a swamp of ants is EFFING DISGUSTIN' can?!zzz

12.22pm

bored at work..zzz..
dunno how many friggin' times i've repeated this..
today yc's not around again..
means i've got NOTHING to do for the 10hours of work..
cuz the fact is i've completed everything on fri alrd..
this morning i came to my table and,
TO MY HORROR,
my table was freaking infested with small and big disgustin ants!!!
xb disgusting can..walao..
ryan, one vulgar colleague of the CM dept,
told me that it's one seasonal thing tt happens in the office occasionally..
stupid weijian told me its cuz i'm dirty..diao..
please la i wipe and clean my table with my pretty pink cloth
eeeevvvvvvvveeeeeeeevvvvvvvrrryyyyyyday okie..zzz..
guess the ants army really enjoy infesting pretties' table
for fun and joy la..zzz..
probably nowadays ants have new fetishes for clean places..zzz..

hmm..will be taking leave tmr again..xP..
for our one year one month anniversary celeb..xP
this time round it's not gonna be xb luxurious..
cuz yea we both gotta save up yo!!hehx..
sucks to be on budget..sucks to not be able to flail money like madness..
don't you agree?!?

anw i've kinda decided to stop work on 19june..
maybe 19june maybe 26june..not confirmed yet la..diao..
altho i am still(always) in grave need of money to be debtfree,
i can't tahan working meaninglessly with much dread and reluctance everyday..
*now in addition, the ants army is irritatin me like insane..
every few hours i'll be crushing 2-4 ants crossing the road on my table..
zzz..REALLY CAN'T STAND IT!!**
i hate waking up so early too!!
seriously cannot wait for university to start!!
ok la enuf of complaints..bleah bleah!!!

today had quite a nice chat with weijian on the bus back..
eh start to know him quite well..
man!!i've found myself a kbox buddy yo!!xD..
he sings in the bathroom too!!haha..
probably doubledating at the opening of jurong safra this coming sat..
safra members get to sing for free in this 2day promotion!
(well dunno if tt applies for me..but I WANNA SING!!!)
wanna find out if weijian really can sing..
he somehow hints tt he really can sing quite well..
and vice versa..xPpP..
but most importantly,
wanna K cuz i miss tt anvsry with baby..
had so much fun blasting into da mics and feeling high tgt..xD..
**he's cute too when he feels high while singing with me..xD**

today's e first tuition session with sue..
her name's siti but she insists tt i call her sue..
she's a super pleasant and cute ger to teach know?!
oh yea gotta let you know her background so tt
you know why i enjoy teaching her..
she speaks the same language as me, extrovert!!
a dragonboater and more imptly a BASKETBALLER..XD..
well i can tell she really enjoys being taught by me lor..
(hopefully & probably i won't get any call by tuition agency
to ask me stop going back for tuition la..hehx...)
but seriously, i needa go dig out my tys and txtbks or
buy more teaching materials for her la..
she's not lousy in academic studies,
just not very focused..i MUST help her improve..

okie okie..
EXTREMELY looking forward to tmr..
i just got my pay today..
but ofkox not gonna spend like alot la..
wanna go for manicure leh..see how my mood goes tmr..xD
watching night at the museum 2 yo!!

oh by the way..who's gng back ac to collect A level cert?!
jio okie!?i mean seriously, jio ok!?

gonna kun soon..

YAY NO WORK TMR AGAIN!!!!

~baby..you're mine..
SMUHAHAHHAHAHA........~~

Buffet doesn't equal "bu fei"

just returned from swissotel merchant court hotel..
had buffet dinner there with leo and his mum..
it was the 'celeb' for both our successful application into NUS FASS..
took some photos..but apparently my com dio virus..
can't upload but luckily i'm still able to blog..xD

ok main topic today is the buffet..
it was seriously SINFUL man..
i had many many uncountable oysters,
lobsters, salmon, sushi, prawns, and the list goes on..
for dessert, we filled up our 'dessert compartments'
with mango & durian & chocolate & berry puddings,
apple crumbles, butter cake, fruits and
chocolate fondue with marshmallow..xDxD..
I was on the verge of exploding alrd la..same goes to leo..
his mum ate quite little la..how i wish i've tt kinda discipline..
heh..omgomg..gng for buffet is one of the best things i love man..XDXD..

will upload pretty pics once i get hold of leo's lappy..
smuhahaha..xD..

tired alrd..so wanna chiong onto my nest to kun now..
but hair still wet..and baby having insomnia..

