OVERJOYED!

I GOT NTU'S OFFER FOR PSHYCHOLOGY!!

GOT BURSARY OF ABT 1500 TOO!!XD

NOW AWAITING NUS' REPLY!!

I'M SO BLOODY HAPPY!!XDXDXD

WOOTS!!HAAHAHAHA......

ANNIVERSARY!!

havent had the time to blog lately..
due to tt most packed and most memorable wknd..
xD..it's the most precious 1st year anniversary!

250409~<3

we met up on the sat and headed for ps..

wanted to kbox and pool but there was no time and long queue..

rushed to watch the shinjuku incident back at ps..

the scenes were seriously super gross and violent..

heart sank right to the bottom of my pipi(u don't havta understand this..xP)

when daniel wu's right hand was sheared off by the heisehui gang in japan..

bad bad heartache man..x'(

i think 1/2 of the time,

my head was buried in leo's chest, refusing to watch the screen..

seriously bloody and *ouch*!

aft the movie, while i was still in the traumatized mode,

we headed to thai express for dinner..

leo's ordered his favourite soft-shell crab rice

while i had my eewww bad bad beef fried hor fan..

nvr wanna go back to thai express again man, if not for leo..

mwackx mwackx mwackx..

after dinner,

we mrt-ed and cabbed to the singapore flyer..

well not gng to brood on how we manage our way there..

it's too stupid of me

to decide to squander off 8 bucks on cab for a walking-distance destination..

zzz..

but overall, we did enjoy ourselves alot on the singapore flyer..

we especially like the peak of the singapore flyer

cuz the scene was OMG!SUPER breathtaking and spine-tingling!!

we had the freaking best view from the cabin..

so high up and the whole romantic urban view

is so captured in our hearts and minds..

it was just 20+min but the memory we acquired is still superb..

while waiting to pay and collect our photos,

leo was entertaining me with his forever-so-cute-&-hilarious crapps..

he's such a lovely cutesy!angegege..xD..

tt whole night was exciting and fun tho it's just the two of us..xP

260409~<3

woke up early at 9am..

just couldn't slp very well cuz we drank and ate so much junk food the previous night..

breakfast was a packet of raisin chocolate and lunch was at astons..

aft which, we rushed out to get our couple pendants..

super chio can..design is excellent..xD..

both of us loved it in unison at first sight..

telepathy again..x)

we left ps and walked at lightning speed to cine..

long journey but never dull..cuz of the company..

purchased tics for 17 again..

remorseful abt nt clarifying price of tics earlier..

could've saved 10bucks for leo if not for my dumb dumb hesitation..

zzz..

chionged to kbox for 3hours of crazy high singing with baby..

lol..sang my heart out man!a mixture of english and chi songs..

leo is an angel..my he yin tian shi!smuhaha..xP

at 5 we proceeded for our movie..

it was a super hilarious movie/chick flick!

leo actually enjoyed all the chick flicks which we watched..

so cute..anggege..xD

well the moral of the story is that watever will be will be..

no matter wat choice you made at first,

the ending will turn out to be the same no matter how many times u rewind it..

it's somewhat like fate??

but the deeper meaning implies that love is so powerful an element

that it gradually overcomes all odds and brings smiles to everyone..

there were these 2 duper funny characters,

saying and behaving like starwars characters,

filling the whole theatre with laughters after laughters..xD

leo and i just couldn't stop laughing at both of them..

damn weird! but i like..xD

for dinner tt night, we had lovers' meal at marina pizza hut..

the meal was a fun one too..

we kept posing for pics and taking pics of our food..

leonard looks so kiddish..super cute can..xP..

den i started quacking out of the blue..

leo was surprised and amused..

that goes the same for me..

i think no1 will understand this..

just like leo and i.. i just couldn't stop quacking..

cuz it was irritating and random..

and i LOVE being random and to irritate my baby!

haha..leo started gua-ing too..like a hairy froggie.. cute right..xP

finally went esplanade..

somewhere we could reminsce..

a place where everything started..

now i'm officially leo's most lasting gf..

which is also obvious tt 1yr is NOT enuf!

i'm gonna hog him to myself for the nxt 70-80years..

smuhahaha..(it's a modified 'muahaha' btwn leo and i..xP)

anyway, now there's a newly built bar at the esplanade rooftop..

super high-class and expensive-looking..din't go in tho..

but i don't mind gng there one day to chill man..x)

then, leo brought his little black duckling home with him..xD

i pon-ed work on monday just to spend another day with leo..

