got my ibanking kit..

wow..feel quite overwhelmed..

suddenly got so many new fresh things..

well this temporary excitement will die soon la..

lol..got my ibanking kit..

now its more convenient for me to go online

to do fund transfer and check my a/c balance..

quite cool..xD..

but in fact, all these just aids in serving

the convenience for my account to deplete..zzz..

leo and i were thinking in unison just now,

of how great it'd be to withdraw cash frm our a/c at home too..

lol..how nice to be able to print and print and print cash..

tt's a nice dream..lol..

well today was quite a waste of time..

i mean a total waste of time..din't do what i intended..

initially was deliberating about pooling and swimming..

den today was THE lucky first day i can't swim for the wk..

lol..yea get it yoo??

den both leo and i just napped for the rest of the aftnn away..

zzz..oh yea i went for the 1st 3hour tuition today with chianyee..

i wish her ALL the best for Sci paper tmr!!

JIAYOU GER..XD

and i gotta know tt she got full marks

for her maths paper section 1 and 2!xD..

she's in fact so much more intelligent than me..

feel accomplished even tho i'm just someone

who helped her abit here and there..

well, all the best to the prospective raffles ger..xD

i feel disappointed in some friends..

some friends who've hurt me ever since jc..

i've always been trying my best to salvage/bond

some friendships aft i realise my negligence of my friends

due to the strongly burning r/s..

yet i always end up feeling disappointed..

again and again and again and yet again..

met some of them somewhere outside recently while dating..

one of them saw me..but din't really say hi..

tt's not the point anw..

i din't call out to any of them, subconsciously,

because the moment i saw them tgt made me really upset..

i went emo for the nxt 30min until

finally leo managed to cheer me up and console me..

well i dunno what to say..

maybe i should give up on trying..

yea i mean i gotta understand tt

all my friends kinda stopped jioing me out

cuz they know all my wknds are for leo..

but what about wkdays when they're free?i dunno..

well they've better friends..i suck at keeping friendships..

i'm at the upperhand at relationships tho..

this is strong r/s at the expense of strong friendship..

i wonder how some gers keep their r/s strong

while having many many BFFs out there..

maybe it's cuz my character's too 'man'

to get close girlfriends..

but ppl, you guys really make me feel very very lonely..

with leo, i'm nvr lonely physically and spiritually,

but without girlfriends, i'm the loneliest person in my world..

whatever it is, i'm just venting my heartfelt emotions

tt've been bottled up in me since sec sch..

my desires for true friends..

its really damn difficult to live feeling "empty"..

i doubt anyone who's reading this is able to understand

truly how i feel..i'm a super extrovert..

i can't live without making noise,

without getting high and crazy occasionally,

i can't live without my husbandtobe, without my family,

i live a lonely life without friends..

thinking deeper into it..

do my so-called friends despise me cuz of my poverty?

probably, i can't afford some activities they're involved in..

i'm gonna be very rich in the future..

i promise..my family and myself..

i'll work hard tmr..i'll be strong still..

despite the well-hidden loneliness..

i thank God for blessing me with a true angel

who'll nvr abandon me forever..

he fills me with anything but emptiness and loneliness..

THANK YOU BABY..

SO VERY MUCH..

I LOVE YOU!! MWACKS...

ps:caught ANGELS AND DEMONS ytd..

show is extremely cool and there're on-going climaxes..

nvr read the book b4..but really enjoyed the show!

CATCH THE MOVIE PPL!!XD...

tired..

i hate to end my day lidat today..

sucks..

thank you for making me 'unhappier'..

x'(

I just moved from Singapore to North pole..

first experience working at the main building of my co. today..

one word, TERRIBLE..

sorry for being so biased,

*tho i'm always extremely biased*

but i just loathe the fact tt i'm transferred away from Logistics..

Singapore as in Loggies, North pole as in Project..hehx..

hmm..how should i put it..

my other temp colleagues are recruited under the "axapta" proj,

just like me..

but i'm the unlucky one to be chosen

to leave the warm dept..

paiseh la..

i hope none of my colleagues reads this..

cuz it's gonna be rather mushy..LOL..

when i first stepped into the office,

the atmosphere was cold..

as in no conversation exchanged,

no smiles and laughters..