okay..abit of bitch-blogging starts now..

i dun understand why some gers cannot shuddup..
they know they're irritating when they talk..
but they're just simply shameless enuf to keep talking
and whining and whining and whining..but at the same time,
still able to keep some friends who're able to tolerate those rubbish..
i dislike such gers..like to da CORE!!
sometimes i wish i'm a talented home-econs beautician..
i would LOVE to help these fugly gers sew up their
diarrhoeic mouths that will probably make them more beautiful..
okok i'm not exactly slim and miaotiao..
neither am i pretty or like a xiaohua..
at least i know when to shuddup, when to talk..
i AM attention-seeking..but not in that effing irritating way..
which extrovert doesn't love attention..
attention in the form of love, care, concern, kindness and empathy..
even introverts long for them..don't you??

whatever it is..
those fuglies' biz don't really affect me ANYMORE..
i'm glad and lucky enuf to own a little froggie..
this froggie 'gua-s' and smiles in the cutest way i love..
he's just adorable..getting more and more adorable by time..
nobody else has vividly seen or unleash that true self
from this hairy but kawaiiiii froggie..those act-cool and ahbeng
nature still exists but in the true cool and beng form..
which deeply attracts me..more and more..
like 'nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai..'
yea it applies..xD..cuz i'm a huai nu ren too..
smuhahaha..darling, u're so lucky to be the only
one who's able to enjoy my devillish love..xD..

~~i LOVE you to the very EXTREME!!
loads of miaos and quackx..for my extraweird extrovert..xD~~

don't understand..but i will..

ehh..supposed to leave house now..
but feel like blogging..blog-addict..
SMUAHAHA......
just taught jun science..he's a horrible student la..
neither am i an excellent sister/tutor for him..
hehs..anyone interested in helping me tutor him?
like ofkox mummy will pay la..but very budget..
p4 science and english..anyone anyone????

was woken up by an angry friend..
who demanded me to violate my own policy..
zzz..hate ppl who ask for things
without giving convincing reasons in exchange..
i mean, come on la, you've actually no rights to
demand me do smth which i'm totally unwilling to..
i was just being nice..treasure it..
i won't show mercy anymore da nxt time..
SEE DA TOTAL BITCHINESS..i dare you..

hehx..things to be done!!
1. watch Night at the Museum 2
2. plan my expenses for incoming pay on Mon
3. take pretty passport sized photo for formP
4. doll up nice nice for buffet dinner with leo and fam..xD

k la..update tonight if i'm in da mood..

~~leonard ma!!!!!!!QUACK~~~~~~

it's late..almost 3am...

this morning,
i miraculously woke up at 8+am for a jog with huishian..
she's one of the VERY VERY few
who will agree to accompanying me jog at jurong area..
really thankful for having such a
close-but-not-exactly-close running partner..
she's very interesting and cute to talk to..haha..xD..
ran a super long distance about 20-30min non-stop, from:
my house, to jurong canal*divides jurong east and west*,
to the road near jurong east swimming complex,
to lakeside station, to rulang primary,
to block500+ market, to huishian's house..
zzz den finally stopped for a **starrrrryyyy** walk..
i havent ran with a girlfriend for a million years man..
the previous time i ran was like with leo,
and he ran so super fast compared to me, abt 1/2 a lap ahead,
and tt motivated me greatly to walk
when i couldn't tahan anymore..heh..no self-discipline..bleah..
anyway, felt very accomplished and satisfied with today's 3-4km run..
(leo mentions tt my little tummy has shrinked..
**grinnnnnsssssxDDDDD***

went to visit kilo aft the run at leo's place..
at evening, baby went out for his bmt outing,
and i guess he really enjoyed his gathering throughout..
i went out for my 'bros gathering'..lol!
met yip for dinner at subway..
he was telling me all the ghost stories
and interesting happenings at his camp la..
some ppl in army are really FREAKISH!!
omgomg..yip mentioned tt
there was this guy who had mental medical history..
his undies was forgotten in the shower and
some guys just threw into the toilet bowl and flushed it down..
unfortunately or fortunately(for him),
it wasn't flushed down and he found his deh kor in the toiletbowl,
somehow choked there..
he felt very insecure,(like *huh?!* insecure over a perceived 'stolen' dehkor?)
washed his brief and hung it at his cupboard
AND AND AND
brought a chair and sat in front of his darling dehkor, saying
"someone is after my underwear, i MUST guard it!"..
i mean......
i was like laughing my ass off!!unintentionally attracting some attention
at subway..hahahahahahahhahhhahhah.........