leo took mc to stay home with me too..

hence making our 1st year anniversary a truly special and perfect one..

the rest of the day went quacking and gua-ing..

weird you may think..

but it's super sweet and cute..

i love you so much baby.. **tight hug to u until you're breathless..xP**

hmm..many ppl would say 1 year of romance

doesn't necesarily guarantee a lifetime of knittedness..

to me, now and most certainly in the future,

leonard is my now and future.. yea cliche and all..

but seriously there's no other perfect guy for me..

can you ever always be on the same channel with another person?

and switch channel at the exact same time..

mature yet childish, sane yet crazy,

cool yet bubbly, unglam yet hot?!?

haha..seriously the intangible strong telepathy is the greatest proof of all..

we think the same, laugh the same, love the same fun,

enjoy the same passion, crazy about the same sports,

share the same hobby.. there're so many more..

ppl say opposite attract..maybe it true..

but i'm sure it's subjective.. clashes btwn us do occur..

but they nvr last more than 24hrs..

we've just been tgt for 1 yr and there's this

mosaic feeling tt's bowling both of us over..

when we're tgt, the fun we enjoy so much,

makes us feel as tho we just started dating..

on the other hand,

the strong telepathy and love are also

supported by the heirloom memories..

so many happy and sorrow moments tgt...

so many obstacles we've braved thru tgt..

so many times we've beaten problems..

i rmb when i was in primary school, and even sec sch,

i tend to fall for 1 different guy every year..

Maybe there's higher frequency in RV..lol..

i've nvr ever been so strongly attracted

to one guy for such a long period of time..

i mean in my past relationships and even crushes,

there were ups and downs,

strong attraction at the start and eventual fading..

but this time, it's strong at the start,

stronger as every monthly anniversary passes,

stronger than before aft a year and the attraction force

strengthens on and on indefinitely..

i read my friend's blog and

she always ends her entries with

'all good things come to an end'..

izit true??lemme prove you wrong..xD..

sound over-confident?

we shall see..:D

I LOVE YOU DARLING!

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!XD MWACKX!!

QUACK...

yet again..sigh..

1333hr
i only have 1 task to do today so far from 8.15 till now..
it was to print out 4 pieces of papers..
wth..have been wandering around the net
tho there're super many sites which are blocked..
super bored man..

ytd was memorable..
it's so extremely true tt when i shop,
the world turns so much more beautiful..
and so does my mood..
i was so super contented..
i hope it happens again soon..
i wanna shop at town or bugis!!
man man..but i don't have the time..
haix..i wanna earn as much money as possible too..
but i'm such a spendthrift..
my phone bill is always so high..
i can't help it..i can't seem to cut down..haix..

i gotta be more determined..
i must keep reminding myself to save up save up!!!
but ofkox, b4 i start saving, i'll strike off some items on my wishlist..
my cutie strawberry undies and the blue wallet!!
i'm so gonna get them today..
i'll probably start saving up and spending less nxt month..
seriously i'll be short of money cuz of anniversary this wknd..
spent like mad..spent extravagantly..zzz..
i paradoxically love and hate it..
so enjoyable yet irritating..
i think all the gers out there agree with me!
shopping is such a pleasure, such a relief, such a pamper!
okok enuf of this..nxt wknd onwards is budget week..
gonna ball and run and gym and swim and get all the muscleaches again..
firm up my ass, slim down my waist, build up my stamina, toughen up my thighs..
woots!can't wait to have a hot figure..
all talk but no say is completely useless..
budget wknds can be very enjoyable and meaningful too..xD

lucky, excited but i'm lost..

1320hr
finally i finished all the crazy piles of workload given to me..
now it's free and ez relaxing time yo..xD
so it's blogging time..
sianx..another 5more hours to go..
went around reading blogs..

realised i'm so biased against some ppl even tho i dunno them well..
it's a bad habit which is hard to kick..zzz..
ppl like _, _ and _..

it all started with the 'first impression'..it's been bugging me and bringing me down..
letting me lose my friendliness and warmth..
i suddenly turn very bitchy and sarcastic, i even find myself loathful..
i bet everyone has 2 sides to their faces..mayb some ppl will nvr unveil them..

but i wanna open up the book of ziwei and discover and understand more about myself..
i wanna pursue perfection with the help of my imperfections..
i love to analyse and think and think..usually in my own perspective..
hence blocking other ppl's stand outta my reach..