*anw my 1st time stepping into the office,

was for the interview with manager

b4 i was officially employed..*

the first month was alright..

i was always at top performance,

completing my tasks much earlier den expected,

trying to impress everyone..

but relationships were still barriered..

it's the 4th month alrd..

things are totally different now..

we joke, we laugh genuinely, we care from the depth of our hearts..

ok la..maybe not close to tt 'strong-unity' extent..

a lil exaggerated le..well watever..

i see ppl leave and come..sad..indeed..

today i returned to my ex-dept,

they are so welcoming...as ever...

kenneth was saying,

"你回娘家了!"

lol..true it feels more like home..

in abt 2 more months,

i'm gonna leave MacGregor alrd..

but i'll nvr forget... ... ...

Suhua~she's one weird ger la ok..

lol..sometimes gets really high over

things which i'll NEVER get high about..

but she's the only one in the co. who

understands me the best..

i believe she's seen all my evil sides..

bitching about ppl, blah blah..lol!

oh yea, not forgetting to mention,

she's VERY VERY ezly amused & shocked..

one cute thing about her is

she JUMPS literally at almost everything

that appears in her vision, be it suddenly or not..

HAHAHA..XP..

She'll nvr be interested in reading my blog ba..

so not to worry about her getting upset..xP

Jasmine~she's the laoda of my ex-dept,

the manager of logistics..i see her wearing

different sets of office wear eeevverrryyydaaayyy...

well i bet she's gotta money to shop anytime she wants..

and i must say her taste is unique..in a good way..xD

oh ya!and her laughter is seriously terribly loud

and ceaseless!!like HAHAhahaHAHAHAHAhahahaha!!

go imagine it urself!!lol......xD

Steve~he's one of the malaysian guys..

damn proud and xingfu of his little 4-yr-old daughter..

altho nvr seen her b4,

his descriptions of her behaviours alrd made her UBER CUTE..

lol..he's one of the first colleagues who voluntarily

breaks the ice btwn us..xD..friendly..

but a lil kaypo cuz always see him running over to George's table

to peek at the contents on the com..

*tho i dunno wat's so interesting..tsktsk..guys.....*

George~talking abt this guy..

he's seated nearest to me..nvr fails to bring

home-cooked food to the office..

always filling up the whole office with his

super drooling noodles and grilled chicken

and the list nvr will have a full-stop..

oh yea, he once tried to matchmake me..

lol anw i forgot to mention he's from china..

had many inspiring convos with him..

Jourdan~he's an Indonesian..

as mentioned in my prev entries,

he's the incharge of PI(Plimsoll Indonesia),

and i'm his direct helper..

keyed in so so many items traded btwn PI & MP

tt i can rmb almost all la..

*ok mayb a bit of exaggeration there.xP*

he's damn hardworking can..

i think he's got one of the highest OT rate at logistics..

but i think he should slp more,

to rid the Indonesian pandas of his eyes..lol!

ytd he asked me,

"are you gonna leave us alrd?*blinks his panda eyes adorably*"..

xp..haha abit gross to use adorable to describe him..lol!

Kenneth Chua~he's one of the youngest

purchaser of Logistics..just joined us for about 3+ months..

grad from NUS..he's like a friendly brother,

more often den not, concerned about us teens..

i will not use the word kaypo incase he reads this.xP

i feel tt he and his wife are damn sweet can..xD..

i'd been helping him with issuing purchase orders..

and yea quite apologetic about making mistakes

here and there so often..today in my new office,

i screamed his name to break the penetrating silence,

so tt he knows my new work location and

may bring some others to visit me

when they're bored..haha..

Weiya~she's the first person whom i spoke to..

cuz all of us board and alight the same company bus..

heard tt her daughter damn zai can..

from RJ de..full time tutor now, same age as me,

but earning thrice the amount of my salary..zzz...

weiya is from china too..and she's quite

generous about distributing food to the

rest of the colleagues..

i secretly always long for her to come over my table,

with yummy 'awaking' food..

*i need food to stay AWAKE!!*

Lynda~she's one small tiny mother..

damn cute and puny can..but..

she's a very xingfu wife..xD..

she's got her hubby to fetch her to and fro work

everyday la..how i hope i got leo to send me to work

every morn first, b4 he reports at safti..zzz..

there was once, she wore a pair of mismatched heels to work..

xb cute can..she was trying to hide from anyone,

hoping to not get noticed..ended up everyone knew..

cuz logistics is close-knitted..xD

Yen~she's another motherly character in our dept..

she's always v curious about my clothes and appearance..

for example my nails and makeup..lol..

think she hopes her daughter start dressing up??

haha..a humourous lady of the office..

sometimes get a lil chatty..

well overall a nice friend la..

