was super emo just now when i was giving jun tuition..was extremely affected by even small things tt don't mean harm at all..spoit my night spoilt leo's too i guess..din't have chance to apologise to my baby just now cuz lights out alrd..can't stand my sensitivity..very irritating..very easily agitated..sigh..maybe it's gonna be the week of the month..zzz..i ended up cancelling jun's tuition as i was throwing my temper uncontrollably..can't tahan myself..i gotta be more mature alrd..turning 19 soon this 17th..in about 2 weeks time..will grow up la..must get myself employed b4 my birthday!!
haven't been blogging these days cux leo booked out on 31st and only booked in ytd..ofkox i was bz spending my time with him..watched ipman with him..went esplanade for short but romantic moment..went pooling..watched 'deathnote spinoff:L changed the world' at his place..oh heard tt mohan went to tattoo his leg..zzz..don't really like ppl who stain their bodies permanently for the fun of it..our pure bodies are blessed by God..gotta cherish and protect it..
got very pissed cux of a friend on friday..he told his current girlfriend tt he has never got tgt with his ex-gf, or rather first gf, b4..i mean how can a guy deny a fact and lie to his gf?i found it totally unacceptable at first..tt dumb girlfriend was so darn stupid to choose to just leave this mystery hanging forever even tho she realised tt both sides of the story don't tally..i'm sure tt ex-gf of his must be very hurt when she hears tt her ex-bf denies the fact tt they were actually truly in love and tgt b4, albeit the short 1 month..their relationship was quite publicised such tt many of my schoolmates knew about them..also heard from her personally tt he was the one who initiated the first time they held hands and kissed..altho this issue isn't impt anymore since they're both happily attached to their bf and gf alrd, i just feel very strongly that this asshole just isn't fair to his ex-gf, as well as his current one..i pity tt blur and stupid poor girl who blindly trusts her asshole boyfriend..probably, she'll be stuck forever not knowing the truth..no matter wat, hope tt he treats her well and if not, it'll be time for her to learn this cruel lesson of being gullible..i've learnt enuf of the ugly side of the world..it should be her turn soon..
went for pb outing today..with jiawen, mish, ziyang and br..went orchard initially wanted to lunch, watch movie and shop around and gossip..but it turned out to be an utter failure..it's like going out to spend 4bucks on transport..zzz..in the end, the movie timing was too late, no one wants to play pool, everyone was rushing home for dinner and stuff..chienying wasn't there too..had to inform weiguo to travel back home when he was alrd on his way to orchard from jurong..ended up chatting at koufu at the basement of cine and accompanied mish to get her shoes for relief teaching back in rv..
talking about relief teaching..seriously, i still can't get a relief teaching vacancy despite signing up in alot of secondary and primary schools..wat the..really getting impatient alrd..can't wait for tmr to come such tt i'll start getting calls from recruitment and tuition agencies..its finally a proper full working week of 2009..will jiayou to find a job soon!
jiayou ziwei!
~love you always baby..
no matter wat..
sorry for pms-ing today..
tmr'll be a better day!~
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