wat is this?
here it's me uncovering one of my shortcomings again..
i can think and express them but i seldom get things done..
all talk but no say..this shouldn't be the way..
Intransigence..i gotta let go of it..
courage and maturity comes letting go of something you're familiar with..
it's painful and difficult..but it must be done..
i gotta let tt irksome part of me leave..
i believe i can do it..

ytd smth unpleasant happened at home..
shrieks and screamings woke up the whole family..
my sis went berserk again..
i had deep thoughts abt the whole incident..
and came up with the conclusion tt everything tt happened
was the result of love..
my family is super problematic..
as one problem dies down, another is stirred up..
complicated yet ez to resolve..
but nobody is interested in putting effort in resolving..
i'm going to be a professional pshychologist, hopefully a psychiatrist
and help my family out..help myself out..
so gonna let my brother have a proper childhood which my parents can't afford to give him..
he's such a cutie..he deserves more..

on monday, chianyee cancelled tuition with me cuz she had a bad cough..
hence i met baby and took bus home tgt..
ytd aft work, baby accompanied me to tuition again..
we always meet this 'fisherman' who is really capable of making us uneasy..
actually it was us making him feel unez first..
it was super hilarious if u know the details of it..
both of us couldn't stop laughing at it..
lol..xD

today later, i'm gonna meet up with baby again..
for dinner and to finalise our perfect plan on anniversary..xD
yay..can't wait for it to come man..xD..so wanna enjoy myself!
will be taking the singapore flyer for the first time..yay..xD
i mean yea i know we are kinda wols..but..
it's the experience and the memorable day..

wat a miracle for our relationship to be lasting..
wat a miracle for us to be even tgt in the first place..
i've experienced a wonderful and beautiful miracle tt befell upon me..

for friends who are in a steady strong relationship now,
u will understand this astounding love..
it's really beyond description..
i believe every couple has their own story..
every bit of it just makes u smile uncontrollably..

2 nites ago, i dreamt abt losing leo..forever..
i woke up at 6.30am and found my face tear-stained..
tears were still streaming down..
it was the first time ever i experienced such excruciating heartache in a dream..
the complete sense of loss was terribly ghastly..

these 2 days i've been having deep impactful dreams..
this morning at 6.30 again,
i woke up from another dream..
i was gonna marry leonard..
i mean wat an abrupt change from the heartshattering dream 2 nights ago..
i shall not disclose the blur details which i vaguely rmb..
but overall. it was a joyous event..xD

hmm..when will i really get married eh..
i'll be 22 when i graduate from university 4years later..
i wanna pursue further studies to attain professionalism
as in masters n more in clinical psychology/psychiatry..
yes, i'm this determined..
it'd be another 2-3yrs?i'll be 24-5..
i'm thinking of gng overseas if i'm hardworking enuf to attain a scholarship..
it'd be better than leo and i can pursue our further studies tgt overseas..xD
since both of us are aiming for the same profession..
prob we'd have been engaged by then..er ren shi jie for another 1-2yr b4 marriage...
aft marriage abt 26/27, i wanna have my first Baby Ma..xD
i doubt kilo would still be alive by then..lol..too late for him to have his bro..
haha..oh my, i'm so in deep thoughts at work..so sianx..

2308hr

just returned from jp with baby..

got myself a super chio dress..sweet!

i'd bn eyeing on it for a few months alrd..

finally i got it today..

went dinner and shop with baby aft work today..

had subway!xD..it's my new fav haunt!mwahaha..xD

healthy and scrumptuous..lol..

went around the whole of jp2, the extension to shop!

oh my..i so super enjoyed myself today..

leo had nvr been so on abt accompanying me shop..

shopping spree yo!xD..

baby bought me a sexy pink dress..

it's gonna be the most expensive piece of clothing in my wardrobe for now!

gonna kun le..

thanks so much baby..

i love you forever..xD

time flies..slow and fast but nice..

haven't got the mood nor boredom to blog lately..
bz with i dunno wat..
fun and laughter..xD..
so since i've nothing to do now at work..
shall update abt my life..xD
e last time i blogged was last last thu?

100409.Sun~

went for dnr with leo and his whole entire family

at an expensive jap restaurant at esplanade..

enjoyed the food and company..

