LAZY LAZY..QUACKX..

ehhh...dunno what to blog about..

okok just gonna update about my life..

recovering from infection..feel good again..x))

feel good too cuz i'm gonna stop work THIS FRIDAY!!!

woooooohoooooo...xDDD.....

i kinda organised a farewell dinner for myself...

haha thickskinned hor..xP..but they don't mind too..x))

well..watched Blood and Land of the Lost recently..

frankly din't enjoy any of them..

Blood is freaking gory can..zzzzz...

The jap halfblood ger called saya kills mercilessly..

the bloody scenes where ppl/vamp really get cut up into half

are xb freaking grossssss....grrr....

oh yea another minus point is that most of the scenes

were obviously animated..diao..waste of money can..

like watching lousy quality anime lidat..lol..

Land of the Lost is seriously full of crap..

ok la it successfully serves the purpose to entertain brainlessly...

hehx..storyline sucks if there's even one..lol..

oh yea some scenes are damn disgusting too..

walao..i "eeeee" like abt 5 times thruout the show la..

(nvr "eee" so much for other movies b4 lor..)

i'm in a financial crisis leh..

i'm like earning so much money now..

from tuition with my 5tutees and work..

ironic from my first sentence right..

crisis is i always have the urge to spend..

just last week..i bought:

1 wallet(for mummy), a few sets of pretty undies,

a pair of heels, a sexy low vcut top, a miniskirt & sexy stockings..

walao feel damn bad la..but all these cost about 100 alrd..

hehx..it's like puny percent of my pay..

but it kinda suck spending..ehh..cuz all not really well spent..

aiyo..no choice le..bleah!

MUST SAVE UP ALRD!!STOP SPENDING ZIWEI!!

this wknd kinda quite mundane but enjoyable..

went poly to see doc cuz of infection..

walao gotta wait damn long can..zzz..but cheaper la..

hmm..den went shopping and lunch with mummy..

bought her a pretty wallet she loves like mad..lol..x))

crunch in my wallet la..but nande get anything for her..

met leo and gang for bball game in the evening until it rained..

tt night went haato for dessert aft dinner at leo's place..

tabooed with weicheng..wapiang..

he's the FUNNIEST LAODA in the universe le...

hahah..seriously couldn't stop laughing..

one classic joke:

~"what animal lives in the north pole?"

we were saying polarbear..

den laoda suddenly blur and stunned by himself,

saying "eh eh wrong...no link..hahaha!" and laughed at himself..

upon seeing that ofkox we burst into ceaseless laughter!!

guess what, the word is "polo tee"..

leo was DAMN amused by laoda and kept laughing at laoda's

POLO BEAR!!lol.........

thing is leo's damn cute when he laughs non-stop..

like a little boyboy..x))..angegege...

sunday was ytd..aft tuition with shengrui,

i went home for lunch and played with my baby cousin..

she's grown so much cuter and prettier..x))

i wan my daughter to be as cute or cuter!!xDD....

aft lunch, dolled up heartily to date with leo at orchard..

went cine to catch the lame show, Land of the Lost..

wanted to go nude restaurant for dinner..

but decided to save it for 14th month anniversary,

so we can save money for ytd...but........

we went upstairs to food republic and spent 35bucks on jap food..

i'm so freaking in love with jap food, raw salmon,

sushi and even the miso soup leh..xO..

hehs..leo's getting tutee alrd la..since he sadly downpes-ed..

oh really look forward to nxt week..x))

it's the first week of freedom!!!hahah..

wed should be gng to kboxing with shian and germaine..

miss singing..x))..

maybe gng visit leo's mummy for lunch in the east..

wanna go tampines1 shop!!i mean WINDOW SHOP..

hahah..x))

and nxt sat gng to mahjong with laoda and bros!!

miss them yo!!hahhah..POLO BEAR..XPP

okk..gonna kun liao..