okok..paiseh..i noe, i'm gonna be a psychologist in the future,
and shouldn't be laughing at this matter..
but at tt point of time when yip told me about it,
i just jsut just couldn't stop laughing man..
oh man..none of my dehkor is that valuable to me leh..
well but i must say..
being in a depression is an EXTREMELY DIFFICULT period..
it not only affects your loved ones terribly,
it totally brings you ALL the way DOWN.....
i had been in bad bad depression b4..
*ehh not really refering to the sec3 depression,
in case some friends suspect..*
it was a combination of factors tt led to it..*yea this fav history phrase*
uncontrollable..very.......
in fact i flared up at KAWsawlin(acjc discipline master, whatever da spelling)
and nearly got myself into DEEP tricky troubles..
luckily i was knowing enuf to convince myself to see the sch counsellor..
mrs julie lye is one very important person in my jc life..
(tho not many friends know/really care about my apptmts w her,
i mean did i really have true friends in jc?i needa think very hard..)

so anyway, back to the topic..
i'll put in my everything to be the best psychologist
you guys will know of..you don't have to believe me..
but i'll put in all my best to fulfill my dream..
YES ZIWEI IS VERY DETERMINED..

played pool with mao wk and yip at mambo..(my usual jc gang)
hmm..tho i'm the only ger around..i don't feel uncomfortable at all..
cuz as mentioned..they reallly treat me like bro..lol!
while i was updated with many many alien army info,
wk somehow linked the topic to my blog..
he mentioned tt he knows of all da different ppl
who follow my blog even tho some dun even know me personally..
ehhh..besides that interesting but frustrating issue lately,
i think my blog's overall very boring leh..
many many words, no pics, looooooonnnnng entries
and sometimes super mushy..LOL..xPpP..
whatever it is, to those kaypo bitches,
who wanna dig gossips and further tarnish
my alrd-notorious reputation, you won't find any evidence here,
for you to come up with lousy, fuckedup inferences anymore..
so screw off and don't visit this url again..
to friends,
i'll derail a little from be overly mushy..xP..
BUT i'll still blog alot about my strong love life..xD
and make everyone envious..SMUHAHAHA..
*i know you ARE envious..bleah bleah***
BABY I LOVE YOU LIKE OMGOMG..XDD

``these few days have been meeting up with
girlfriends and guy friends alot, cuz nxt wk onwards,
i'm gonna be SUPER bz with juggling tuition and work and
university stuffs..udpates about leo and i will still be frequent..:D``

anw anw, to any curious thing out there,
i'm not getting married soon..
zzz..stop becoming one of those bitches la..bleah..
but but, i WILL win tt 100bucks bet with mao,
cuz ns and university just can't weaken my relationship yo..
yupp..we 2 psychologists-to-be are this STRONGMINDED yooo....

~~baby baby..
can't wait for tmr to come..
can't you just tell me 'why are you so cute?'..
angggegeggegege..xPpP
MWACKX!!!~~~~~~

nitey nitex..xDDD

today's a dizzy day..

hehx..

i can't wait..

to stop working!!

but i need the money...

was complaining to kenneth, my colleague, today about

how suckish it was, working alone at the cold cold office today..

everything was repetitive..xb sianx can..hehx..

we were chatting on msn today,

even tho my office is just a stone's throw away frm his..

*loggies office just behind the main building which i'm working at..*

concentrated for damn long hours today,

but still couldn't finish everything la..hehx..

anw YC, my boss now, will be on leave tmr!

so no one to really supervise me..SMUHAHA..XP

anyway,

i just got the big brown envelope from NUS today..

i'm so gonna bring it to work tmr to read thru again while i slack..

lol..you sure can tell my slacking sessions r kinda planned..xP

I SO WANNA GO FOR THE SPORTS CAMP!!

wanna go for UNION CAMP too!!

wanna attend PSYCH09 CAMP also!!!

hehx..so many camps tt clash..must make decision leh..

see how!!will discuss with girlfriends..xD

OH MY GOD..I CAN'T WAIT FOR UNI LIFE!!

i will NOT waste it away like my totally meaningless jc life..