Josephine~e youngest perm staff of Loggies..

married happily with a not bad looking hubby

and an UBER CUTE daughter..

Jo's table is like filled with those

cute cute toys and containers..

and a few bouquet of flowers and carebears

frm her husband on vday and all..

walao her hubby is xb sweet can..

she's such a xingfu ger..xD..

once i met the family at PS,

and her daughter was frantically staring at leo can..

couldn't take the glue outta her eyes..

my leonard is too cute too..xP

Kenneth Tan~another malaysian..

but in the shipping dept which is in the same office as logistics..

he mumbles alot..can't understand wat he says sometimes..

lol..but overall a very nice person too..xD..

Pengyoke~she just joined our co..for 2wks?

spiked hair..oversized shirt, men's boots..

3piercings on left ear..wat more do i needa say..

a small-sized but friendly butch..

dunno her well..but won't get much chance

to interact with her anw..hehx...

Lee~nvr spoken a proper sentence to him b4..

always damn dao..spoke to him cuz we were

picking some documents from the photocopy mach..

and our docs got mixed up..zzz..

based on my knowledge of him..he's v hilarious

among his friends and e logistics peeps..

brought alot of laughters for the Loggies..lol..

he's fav in the co. is definitely suhua..

cuz she's returned to the co for OT on even wknds!!

just to help him with his on-hand tasks..

Timmy~left us in Mar,

but will nvr forget the bald shining head,

as well as the feminine tendency..xP

he's suhua's 'shi shang nan ren'..

i was like "oooooookkkkk, if you insist."

i mean seriously, he's gay..zzz..

Lily~left us in Mar too..

a big-sized aunty..loud and cute..

xb friendly too..and

i also always look forward to

her bringing food to my table!haha...

ok tt's like EVERY Loggies in my co..

nice nice ppl..penned down about everyone..

just for reminiscing when i leave the co eventually..

hehx..will miss them frm the depth of my heart..

tired..gonna kun now..

WAT A LONG POST!!!!

hehxx..

gng ntu psych teaparty tmr with baby..

~~nitex..~

FACIAL!XD

hey hey..

was trying to upload kilo's photos..

but these stupid com and cable are just problematic..zzz..

eh was doing facial just now!!

haha..haven't had the time money and mood

to take care of my skin & complexion these few years..

the last time i did was like in secondary sch..

haha..used all the weird weird vegex and tomatoes..

as recommended by mummy..saying it's cheap and helpful..

anw the mask i bought just today

has quite immediate effects..

it's supposed to be hydrating, firming and revitalising..

and my face now feels so firm and cool yea..

haha..as in cuz these few days in the office,

my face has been peeling quite badly..

all the dried dead skin..zzz..damn unpresentable..

hopefully my face is really revitalised tmr..

smuhahaha..xD..

just now aft work,

met baby for dinner at jp..again..

seriously both baby and i agree on the fact,

i mean a fact yea, that subway's biz and services

are deteriorating..

today i was happily expecting to have marianna meatball bread

for dinner and macademia nut+white choc cookies..

but turned out to be eating cheesesteak bread(which

is not too bad) and raisins cookie(which was terrible!)..

cuz marianna meatball is all sold out..as well as my fav white choc/

choc chip cookies..heh..leo and i were quite disappointed..

well wat to do..the 5.90 meal promotion is too attractive la..

tt's a disadvantage to some diners who went for dinner

just slightly later when there's a promotion..OOS SUCKS..

Aft dinner, we went to activate my debit card,

as well as activate my ibanking kit..

haha..was so happy..

yea happy is a simple word..

but i'm a really happy girl la..xD

for the first time,

i bought stuff with just a signature..

lol..paiseh i know i very suaku..

haha but was very excited ma..

i mean i din't even sign properly la..

but luckily there was no error..xD

bought the masks, a hand moisturising cream,

and milky white eye shadow..

branded makeup co. de i think..

lol dun remember the brand tho..haha..

ok..anw shall update abt work today..

i was told i'm gonna shift all my com and belongings to another building today..

den i only shifted all at 5.45 when we're gng to knock off alrd..

damn retarded la..

den when my other colleagues learnt abt my prospective departure

from the logistics dept, some of them showed true concern..

jourdan bloody passed my a whole STACK of work to do la can..

