Guess what..

It's my first time blogging on the bus..hahah..
okok..just lame..
i managed to connect to my new mobile broadband..xD
no more competing for computer modem with sis..

just had unproductive mugging at lot1 macs
while waiting for my stupid thing to book out..
7-9pm..so pathetic..haix..x((
tmr's my theatre semiotics test!!
like omg..there're so many definitions to memorise!
omgomgomg.x((..i dun have much confidence in my psych mcq too..x(
what happens to not wanting to be an avg student anymore..x(
i'm gonna sign up for another bursary
so that i can totally not take up any tuition
to back up for my allowance..haix..x((

met up with xiaodi(ray) and chunyi ytd at town..
interesting meetup cuz ray shared many experiences with us..xD
haha..worth the sleepless night that followed..

not much time to blog nowadays..
shouldn't blog so much either..
the more i write, the more problematic ppl tend to surface..
anw, i'm gonna chiong my semiotics revision tonight!!

many many loves..x))

Short entry

I promise myself this will be a short entry!
because i'm at Marina Subway now, supposedly
to complete my TS readings and start on Psych assignment!

went TOPone with Voices on Wed..
it was the first time singing ktv with a group of damn zai
singers, and i mean singers..
quite an interesting experience..xD
sang a couple of duets with Yuze, my mini concert duet partner
to pei yang mo qi..(build up on our chemistry)
not perfect, YET..xD..jiayou jiayou..
aft which, went V8 cafe at Parco for dinner..
nice food, nice smoothie..how can life be so enjoyable!?xDD

was slacking whole aftnn at home ytd, Thu..
super guilty of nt doing anything productive..
*ok this entry isn't as short as i expected..xP*
was lazing on the sofa with my grandma,
watching some exciting hongkong drama..hahah..
aft which, chionged out for tuition with Chianyee..
can't stand students cancelling tuition last min,
tho i have that bad habit too..zzz..
aft tuition, went for movie with some of my Westie OG mates!
watched "Inglorious bastards"!!!
like OMGOMG!!the show is effing gruesome!!
damn disgusting scenes but cool storyline
and Hug loves the way they speak..calm but very scheming..
the bloodshed scenes were very abrupt, such that
most of the times i had my eyes covered so tt
i'm prepared to block my view of any sudden scary scenes..
hahaa..They were saying i spent $8.50 to sit in and cover my eyes..hahah..

anyway, just walked 42k!!!!
nvm the details..it's obvious exaggeration..
hahaha...goonnnaaa study now!!!!


~~baby i miss you, don't you miss me too?!~~

Phuture's so not my future..

had a LOOONNNG and wonderful bday celebration with leo these few days..
really had been very bz with making that wonderful pretty pres for leo..
spent 3 nights working on it until 3am each night..
and it's not as cheap as it seems manz..
i know leo really loves it..xD..hahaha..xDD

anw, leo's bday was near to perfect..xD
went for another stayover on friday nite..
skipped voices practices as usual..xP
leo's mummy bought him a damn oishi choco bday cake!
the 2nd best cake ever as compared to our future wedding cake..xP
okok..overflowing confidence again..bleah..xP
i feel proud of the first photo collage i've made,
for baby especially..xD..
leo's mummy was suggesting that i'll do another
family collage for her nxt time when
she has developed all those family photos..hehx!

anw, went for hark singing class on sat aftnn..
as usual, loved it..xD..i nvr loathe singing classes
or voices practices..xD..
can't stand it when ppl respond with "yucks" or "eee"
when i told them i do listen to chinese songs..
wat's wrong?you know,
i nvr feel ashamed to be good in Chinese,
all the more i'm glad i sing Chi songs relatively well..
nvm, just my personal feelings..xD
i love Jay Chou, Fish Leong, Stef Sun and FIR to da core!
btw, i DO listen to many many English songs, esp clubbing songs..xP

anw, caught Aliens in the Attic with leo aft singing class..
it was the funniest shitz ever..hahah!
nicezz and hilarious tho..xD
anwz, i got another G-force stamp,
this time it's the cute fat guinea pig with stylomilo hair!xD
i so wanna collect all the stamps!!
i die die wanna watch Time Traveller's wife this wed!!
hopefully leo gets to book out every wed!mwackx..xD

went over to holland v for my first steamboat buffet crystal jade
aft Aliens at the Attic..DAMN SHIOK UH!!!
hahah...imma XIAOLONGBAO ADDICT!
mwahahha..xDD..din't order that much tho..x(
everythings quite satisfactory!xDD..
pretty photos with pretty peeps..xD