110409.Sat~
went sentosa with the gombak bball gang..
it's supposed to be some fun sentosa farewell outing for guys enlisting..
for especially zhihan and jeffrey..lol..
not super many ppl went tho..
but it was overall fun and unique..
ppl who went are laogong and i, weijian, zhihan, jeffrey, wanyi and wanyi's friend..
i like hanging out with guy friends cuz most of them are like me..
extroverted, outgoing, straightforward, sunny and fun-loving..
haven't really gotta know any ger like me..
i love pooling, love challenges, love the sun, love exercising and especially love basketball..
and ofkoz leonard ma..xD..
we got a volleyball and only played vball throughout..
cuz of the stupid rain..but it was still enjoyable..
all of us couldn't find any shelter cuz the sole toilet was flooded with ppl..
we even saw some crazy malay guys shampoo-ing in the heavy downpour..
we just sat beside the first-aid room, chatting and teasing one another..
oh and i made baby run all the way to the vball court in the rain to get his cap i forgot on the court..
sorry baby..but u look like rain when u ran in the rain..xP
ok lame..but sorry baby..thanks alot..
so many things i love abt you which are indescribable..angege..mwackx..xD

altho we din't play our hearts out,
it was overall truly fun..
fun seem to be the only word to describe everything..
all because of the company..xD
all of them have lots of crap..
convos are casual, nothing to spite anyone, unbitchy..
yea they kept teasing me..just like treating me like another guy,
despite me being leo's ger..it's all like genuine friendships..
dunno the best words to describe the fun..
but yea i love the action..i love the warmth..
i think anyone of them who reads will think it's kinda mushy..
haha..seriously i can't find any gers who're this 'on' abt gng sentosa under the sun, in bikini..
lol..yet, still, i love my girlfriends..xD..
can't wait for the slumberparty nxt thu with 4g..xD..

120409.Sun~
bball at ridgewood condo..
with leo, doug, louis, weicheng..
it was our last time playing with weicheng b4 he enlists..
yes, he's our laoda..haha..
one of the v rare guys, burly and blur..haha
like a sha da ge..doesn't get angry easily..
gets really high and irritating when he mahjongs..
lol..heard me out too when i had problems in the past..
thanks bro..
jiamin din't clinch the championship even tho i made three calls!
but it's ok..frankly she doesn't appear to have the confidence in the first place..
no matter wat i still adore her voice and skills..xD
was super touched my aijia's songs..
as jarod and aijia both cried uncontrollably aft finishing their last songs,
leo's mum and i teared for their songs, moved...

random~
and and i miss my bros many many!
i miss hanging out with cy, ray and laoda!
our last outing was an impromptu one to kbox..
really enjoyed it..all the dou4 ge1 and laughing and getting high!
haha..xD..once, laoda challenged me to jay chou's hei1 se4 you1 mo4..
the 3 of them kept really silent throughout the song when i sang..
and i was looking forward to laoda singing it aft me cuz i was sure there'd be lots of laughters..
den he ended up saying 'lets go to the nxt song' even b4 he completed the challenge..
haha..ended up cy din't sing anything..just stared at the fun..
but ray went high singing the loud songs..
and laoda just kept wanting to dou4ge1..
peggy xu's qiqiu was another fun song..xD

realise i really love having fun?
that's why i loathe staying at home..
i bet my sis and bro are always dying to leave the house for outdoors..
but they always get tied down at home due to fam probs..
haix..i must get my bro some childhood man..

140409.Tue~
went jp aft work with baby to catch fastandfurious!
it was super cool man!xD..
the whole show was short and exciting at every part!
cool..xD..yea the gers were hot and so were the guys!

150409.Wed~
finally got some time for myself..
went jp apply for the debit card..
for convenience of booking and buying anything online..xD
went around to look at presents for baby for our anniversary..

160409.Thu~
finally bought something for baby online..
and it was delivered the very night i bought it..
i somehow screwed it a little..
but it'll be a super nice pretty present for baby..
i'm sure he'll like it..

170409.Fri~
went for dinner over at darling's place..
my life's like this..
just some routine stuff..simple but comfy..
sometimes exciting and enjoyable..(i love you baby..xP)
always crazy and smiley..
links everywhere..anything and everything..
strong telepathy, damn similar mentality and mindset..
perfectly-matched personalities..
i mean what more do i havta say..
everything is because i love you..(it's not singlish:D)

those wkdays of last wk..
i've been thinking of doing smth fresh and different..
yet i don't have the time..
wanna go club and see how izit there..
ray told me its fun and relaxing..
tho i understand tt it mostly applies to guys..
just curious yea..
baby will bring me there one day..while protecting me..xD

180409.Sat~
had my first english lesson with chianyee..

i actually enjoyed teaching english!lol..

miraculously..haha..xD

i felt satisfied and accomplished when she told me she learnt smth

during english lesson with me..xD

haha..i'm so in a happy mood now..xD

count the number of 'smiley'(xD) i have..yay..

aft eng lesson, went for lunch at leo's place..

den went out dating and shopping with baby..

i bought a white skirt at bugis for work..

baby bought abt 100bucks of clothings..damn zai..

envy his spending power..zzz..

my disposable income is so limited..but i'll earn and save alot..

promise!