WALAO..xb pissed leh..but ofkox i din't show it la..

but seriously, he passed all the 2010 jobs for me to clear..

damn many tedious trash to type can..

zzz..ofkox i know tt's my job..to help data entry..

but jasmine, my logistics manager,

said i can pass back every incompleted stuff to them today..

cuz i'm supposed to shift to CM to help with urgent proj..

heh..but watever la..

since my efficiency did the job today..

completed everything for jourdan, kenneth chua and kenneth tan..

damn nice alrd can..hid my bitchiness so damn well..

the CM aka project office is so extremely cold and quiet..

only two other young staff were there when i moved in..

one girl called IRIS(the SBS bus msg service, *LOL!*)

the other guy is called WEIJIAN!

I mean weijian is such a CLICHEEEE name la right..

HAHAHA..

in case anyone dunno the joke,

i shall publicise our rv weijian's 'cuteness' here..

CLICHEEEEE literally is how he pronounced it in 4H..

as according to leo..we're both still laughing at it..

i mean it's the CLASSIC..hahaha..super funny..xD

okie..enuf of blogging today le..

i shall slp soon!!

~baby baby..you are so CUTE!!!

WO AI NI!!!~~

thanks so very extremely much for doing anything and compromising me..

i truly love you very very much..MWACKX!!!!!!!!!!!

STARTREK is too GOOD!!!

~~12.49pm

Just had my lunch in the office..

still damn disgusted by the food sold at the canteen here..

ewww...din't buy lunch frm coffeeshop downstairs today

cuz i 'laichuang' too long this morning..zzz..

seriously the food here is inedible la..

there was once my colleague bought an 'overdue' bread la..

damn irresponsible and terrible cook and stall-holder..zzz..

anw it's one of the top reasons why i was so eager to leave this co..

hehx..i'll slp earlier tonight and avoid lazing in bed too long tmr!!

PROMISE!!!

Anw ytd nite i was like freaking overjoyed!

i mean it's a small matter..

but i did jump with joy, literally,

when i saw this letter on my 'ex'-study table..

i just received my debit card finally,

aft waiting for about one month..

it's was seriously quite a long wait..

i was anticipating it on the 2nd wk aft application alrd..

ok la..it's like not a big thing..

but somehow just excited i can get anything with jux a signature!xD

will be MUCH more happier if the letter was from NUS FASS la..zzz..

heh..still waiting with a long long neck!!

serene moo finally got it today..will be weekiat and my turn soon!!

Din't go to work ytd..cuz took leave for Leonard Ma..

wanted to exercise ytd but woke up too late..

slpt too late the prev nite, took too long to settle debts/distribute my pay

to many many ppl//got my pathetic pay on the 11th..

and disseminate almost everything on clearing parts of my debts

and 'token of appreciation' to mummy and granny..

yea i know i should be truly grateful to them la..

but i just don't enjoy seeing my pay half just overnight..

think some of you guys may understand yea..

oh btw, i just bought myself a bonitochico-manufactured cotton bandage skirt..

hope the measurement matches my pipi nicely..xP

it's relatively cheap actually..

means i'm NOT squandering my pay away okie!?

Anw, back to the topic..ytd was a fun day with baby..

not very fruitful tho cuz din't exercise..

will be gng sentosa with baby and his bmt friends nxt wknd..

so, MUST exercise and rid myself of some fats yea..

actually don't really wana go..cuz i don't click with any of them..

his friends see me as 'leonard's girlfriend'

instead of 'my friend'..so unlike the laoda and weijian gangs..

those are like true brothers yea..haha..

so i doubt i'll enjoy the trip..

somemore no girls..hehx..see how la..

anw..aft lunch at leo's place, we finally cleaned

our baby kilo's little nest..xD..

lately, we've bought him some flavoured chewing pellets

and strawberry-flavoured bathing sand..

our baby is getting quite fat..xP..so CUTE!!!

Ytd when we allowed him to have his sand bath in his cage,

he was like furiously biting the metal bar of his cage..

i was quite stunned..den...

leo suddenly saw kilo release the metal bar

ans spit out a TOOTH!!his only baby tooth leh..x((

I mean..i just bought him his chewing pellet right,

den he dropped his tooth w/o even chewing the pellet..

heh..aiya anw, hope his tooth grows back soon..xD..