chionged home with leo to dress up for another event!
the sexy BIRTHDAY BASH FOR LEONARD'S 19TH!<3
i wasn't drunk that night, i promise..just super duper high..
ahahaa..xD..met moo and zoe, TH residents..
took many many photos!
ofkox that's only possible when i'm not the photographer..xD
rocks all the way just posing for photos and
not bothering with the shutter hassle..haha..xD
weijian and zh were grinding each other, unintentionally..
ddamn gayzzzzxzxcz...hahahhaha!!
had fun with leo..but hate the crowd..
and the humongous flow of botak guys in and out of the club..
zzz..ofkox no prejudice against botak guys since leo's 1..
but i've my reasons..hehz....no offense uh!xP

sunday morn was all about slping..
den chionged for another buffet treat by leo's mummy..
wapiang over 80bucks++ is no joke..
the food was SUPERB!!
love the uber fresh oysters especially!!GOSH!
hahah...many many food..good, REALLY good food!!
too many to mention at 3am now..hahah

alrights..monday which was ytd..
started my day off with a bad sore eye..
bad day bad day bad day..
not gonna mention the rest of my day..x(
missing leo crazily now..x((

but anyway, on the lighter note,
i've decided to sing duet with Yuze,
my voices duet partner cum Harkmusic schoolmate..
we're gonna sing tian tian ye ye on 30th Oct during
our Voices mini concert!it's a friday night + free entry..
consider yourselves friends?come and support!mwahaha..
Kendrick will be paired with Yanjia, Gary's gf..
the whole world is linked manz..xP..randomism..mwahhaha..
b4 our concert, we're gng to sing during bizweek probably!
will update againz!

NITEX!!LOVE YOU LEONARD DARLING!!!MWACKX!!!

accomplishment!

finished another chapter of psychology ytd..
feel so accomplished and satisfied..xD..
but there're just so many things to be done,
and they seem really endless..x((..

-tuition marathon as usual this week..
need to get my pay b4 leo's bday..
-sociology midterm assignment due this very fri..
-"manhood" theatre play to watch on wed nite..
means can't meet baby on his nites out..x(
-baby's bday present due on fri..
-Psych research prog on wed and thu..
need to get a girlfriend to attend wed rp with me!

anw this sat nite, i've gotten some friends to go
either butter/phuture for leo's bday celebration..
if you're interested, do contact me!
everyone reading this blog is invited!xDD

gonna find my article for soci now!

~~love you miss you mwacks you..xDDD

momentum, come back!!

studying at jp starbucks again!

waiting for yip!he's late for the first time, i'm surprised..

hahah..case is closed for that stupid dispute..

mr sigh, i agree with you..

but let's not pursue this any further..

it's totally unnecessary..



however,

this doesn't mean i'm gonna censor any of my thoughts

and opinions from my perspective in my blog..

ofkox i noe my limits..

hahah..i feel that so far my blog isn't too extreme..

it's improving as in

the amt of vulgarity isn't that overwhelming anymore..



okk enuf of sidetracking and

blogging about boring stuff..

yip is finally here!

i'm gonna finish another 2 chapters of psych textbook today!!


jiayou jiayou ziwei..



~~baby, i'm missing you very badly,

more than usual..mwackx!!~~

surprised..

today's another beautiful day!xD
hark lesson was fun cuz we're gng more into
practising for the actual song for our "promotion test"
to promote to stage 2!xDD
just watched G-FORCE with baby!
the characters are super adorable!xDD..
it's about guinea pigs which form a team of tiny "special agents"
on seriously impossible missions for real guinea pigs..
the storyline was boring tho..
it was the actions and interactions btwn characters
which made the movie entertaining and worth the money..
i guess this is one of the best pixar movies ever!!xDD
oh yea got this g-force special popcorn combo
and got a cutesy cup with Blaster's stamp!
as in the stamp you go "chop" on inkpad
den "chop" on paper one!hahah..damn adorable!xDD

just wanna point out smth here..
one of my students just cancelled this morning's tuition
only at the last minute..was damn sianed..
granted me more slping time la..
but point is, i really dislike such sudden change
especially when it's supposedly my pay day today...
well what to do..cuz i can't guarantee i won't do the same
if i was a tutee last time..haha..
(i never had tuition since primary5)

oh anyway, to any interested friends of mine,
i've found out who this group of childish ppl are
from leo's class who tagged on my chatbox
and made a big fuss outta a sweeping and
unintentional harmless opinion of mine..

gonna leave this issue behind..
but i'm sure here and there,
the childish comments and weak arguments from them,
struggling to correct my perspective,
will continue, so means more chances to bitchblog!
mwahahha...seriously this revealed the ugly sides of ppl..
my ugly side of loving to bitchblog is alrd notorious,
but my point is abt revealling the ugly sides of socalled "friends"..
SOME guys of our age really super immature..
it's very tragic and laughable,
when a childish person gets personal in an unrelated issue..

anyway!gonna kun now!!
staying over at leo's place again!
love love xoxo!!