~~BABY, i love you so much..

you're so damn important..BLEAH!

mwackx..xDDDD~~~~

confirmed probably..

hehx..have been earning quite some extra money from tuition..

thing is i enjoy, truly, teaching my kids..x))

forgot why din't i choose full time tutoring alrd..lol..

hmm..think life in uni will be xibei bz..

haix..not getting my priorities right leh..

but i really wanna follow my heart..

yea and i know i do that EVERYTIME..

tt's why always screw things up..

BUT i still don't learn my lessons..

aiyo watever la...

i'm like spilling my probs here..

noe it but reluctant to do anything to it..

okok..enuf of emoing..

wanted to talk about my students..

chianyee:

she's damn smart tho only p6..

top student for math in school..

thinks faster than me somemore..oops..lol..

sometimes really get quite stressed from teaching her..

embarrassing when i make mistakes here and there..

lol..but she likes me..x))..

sue:

she's really crazy and zi-high..

like the real extreme of me..

xb extrovertic and disciplined(intermsof working out)..

very very poor in grammar,

but possess good thinking skills(still improving greatly)..

haha..like chatting with her..x))

shengrui:

he's very poor in his studies..every subject..

but he isn't fortunate enuf to have a family

that gives his academic studies much attention..

therefore, since young, his foundations are neglected..

however, despite many shortcomings,

he's super duper responsible..and enjoys tuition very much!

and his keen attitude to learn and improve impresses me the most..

i wanna teach him to be SMART within the shortest period of time!!!

oh ya, to this friend of mine,

i know she's been troubled lately with dilemmas,

well i wanna say, follow your heart..

put aside all the rationality, blah blah..

i often follow my heart and live with no regrets..x))

anyway, pardon me for my english hor..

i DO spot mistakes in my english here and there..

but lazy to edit alrd..since i don't touch my past entries alrd..

OH YEA I CAN'T WAIT FOR NXT FRIDAY!!!

LAST DAY OF WORK!!!!

WOOOOOOHOHOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!XDDDDD

and to update about my decision to attend music classes,

maybe some ppl out there laughing at me..

hahaha..i'm laughing at you too..

hmm..yea la "ziwei likes to WASTE her money lidat";

"dreams are good.."; "she can't sing for nuts".......

watevereverever......

i'm not aiming to become famous or anything

when i take up courses to learn professional singing..

it's sheer interest and passion..

tell yall smth, i start singing the moment i step into my house..

yea la, family members are so used to my random singings here and there alrd..

i want to learn the right way to sing..tho my voice may not sound good..

i'll enjoy the lessons, definitely......

decided: Hark Music, group vocal courses..

will aim to commit full 18months

and get my cert for professionalism..for interest..

ok last thing:*extremely gentle reminder*

stop the gossips once and for all..

they're not true..

you dun believe tt's YOUR problem..

but RESPECT ppl..

dun smear my reputation..

gonna see doc tmr..

kena infection..zzz..

~nitex~~

MUSIC COURSES!

harlow...

anyone interested in gng for singing classes?

i so wanna fulfill my dream since 4yrs ago..

just to purely learn singing outta fun..

anyone anyone?

pondering btwn: echo, unplugged, music garage and intune school...

which is good yO?!

Long time no blog..CHALET

okok..i had been bz ponning work these few days..

have so many many things to update but no time to write about it!

haha..enjoyed myself to the extreme man!!

it's mainly cuz i dun have to work and i totally enjoy teaching my kids!

hahah..first thing first..

went for chalet on friday night with leo and his mummy..

first nite din't do much except play a few mahjong games..

went there in the late evening..reached about 8-9pm..

played nite volleyball with leo's cousins..

quite retarded i would say..cuz carnot see nuts in the dark can..

diao..but i must say, 

the bed and aircon is SHIOK uh!!!

hahaha..cuz it's comfy..xDD

leo has his guai pi of slping just in his jackets and shorts..

lol..but he was ultimate cute thruout the chalet..

it was him tt made the chalet enjoyable..xDD

second day morn, we woke up the latest..lol!!

both of us laichuanged until the whole first level was filled with

all the talkings and tv convos...everyone was up..