190409.Sun~

brought jun to leonard's place for tuition and swimming..

first time ever jun told me he enjoys studying..xD

i'm really grateful to leo's mummy..

thanks aunty so much!xD

jun studied for about 3 hours in total ytd..

unbelievable but super impressive..

while he was studying for his last hour,

leo and i went downstairs for a 3.2 or more kilometres of run..

he ran so fast and i couldn't catch up at all man..

lol..jogged slowly for abt 25-30min..

i was so impressed by myself..

but i'm full of muscalaches now man!

zzz but it's satisfying..xD

bought jun down for a swim aft he finished tuition..

he enjoyed himself so so much..

he mentioned tt it was the 2nd happiest day of his life of 10years..

leo was also v amused by jun's guilelessness and sheer innocence..

jun's was really funny and super cute!!xD

he was trying to imitate an egg and a duck..

quacking and floating like a ball..

he really loves water sports..

maybe leo should be his swimming instructor..haha

for FREE..xD..

when jun returned home, he was alrd totally drained outta energy..

he kept talking abt his happy moments there until he fell aslp..

mum said he even talked in his dreams tt night..

so cute..

200409.Mon..

TODAY!!

walked to lakeside, for 20min as usual..

today was hectic nearing the end of the day..

jourdan suddenly gave me a mountain of things..

as he was absent the whole of last wk..

kenneth gave me quite some stuff to do for tmr too..

it's a good thing actually..keep myself occupied..

haha..

went thru p4 sci topic, cycle, with jun today..

he had this totally obedient and strong i-wanna-learn-everything-attitude today..

so super impressed..xD..

i could tell tt his eyelids were struggling to stay open alrd..

he had a tiring day of school..

but his attitude towards completing the whole 50qn mcq was so strong and yearning..

i wan jun to be smarter and stronger academically den me..

i so wanna give all my time for him..xD..

anw i'm tired le..shall go slp..

can't wait for 260409 to come..

i'm urs baby...mwackx..xD

rich temporarily..packed wknd..xD

as u can infer 2 things frm my entry title,

i've gotten my pay just today..

and also planned for a bz but interesting wknd..

xD..

so looking forward to it..

anw i just returned from jp today..

bought a nice bag tt matches my bronze-black sandals..

xD..

i was eyeing on another pair of sandals!

super chio and cute..

don't really like heels actually,

even tho they make my alrd-nice legs nicer..xP

hmm..can't wait for tmr..

i miss my baby so much..yay..

gonna meet him and go shopping..

will shop for my wallet, goggles and suwan's pres..

today i also met up with xw and van..

aft handing in my financial assistance doc at nus..

ate marinara meatball meal for subway!

i love it man!healthy and tasty..xD..

watched 'love', the new taiwan movie at cine..

its the first time i've ever watched such movie sia..

interesting but not worth a wknd 10buck tkt..

watching it today is a gd choice..x)

it's 4 v short love stories..

tho i wonder whether the last is a love story not..

i think the directors should focus on a proper storyline instead..

but overall the stories still manage to move me..

the first story is touching..

its abt this couple who got tgt cuz of the lift-breakdown..

lol..den within tt lovey-dovey period,

the guy(zheng) met a dying man with 3months left in a hosp..

tt man noticed tt zheng had the same voice as him..

and pleaded zheng to do him a favour..

zheng found it difficult at first..

yet finally understood why this man had requested for such a favour..

the man had asked for the help of zheng's voice to protect his mum..

zheng started to help the man after his death,

by calling home every year of the man's death anniversary

to reassure tt he's safe and happy in 'heaven'..

it was eerie when i watched the scene..

but gradually it became touching

when zheng found out he was diagnosed with brain cancer..

he was left with a few months of survival as well..

his gf, yan, was completely depressed..

and couldn't stop crying ever since the doc broke the news to e couple..

finally zheng recorded a tape and found another man with similar voice..

he had finally understood the pain which the dying man faced..

the short story ended wif another man calling yan

on zheng's first death anniversary..

telling yan every single thing zheng had recorded..

its super touching..

and i think the storyline is good..

it'd be better if this story was filmed in details..