~meda you rock!~xD

back from first voices practice..xD

am super shagged now..
there's still tuition tmr..x(
but luckily my sunday is free frm tuition..
which means i get to study properly!i hope..xD

ehh..just returned from my first cca practice!
it was so fun..xD..as in the seniors taught us stage-presence,
which i haven't learnt in hark yet..
keeonn was so funny and illustrative!
i think singing with live band is the coolest thing on earth!
hahaha..xDD..wat a waste that i just missed 2 previous gatherings..
well..actually i'll be missing lesson for the 3 time nxt fri..
it's gonna be leo's birthday!xDD
the seniors there are generally nice and friendly..
like they obviously have to be so..
but some of my cca mates really freaking wayang and rahrah..
like die die must show ppol that they have overflowing confidence sia!
wts..total turn off..ha!laughable..xP
gotta know leo's buddy's gf too..she's humble and sweet and very talented..xD

talking about leo's bday,
his bday is quite a headache..
so many things i need to consider of..
but i really wanna give baby
a really really wonderful and unforgettable 19th bday..xD
mwacks mwackx..xDDD

tmr's officially my 2nd month of staying with hark..
will be gng for tuition with sue in the morning,
den gng dhoby directly to mug awhile,
den music class..xDD
but money flying away tho~haix...

will be spending my weekend with baby as usual
but since baby will be back in camp on sun,
i assume this free sunday i'm just gonna study
and mug and memorise and understand and prepare..
like OMGOMG..no choice la..maybe out with kiat and gang too..xD
miss hanging out with my long-lasting friends..
tho many of them disappointed me..
still i love some particular ones!xDD

MEDA!!!

just spoke to leo on the phone..
my poor boy just returned from shooting..
and he sounded so super shagged too..
~aww baby, i just wanna sayang you now..
mwackx~!!

okok..gonna kun alrd..
hungry and tired..

MWACKX LEONARD MA!!XDDDD

back from studying..xD

just returned home from studying at jscc macs..

not particularly productive tho..hehx..

i gotta find a way to improve on this..



i'm wasting my slping time here..

because i wanna clarify smth about myself and this blog..

was actually pondering whether to be bothered with

the small issue, blown up to be a seemingly serious 'mistake'..



i'm a damn fucking direct person, who hate hypocrisy..

this blog contains my words in MY perspective, which means

its obviously impossible for everyone to see things in my stance

and agree with all my words and actions..

definitely, there're clear biases in some of my entries

(whose heart is not slanted to the left?)

and readers, not only of my blog,

are not supposed to subscribe to the entire text written, right?

wise readers will selectively pick out reliable facts of any text..

hence, when i say "boring and hostile",

it's only from my sole perspective,

and members of the class will ofkox not feel the same at all, right?



passerby: a blog doesn't tell,

it implies the blogger's views and thoughts..

readers are the ones telling themselves what to think..



i disagree with :) that i've made a "criticism"

because our definitions of "criticism" clash..

if i criticise, that entry will be filled with many strong and crude words

which will be absolutely unappealing to the eye..

yet, sorry for seemingly

publicising ur class as being boring and hostile..

but boring and hostile are the exact and necessary words

to describe how the bbq went about to me..



and definitely, i wasn't at all criticising the organiser's effort,

in fact i was quite appreciative of her effort

as i mentioned "this unfriendly bbq is better than none",

i'm not criticising the organiser at all,

hence not showing disrespect to the effort..

when you read, dun just read literally, understand the point first..

so, get the facts right la, babe..



as for the person who irritated me,

i choose to keep that private..

i had a perfect day of music class and enriching mugging

b4 going for the bbq..there was no pre-bbq bad mood,

which was wrongly inferred by :)..

and why would you rmb who exactly was irritating me?

were you observing me all the while?



oh yea, :), dun deny the angst in you..

it's fucking obvious when you're so defensive

about the organiser's effort to gather the class,

when you can choose to wholesale

ignore my obvious biased description

of your wonderful and fun class bbq..



as for ppl who did try to interact with me,

those are the closer friends i have in :)'s class..

hostility is the general feeling i got from the bbq as a whole..



ofkox u've ur rights to voice out ur opinions..

but it'd be wiser of u to leave ur name,

if not, you'll continue to look preposterous to my friends..



apparently,

i'm very clear that i'll nvr be welcomed to leo's class events anymore..

which i'm perfectly fine with..

so, :), i hope leo's gd r/s with the class(or rather at least part of the class)

doesn't tarnish bcuz of me..



was actually thinking of settling this unneccessary dispute

outta my blog, but since you're so afraid to leave ur name,

this entry is deemed necessary to me..oops..