his cuz were so on about swimming man..woke up about 7+ or 8..

everyone was complaining about the cold cold aircon which i enjoyed the most..xDD..

had lunch and went for a swim with leo..

ok nothing much here..shall omit those mushy parts..

den went arcade with qiaoyue and teckhuat, leo's cuz..

walao, i tell you.........

the clubhouse arcade and minimart is extremely STUPID..

you know what, in tt tiny arcade, more than 1/2 of the games unavailable

cuz almost everything is under maintenance..

worse still, within 2minutes upon stepping in,

all the four of us were perspiring profusely alrd cuz 

the damn aircon was not operating as well...zzzzzz.....

as we din't want us to make a wasted trip, we give face by

playing photohunt tgt at tt pathetic corner..

tell you, i've nvr dread being in an arcade so much b4..

so my choice of jioing the other 3 to the arcade was 

the wrongest thing EVER!!!!!!!!!

oh yea, NEED to bitch-blog about the minimart too..

aunty(leo's mum) was complaining abt it too..

the indian minimart tenders have the SUCKIEST attitude..

kept ignoring customers who've queries

while holding their noses pointing up..zzzzzzzzz.......

AND AND AND.....

their icecream fridge had only abt 10 or less icecreams left,

almost half of which deformed..(prob melted b4 and left to freeze again..)

walao..you know how disgusting tt was....hehx...x((

ok nvm..

shall update abt smth tt i loved the most about the CHALET!!!

BBQ!!!!!!!!

It's the best bbq i've EVER EVER EVER gone to..

i'm serious..out of all, 

i love the chicken wings, salmon and marshmallow the most!xD

ok..there were stingray, crayfish, cheese mussels, chicken wings, otah, satay, 

noodles, fried rice, sweet potatoes, corns and salmon..

oh man..it's indescribable man..

mwahahahah..xDDDDD....

everyone had their turns to bbq different types of food..

so everyone helped..unlike usual class bbq, only a few ppl cooking..

the rest would be playing card or drinking or throwing ppl into the pool..

diao..fun la, in their own ways..BUT this bbq is the best..

cuz of the food..xDD..mwahahaha..

went leo's place for stayover aft the bbq..

damn tired..fell aslp on leo's bed..haha..

it's clicheeeeee here, but: i had a tiring but enjoyable day!!

oh yea i also wanna say a great thankyou to leo's Uncle Tung..

he's super nice..keeps cycling around to get us breakfast and lunch

during the entire chalet..also quite enthusiastic about 

entertaining leo's gonggong and popo..xDD..

yepp..another person to thank is leo's mummy..

she paid quite big bucks and ALOT of effort in 

planning and booking the chalet..

(tho the facilities totally SUCK...)

ok..tt's about it..

not much mood to blog 

tho i've ALOT ALOT of things to blog bout in my mind..

lol...should i switch to pte livejournal, friends??

lalalala~lalalala~emo world>>xO

was in the office doing a new task..

YC is now determined to find things for me to do..

it's paradoxically a good thing..x)..i need time to fly so much..

anw, today is my last day of the wk..(tho it's only thu..xD)

took leave for tmr for my tuitions and chalet later on..x))

got quite a number of things to update about:

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hmm..anw wanna complain about smth leh..xO

ytd at work, i was mistaken by the cleaning aunty for a malay..

not the first time to be mistaken as malay lor..zzz..

hehx..i totally have a chinese face can..ok la..actually nth to be ashamed about..

just ranting..but seriously, 

i've undarkened alot these few months k..

i haven't gotten much time to play bball under the sun/tan at sentosa..

yupp, anyway, tt aunty came outta cubicle aft cleaning it,

she gave a sudden embarrassed laugh when she saw me, then asked:

"you are a chinese right?" in chinese..

hahaha..i was like:

"errr..ofkox..don't i have a chinese face?!lol.."

den had a short nice chat with her..

talked about uni, about her kids, about difference in working tgt with guys and gers..

oh yea, she told me, up till now, her children still get money from her,

even tho they're all way older than me..hehx..

i don't get a single cent from mummy alrd la..

in additin, still havta give them a sum every month yo..

ok la, guess i'm not the only person..

hmm..how debatably fortunate of those kids who 

still have parents to support them financially..