*tho basketball is obviously the only meaning in my jc life..*

i'm quite surprised at the number of visits on my blog today..

i mean NOW i know a personal blog isn't this personal anymore..

ehh..ppl try to tag more leh..dun be shy..LOL..

sat's outing to sentosa with leo's bmt friends cancelled..

quite expected yea..lousy..bleah..

hopefully i can date some on girls out for dinner or smth..

i'm NOT gonna join the dinner with those army boys..

boring army stuff..very extremely uninterested..bleah..

was thinking about bitch-blogging just now..

suddenly not in the mood to..feel nice now..

*smile showing my pretty teeth..xD*

updates about nxt wk's schedule..

will be having tuition for the first time with Siti nxt Mon & Wed..

feel rather nervous abt this sec4 tuition..

not really super confident..

worried tt she's like one of e top students of JurongSec,

the sec4 version of chianyee..

so i MUST and i WILL go popular to search for O level guidebook,

as well as dig out my sec4 emath/eng sample work..

really clean forgot everything..I'll be a good tutor!!bleah..

chianyee din't do well for her sci anyway..

her science has been her weakest subject,

even tho she's got the most passion for it..

my science is the worst of all too..

but p6 sci is still manageable..

the tuition i had with her just now,

i was bz teaching her how to ATQ ATQ ATQ..

*Answer the question=ATQ(desmond lim's fav phrase)*

probably we'll see improvement in her sci

a few more weeks later..I'M DETERMINED!!

but but but.......

she's the top student for math this midyear..

got a PERFECT SCORE!XD

I'm so proud and happy of her..YAY!!

gotta spend more time at home..

i know my family needs me too..

i kinda miss my family..

always return home late almost everynite..

frm tuition, date with leo, date with girlfriends..

maybe i'll come home early tmr..

ytd had quite a surprise to see jun actually grown abit taller..

i mean i really haven't been interacting with

the rest of my family for quite some time..

okok..when i say it, i WILL DO IT!!

*if you haven't realised, i like to self-motivate/self-psycho myself..

(but i like to bitch-blog more..smuhaha..

hope you'll enjoy the bitchy part when i do reveal it some time soon

in my nxt entries..smuhaha..bleah..xP)**

~baby i miss you alot..

you're an inevitable part of my world..

mwackx..~

FASS!!XD

You have been offered Arts & Soc Sci in academic year 2009 - 2010.
The details of the offer will be stated in the offer letter.
Your letter of offer was sent on 19-May-2009.
For acceptance of the NUS course that has been offered to you, please refer to the instructions enclosed in your offer package.

i was duper happy this morning..

it's the first webbie i keyed into my office com today..

and my heart beat a 8957456023841times in one second..

LOL!exaggerating..but so happy man..

i was telling everyone in my office,

everybody on msn, some friends in my contacts,

and ofkox my darling about it..xD..

ok la no big deal to some smart asses out there..

but FRENZIED ECSTASY OVERWHELMED ME ok?!?!

xD..now gonna wait for the brown package to reach me..

WOOTS!!!!

anw i hereby wanna apologise for the very very rare crude language

used in my previous entry..

i've decided not to edit the whole entry..

cuz i'll stick to my personal values..

i'll stay REAL anywhere anytime..tactful or not..

and it was a pleasant surprise tt i received a msg

from a concerned friend whom i'm not v close to..

i mean even my so-called-friends dun even bother to find out

and ridiculously continue to believe in some other ppl's

lousy and unreliable conclusions with no proofs and confirmation..

regarding tt op of mine a few months back,

ppl are drawing their OWN conclusion from my misleading entries..

*aft much tots, i admit they're misleading..*

i dun plan to edit those entries either,

cuz those words and emotions were true and flowed from my heart,

into my mind, through my fingers, on the keyboard, onto my blog..

yes i understand tt a personal blog

is no longer personal after it's up here with abt 50friends/'friends'

viewing on avg per day..

this young blog is called Telepathy, about 5months old..

some ppl laughed at its name..

but not my frigging biz..cuz i'm proud of it..

has anyone of you sensed 100% telepathy b4?

if not, laughing at it makes you a pitiable puny thing to me..

i just wanna say..

i've NEVER told ANY friend/'friend' in details about my op

and what was wrong with my body and health then..

tho i'm perfectly fine and healthy now..

so if you've heard from any so-called 'reliable source',

den probably you forgot tt e most reliable source is the person INVOLVED..

can't believe tt some history students who

actually did well enuf to go top schools in singapore,

believed in rumours and were one of the bitchiest lot

who accentuate pain which was alrd inevitably inflicted onto a friend..

well for those who really wanna know the truth..

i guess, rather than listening to bitches,

gossiping and having fun out of other's personal matter,

wouldn't it be nicer to clarify with me personally?

i'll not disclose my entire detailed medical history..

but i'll at least speak the truth..

to believe in the most reliable source or not is up to you..

but to EVERYONE, enuf of listening to BULLSHIT..