the last story's female lead character is tracy ho..

lan qiu ho's jie-er..

the story was stupid!

waste of time..i dont see any deep meaning..

it's like only 3 more worthy stories which i've paid for..

bt i must say tt 'jie-er' is cute..

lol..and chio when she's dressed up!xD..

my potential idol..haha..

anw..back to reality..

this sat i've heartily invited some bball guy friends for sentosa trip!

yay..i've undarkened..wanna go for tan..

wanna play volleyball(tho i've zero talent at all)..

beach basketball..wanna look at summer hunks..

ofkoz especially leonard ma

(the statemt above is to keep myself safe.xP)

night time wanna go for nice dnr and drink abitbit..

sunday gng to play ball in the aftnn..

sunday nite watching superstar finals!!

jiamin is the champ!

okk gonna kun le..xD

blogged at work for e first time..

Just began reading a new Sidney book..it’s called “are you afraid of the dark?”..somehow I always dread reading the beginning of every book..i know the reason..it’s fear tt I would take too long to understand the book and to enjoy it..i’m starting to get the storyline of the new book alrd tho..xD..

Hmm..today’s work is boring..it’s slack la..but I somehow did abit of data entry, printing picking lists as well as scanning documents..all the mundane usual routine...this wk I’m broke..damn sianx..in addition to the financial stress, I haven’t sent in the supporting documents for application of nus financial assistance..thanks to my very thoughtful parents who don’ t seem to understand the urgency of meeting the deadline b4 it closes for me...it would mean a few thousand dollars less for my university expenses..zzz..watever..nowadays can’t communicate properly with either of them..they just irritates me..their behaviours, their tone when they talk to me, mum’s nagging and everything..zzz..i really dislike being at home..i only like the serenity when no one is home/with just my siblings..adults are such a pain man..zzz..one day I’ll grow up to be one..but I’ll make sure that i learn the right way to deal with my children..hmm..aiyo long way la..shall continue complaining abt my parents..

I’m left with last 9 min at work, wasting time..nothing to do..i’ll find myself smth to do tmr ba..

Ok my colleague just wasted 2 min of mine to finish this blog entry on Microsoft words waiting to be transferred..anw just wanted to update tt I’ve been reading up on psychology information..the basic things and some in-depth articles written by some American psychologist..quite interesting but now I haven’t got the time to blog abt it..so shall tell yall more tmr if I’ve got nothing to do..should let leo read one article abt handling anger and temper and the reasons behind them..damn interesting!!xD..

Love you baby..mwackx..xD

sheldon's books are super good!

just wanna update my latest love..xD

i'm v caught up with sidney sheldon's books..xD

its the no. 1 new york times bestseller..

but its a pity tt the author passed away last yr..

there's this colleague from my co. who noticed

tt i've bn readin sheldon's book and he mentioned tt he's a fellow fan too!

xD.. and and and..

i'm so looking forward to our first officially anniversary

tt falls on my brother and aunty's birthday..

oh my god..quite excited abt it..xD

sure sure sure will enjoy it alot.xD..

tired le..short entry..

gonna finish reading 'masters of the game' b4 i kun..

shugars dreams everyone..xD..

i love you baby..

mwackx..xD

feel empty suddenly..

i'm always very easily affected by impt ppl n things around me..

i feel empty now..

tired..but don't wanna fall aslp now..

abit emo..

this is bad..i hate this..

ytd was xw's bday..

miss hanging out with gfs..

tho i don't speak alot when i'm with them,

i just enjoy the presence with girlfriends around..

i must say, i'm quite a serious person..

take things seriously..but not too over ofkox..

some ppl just gotta think b4 they speak la..

speak super bluntly, thinking tt she's v smart and always right..

i don't show my displease at all obviously..

but such ppl should shuddup at times..

speaking too much hurtful stuff, thinking tt it's funny,

i hope ur mouth rots soon..

paiseh friends..mayb pms..

i don't wanna revive an extinct vulgarity in any of my entries..

haix..just needa vent smth out today..

today's work is super duper hectic..

nvr had the time to slack at all except for the super short lunch time..

tmr will have more..according to jourdan..

not in much mood to blog today..

tho i've lots to say..haix..

but ziwei!! you must control ur emotions!!

omg..its difficult to feel emo yet no1 around to listen to me now..

watever..should go slp now..

tmr is a brand new day..tmr is a happy day..

cuz leonard is booking out tmr nite..

will be meeting him at jp again..

this wk is budget wk man!

~ i love you and miss you so so much.. ~