KILO BABY I LOVE YOU!! angegege..xD

Den we went for STARTREK movie at Vivo aft napping awhile..

i tell you, the show is SUPER DUPER GOOD!!!

DAMN EXCITING AND COOL can!?!?!

ok my descriptive vocab abit extremely limited..

so go watch it yourself..xD..

the images and special effects are MINDBLOWING & OVERWHELMING..

i'm sure you'll like it..trust me..for once at least..bleah..

haha seriously, i enjoyed it alot..

so will recommend EVERYONE to watch yo!xD

Aft movie, we went for dinner at Carls Jr..

and it was my treat..expensive sia..

but the $$ was worth it eh!!

haha leo and i were saying it's gonna be our last GOOD meal..

BUT...i doubt we'll keep our words..

this is one good reason why i'm starting to get horizontally-challenged..zzz..

~~11.38pm

anw the above was wat i penned down in the office..

now i'm sitting right in frt of my lousy com at home..

today suddenly dunno why i feel damn refreshed for work..

even tho din't really get enuf slp last night..hope this continues tmr..xD

anw b4 i left co. today, Jasmine, my manager told me,

that i'm transferring from Logistics dept to CM dept tmr..

zzz..CM as in Contract Management..

means i gotta move ALLLLL my belongings from one building to another..

wat a hassle la..somemore i was thinking of quitting..

Jasmine told me i'll be involved in a 3-4wk urgent project at CM..

i assume it's my efficiency that led to the transfer..

i INSIST!! bleah..haha..

this wk's tuition sessions are hectic man..

4 tuition in just 1 wk..due to ongoing p6 midyears..

had tuition on monday and today..

2 more tuitions on friday and sunday..zzz..

but yea i'm gonna put in alot of effort

to let chianyee be the top student of her class..

mwahahaha..xP

another update..

i've printed a few copies of flyer samples

for my part time tuition job..

have been posting ads for a wk and the response was not too good..

so will fork out some capital..to print flyers..

den pay my siblings for their help in distributing my flyers

to parents waiting to fetch their kids from school..

anw friends!!

if you guys have any relatives/friends,

who are interested in seeking tutors,

do ask them to contact me at my mobile,

or email me..ziwei_purple@hotmail.com..xD..

e tuition agency i'm working for now,

provides tutors ranging from JC lecturers, current sch teachers,

as well as full-time tutor..

for those interested to register as tutor at my tuition agency..

you can send me your details/resume too..

THANKS!!XD

anw goodnite ppl..

im not slping early again..zzz..

~shugars i love you..xD..

mwackx~~

Patience, ziwei..xD

i'm still waiting for NUS course offer for FASS..

coming home everyday, askin whether i've received any NUS letter,

checking the site everyday, hoping to see a change in my application status..

but i shall be a lil more patient, since there's still a wk or two left..

hehx..perservere!

anw, another update today..

i received two calls, requesting for tutor this afternoon..

1 asgmt requires tutor for Sec1 history @hillview,

the other wants tutor for Sec 3 higher chinese @cck..

have sorta agreed to take up both..

now pending for parents' consent..

i half-heartedly hope that one of them rejects me..

shall wait for the tuition agencies to follow up..

went for tuition aft work just now..

chianyee's math suddenly has so much careless mistakes!

i wonder why..think she's been quite distracted lately..

i must help to pull her back on track!!

gotta help her get full marks for school tests & especially midyears again..

took leave from work tmr!!

yay..this explains why i'm still up at this v minute..

saw an uber chio blogskin while slacking at work just now..

maybe wanna start another blog or smth when i've the time..

i mean ok la mayb i'm bo liao..

but it's really super classy and glam..xD

*yea unlike me, everyone would say*

ok..gonna kun now..

hopefully can wake up by 9am tmr..xP..

shugar dreamx lovelies!xD

~thanks baby for honouring your words..

i love you with my all my <3,>

Pics of mothers day up!!

Finally mothers day pics are up..

had problems uploading ytd..

leo's mum really enjoyed herself..xD..

his mum quite pretty yea??

i mean wat happen to her son..

why look so different from her..

he's tooooo cute and adorable..xD..

stupid little boy refused to take photo wif the babe!
yea and lots and lotsa of pics wif e hot babe!xP

YUMMY SINFUL CHOC FONDUE!!

zzz..photobucket got prob..will update again..
nitex ppl..