:)

that :),
paiseh if i offended you tho i've no intention
to stir up that angste in you..
i would very like to know who you are..
do reply..

pissed..

was damn angry with and hurt by someone today..
shan't mention wat and who..
realised how bitchy i really can be..
i know i suck and my anger can be really scary..
i'm so afraid of myself sometimes..

i just finished almost 2 chapters of psych today..
as in 2 chapters in the core concept psych txtbk..
damn tired now..by right, i shld be studying now too..
sianx..really no life alrd sia..zzz...

anyway these few days had been quite eventful..
(i noe i just contradicted myself,
but i'm refering to 2 different but closely-related things..)

watched "the proposal" with leo during his wed nightsout..
the movie was alrights la..
not as good as what i expected though..
yeap and ending suck!
anw we were late for the movie, cuz was having macs for dnr..
but i really enjoyed spending that wed night with leo..

thu was kinda disastrous due to the hectic timetable and tuition with my 3 kids..
haix..really hate having so many tuition sessions..x((
but this year is their major year, i have the responsibility..haix..

gymed with hugang, my "best friend" on friday..
he's so-called my "best friend" aft tt tue he supported me
with clarisse for the real artiste singing audition..xDD
love them!xD..they made me love mosburger too..xP..randomism..
aft which, chionged to shengrui's place for tuition..
wanted to go for voices practice aft dnr..
on my way there, was caught in a freaking bad jam..
by the time i reached clementi, the night had fallen..
so i just made my way to leo's place and skipped voices for the 2nd time..
anw kend was telling me, they were doing
the most basic diaphragmatic breathing which i alrd have learnt in hark class..

saturday is today, by right ytd..
luckily today dint have any tuition in the morning..
hence could wake up later than usual..
but still slightly late for hark music class..
actually i was thinking about withdrawing frm hark music class..
cuz frankly i'm really struggling to build up good self-discipline
to juggle exercising, studies, friends, boyfriend, cca and tuitions well..
it's really not ez..cuz tuitions refer to 6 sessions per week..
therefore, i was thinking, if i could stop my harkmusic class..
i can forego a few students and focus more on catching up and
eventually following lectures and tutorials properly..
i'm really far behind for all subjects..
probably, the most impt factor to solve this is:
SELF DISCIPLINE!!!

aft harklesson, went leo's place to mug, for the first time of this sem..
aft which, went for the damn boring and hostile bbq of leo's jc class..
waa some person really damn irritating..
effing pissed just now..
but watever..zzz...
leo was also disappointing..
but he's gonna make up for my shattered heart tmr..
mwahahahhahaaa...zzz...

but sad to say, this unfriendly bbq is better than none..
my sec sch and jc ppl dun even bother abt the life and death of any others..
if there was some gathering, and i noe shit abt it,
means i'm really fucking outcasted la..
which dun really matter to me..hah..anymore..

nothing much to update about anymore..

i'm so tired..there's tuition tmr..
good nitex..

~baby, my love for you will never change,
no matter what happens..
anything and everything has proven this..~

it's sept!

omg..it's alrd sept..

time for serious studying..at starbucks now..
just gymed in the morning with meda..
supposed to wake up at 8.30..haha..
but two piggies just love our bed that much..xP
supposed to meet up at 10, den delayed till 11..
den it started pouring like mad, so only started gyming at 11.40..
haha..ran a total of 4.8 today..xDD
did krunches, weights and side-abs muscles as usual..

HOWEVER..
i downed 2 starbucks fattening drinks + yakiyakibo jap pancake for lunch!
how sinful..x(

now i shall go back to mugging..there's no difference in my daily life..
just the usual chionging to class + new psych research programmes..
will be gyming again on fri with hug..
and saturday/sunday with leo..
1st ktv session with my harkmusic class this sat aft class..xD

leo's bday is coming!!
baby..await your pretty and perfect surprise..xDD


love you many many..mwacks!!xDDD