finished my exams! WOOHOO....

Many things to update about but just too lazy...

Decided that tweeting is the best way for lazy ppl to micro-blog..

Tired..Update another day! <3