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ohh..anw i've confirmed my last day of work..

it's the 19th of june..

informed my HR i/c, YC, CM manager(Pearl Martin), and all loggies..

as such, suhua, the other temp ger, 

would be transferred to my office nxt wk..

mwahahhahaha..she dreaded it like mad man..

just like me when i first knew about my propective transfer..

hmm..good thing she'd be my other female companion..again..x))

ehh..i've invited all loggies to my farewell dinner on 19th nite..

would be kboxing aft dinner yo..xDD..

it's gonna be my first and last dinner with them..lol..

hmm..ofkox i'll miss those times when i get to earn ez money

by just sitting around blogging and nuaing in the office..lol..

will also miss the gossip and bitching sessions

with female colleagues during lunch time..

hehx..only 2 weeks left..xD)(OP....mixed feelings..

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now i wanna talk abitbit about my lovelife..<3<3<3

whenever i catch myself smiling outta nowhere like a retard,

the reason is always for sure LEONARD MA!xDD..

okk..baby has recently came up with alot of alien names for me,

and i've also invented a really long and cute secret name for him too..

it's all these sweet kawaii love codes just btwn both of us

tt made all our days romantic with each other..x))))

i dun care if i'm mushy here or not..

cuz they're just true tots and inevitable emotions

when leo comes to my mind in the midst of bz work and all..

*hmm..if you don't like my unhidable mushiness,

you shouldn't even be viewing my blog in the first place..**

anw, ytd, sue requested to postpone tuition 

due to her intensive dragonboat trainings..

tt meant tt i could spend my wkday nite with baby like FINALLY!!

haha..see uh, during working wkdays, 

i knock off and will reach jp only at 6.30..

aft which, i'll have tuitions every wkday nite and all end about 8+/9..

hence, we are unable to really meet up

unless one of them decides to postpone tuition/i pon work..

so, aft 2 days of not meeting him,

we're missed each other so dearly 

tt both of us could start beaming widely even tho we were 20m away 

among the peak-hour-crowd at boonlay interchange..

hahaha...yes, i'm t psychotic and deeply in love..=P..

hope i din't scare any commuters around..lol!!

ok actually i wanted to blog about dinner

with him @Feast@jp..

hmm..aft a really long tym not eating proper kopitiam food,

we finally set our feet on jp feast, with me,

realising how much i've missed local delights..

i had friend hokkien mee with 3 HUGE prawns and

leo had his usual restaurantish pepper lunch..

ordered my favourite chilled milk tea with extra milk too..xDD

aft the main course, we shared a plate of 7bucks-oysteromelette..

and walao i nearly exploded la..

and we actually got really really bloated from all the food..

indeed, we managed to maximise our money ytd..xDD

aft eating, we went windowshopping for digestion..

so damn much laughters kept pouring outta us ceaselessly..xD..

like seriously, the presence of just both of us, is the best enjoyment alrd..

anything else is bonus....xDD

~i love my fiance really like QUACKX..=Pp~~

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ok this is not xibei important..

but aft much time spent on reading BLOODLINE,

i must say it's really a good book..

except the ending was abrupt to me,

without much descriptions about the exact happenings..

okok..i've kinda reread the first few chapters again

to kill boredom on my way to Chianyee's place just now..

it's kinda ice absorbing the content now clearly again..x))..