USE YOUR BRAIN..clarify right?!

okok..enuf of venting my strong views again..

returned from kendre's bday celeb today..

met up with tes, xiuru, xw and ken at jp..

had dinner at yuckish thaiExpress..bleah bleah..

enjoyed the company..tho.....haix..

and my colleague, weijian, is quite a nice person..

not tt dao as expected afterall..

he claimed he was just shy..LOL....

hmmm btw leo's mum decided to treat us to

nice nice super expensive buffet dinner again..

to celebrate leo and my successful entry into NUS FASS..

leo's lucky to have such a mum can?!

darling, treasure her..mwackx..

~~baby, i miss you so extremely much...~~

FUCK OFF...

180509~

Just had lunch in the office..

by right, i'm only left with 3 more min b4 i start work again..

i think i'm VERY ADDICTED to blogging..

no one can stop me cuz THIS IS MY FUCKING PERSONAL BLOG..

i love to express myself..

very few ppl will give a damn..

but these few are enuf..

enuf to make me the luckiest person in the world..

satisfied with what i have..

ppl who're not worth my time and friendship..

i wish you were nvr born..

so just SCREW OFF from MY BLOG..

jux a simple alt+f4..

anw i was having this damn nice bolognaise pasta..

and the fragrance of it successfully broke the ice

btwn my new colleagues and I..xD

now i'm the only ger left in this new office..

the other 23-year-old temp ger just left

for a perm post in another co...

anw i don't feel weird to be the only ger around here..

probably it's cuz im used to being the only ger..

and i do have some really nice trustworthy close friends ok..

another update for the day..

a tuition agency just called me..

sheena just apologised to me for rejecting my request

for a tuition assignment another time..

the parent ended up disengaging the previous tutor,

who stole my position..

whatever it is,

it's another 300bucks into my pocket every month..

so i was more than happy to accept it..

starting this wednesday..sec 4 eng and emath..

should be able to handle, i hope..

anw the reason for the change in the parent's mind

is the substandard attitude of the other malay tutor..

i definitely have a more desirable attitude..

hopefully i can pull up this ger's grades,

just like how i helped chianyee..

this means i'll have less time for baby and my family aft work..

will be meeting jiaying for dinner at holland v..

miss her dearly..

she was the only one whom i could

speak my mind straightforwardly to..

cuz she's the most straightforward and earnest ger i've known..

gng back to work!!

190509~

today is aveil's bday..

it's an off-day for me..sick and resting at home..

recovering from my bad bad flu..

i'm sure all friends and 'friends'

know my blog is very explicit..very myself..

i'm not at all paiseh about being open..

cuz i will nvr hide myself..

definitely there's some ppl or 'friends'

who're very buay song about my openness..

many negative comments about my explicitness..

but what the fuck this is my bloody blog ok?!?!

if you dunno what a PERSONAL BLOG stands for,

den EFF OFF BITCHES!!

i've all the rights to write whatever i want here..

if you're not happy,

or not used to such writing style,

I DEMAND YOU TO NVR READ MY BLOG AGAIN..

cuz i'll nvr change..ziwei is ziwei always..

dun read my blog here and go around criticising..

to some bitches out there,

i don't need you..

dun fucking anyhow draw YOUR OWN conclusions from my blog,

and spread and discuss abt something,

which u're not even sure of, behind my back..

in fact i realise i was wrong..

wrong about thanking some ppl in one of the entries,

wrong about trusting so-called-friends,

wrong about believing these are true friendships..

i underwent a very difficult period

and wanted to keep some things to myself..

den some hypocritical concerns really touched me..

'friends' stopped questioning, and i thought,

it's true RESPECT..

until i realise they've betrayed my trust,

had fun out of their 'friend''s pain she'd experienced

and gossipped and spread stories like nobody's biz..

ha..probably you've nvr experienced true pain b4..

think i've no reason to explain myself really clear to you guys,

cuz i've realised what 'friendship' means to you..

ppl, if you really are friends,

shut the fuck up and do smth more meaningful,

rather than spreading rumours and betraying trusts,

thinking that being stabbed at the back is an enjoyable thing..

i was hurt and disappointed

to learn how these 4-5years of friendships,

means nothing to you anymore..