Sheldon's books never miss the 3basic ingredients:

"Glamour, Intrigue, Sex"..

his descriptions for human are like WOWOWOW..lol..

his storyline seriously can keep you awake and want more for 4-5hours..

his depiction of adult contents is SEXCITING yo..haha..xP

really would encourage anybody to read his "Master of the Game"..

it's da sex man!!xO..woohoo..x))

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i'm like so anticipating leo's family chalet tmr nite..xD

it's been a long time since i've been at a chalet stayover..

will be spending 3days2nites at East Coast,

with his entire family and cousins..x))..

his mummy put both of us i/c of activities sia..

tho we as usual haven't tot of ANYTHING..lol..

but definitely, MAHJONG..beach vballing..tanning??CARDS!

mwahahah..i'm such a gamble-addict leh..

will update again yo..xDD

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ohh..i'm looking forward to kboxing with huishian!!

hahha..can't wait for doubledate-prawning with weijian and ger..

can anyone tell me, 

is the jurong prawning pond fruitful?!!

and how much per entrance and rental of stuff!?

i'd pretty much wanna know..thanks..x))

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oh man..i'm madly in love with writing..

spilling my tots to be specific..x))..

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anw i did a FB quiz..

"what animal is your soul?"

GUESS WHAT?!?!?

i'm a duck in my soul!!!hahahhaha..

QUACKX!!!xDD..

I promise i din't like cheat or anything..

and no duck or duck-related things were mentioned in the quiz..

but true la..i'm just an ugly but HOT duckling..hehx..x)(

***

man.....look at the time..

gonna kun liao!!!!!

~NITEX SWEETIEX.......~~

?smokelike person?

You tend to hide you emotions. 

You are at a very low point in life.

You almost seem to not want to go on anymore. 

Fade a way into smoke not exist. 

You feel alone in life. 

You feel as if no body could ever understand you. 

But there is only one thing that clings you to life. 

You want to belong. 

But you dont want to change. 

You want to be around people you want to have a reason to go on. 

You are sometimes envious of other people's seemingly perfect lives. 

If you want to have a seemingly perfect life,

then you should start hanging around warm sunlike people, or friendly earthlike people, 

or tell your problems to an quiet listener moon person. 

And you always have a speck of hope inside of you. 

Even if you feel all hope is lost, hope is hard to fully kill. 

so nurture and try to see life in different eyes, and maybe it'll be a brighter world. 

Found this on fb..believe probably its true FOR NOW..

anw, 

today was another boring day at work..

but tuition was fun and enjoyable..

ahaha..i enjoy teaching sue..

she's really crazy..like me..

hahaha..we can clique like mad yo..

hmm..i MUST help her rid her carelessness and easily-distracted nature!!!

i've decided to quit on 26june..on our 14th anniversary..

i halfheartedly don't wan baby to go ocs..

i want him to spend more time with me..loves..mwackx..

~~baby, you're loved so deeply and madly..~~

SELF BITCH..

this entry is rather interesting, to me, at least..

the rest of the entry is just gonna be one-worded..

until my conclusion comes..

spontaneous

obstinate

fierce

impulsive

loud

reckless

insane

failure

schizoprenic

mushy

passionate

unpredictable

mystical

outgoing

daring

confusing

determined

pessimistic

emotional

ambitious

ironic

offensive

unrestricted

dead-devoted

extrovertic

romantic

sunny

friendly

bitchy

venomous

righteous

extraweird

stubborn

energetic

strongminded

sincere

destructive

friendly

warm

combative

sunloving

devillish

sporty

naughty

psychotic

aggressive

courageous

vulgar

boyish

strongminded

childish

talkative

irresponsible

unforgiving

HOT

thickskinned

tactless

all-rounded

forthright

mettlesome

fat

straightforward

shocking

frank

abrupt

black

bitchable

sunkissed

clumsy

gluttonous

compassionate

healthy

thoughtful

conscientious

vain

unfilial

77 descriptions frm ziwei's dictionary..

ok..it's so not ez man..

no one bothers to do such thing..

but whole day today diff things came bombarding into my mind..

do you have the guts to dissect urself up here in public?

if it's disturbing to you, don't read..

erm..actually i can very nice..

really..

don't believe ask leonard..

bleah..xP..

~~i love life..i love my friends..i love the irony in ppl..

i would love to tear my heart out from leo to study it..

i think it's getting too emo and bothering..xP~~

<3loves>

p/s: hope this is neither too offensive nor mushy..

ppl who know me must really agree with all of them..