back from first voices practice..xD

am super shagged now..
there's still tuition tmr..x(
but luckily my sunday is free frm tuition..
which means i get to study properly!i hope..xD

ehh..just returned from my first cca practice!
it was so fun..xD..as in the seniors taught us stage-presence,
which i haven't learnt in hark yet..
keeonn was so funny and illustrative!
i think singing with live band is the coolest thing on earth!
hahaha..xDD..wat a waste that i just missed 2 previous gatherings..
well..actually i'll be missing lesson for the 3 time nxt fri..
it's gonna be leo's birthday!xDD
the seniors there are generally nice and friendly..
like they obviously have to be so..
but some of my cca mates really freaking wayang and rahrah..
like die die must show ppol that they have overflowing confidence sia!
wts..total turn off..ha!laughable..xP
gotta know leo's buddy's gf too..she's humble and sweet and very talented..xD

talking about leo's bday,
his bday is quite a headache..
so many things i need to consider of..
but i really wanna give baby
a really really wonderful and unforgettable 19th bday..xD
mwacks mwackx..xDDD

tmr's officially my 2nd month of staying with hark..
will be gng for tuition with sue in the morning,
den gng dhoby directly to mug awhile,
den music class..xDD
but money flying away tho~haix...

will be spending my weekend with baby as usual
but since baby will be back in camp on sun,
i assume this free sunday i'm just gonna study
and mug and memorise and understand and prepare..
like OMGOMG..no choice la..maybe out with kiat and gang too..xD
miss hanging out with my long-lasting friends..
tho many of them disappointed me..
still i love some particular ones!xDD

MEDA!!!

just spoke to leo on the phone..
my poor boy just returned from shooting..
and he sounded so super shagged too..
~aww baby, i just wanna sayang you now..
mwackx~!!

okok..gonna kun alrd..
hungry and tired..

MWACKX LEONARD MA!!XDDDD

back from studying..xD

just returned home from studying at jscc macs..

not particularly productive tho..hehx..

i gotta find a way to improve on this..



i'm wasting my slping time here..

because i wanna clarify smth about myself and this blog..

was actually pondering whether to be bothered with

the small issue, blown up to be a seemingly serious 'mistake'..



i'm a damn fucking direct person, who hate hypocrisy..

this blog contains my words in MY perspective, which means

its obviously impossible for everyone to see things in my stance

and agree with all my words and actions..

definitely, there're clear biases in some of my entries

(whose heart is not slanted to the left?)

and readers, not only of my blog,

are not supposed to subscribe to the entire text written, right?

wise readers will selectively pick out reliable facts of any text..

hence, when i say "boring and hostile",

it's only from my sole perspective,

and members of the class will ofkox not feel the same at all, right?



passerby: a blog doesn't tell,

it implies the blogger's views and thoughts..

readers are the ones telling themselves what to think..



i disagree with :) that i've made a "criticism"

because our definitions of "criticism" clash..

if i criticise, that entry will be filled with many strong and crude words

which will be absolutely unappealing to the eye..

yet, sorry for seemingly

publicising ur class as being boring and hostile..

but boring and hostile are the exact and necessary words

to describe how the bbq went about to me..



and definitely, i wasn't at all criticising the organiser's effort,

in fact i was quite appreciative of her effort

as i mentioned "this unfriendly bbq is better than none",

i'm not criticising the organiser at all,

hence not showing disrespect to the effort..

when you read, dun just read literally, understand the point first..

so, get the facts right la, babe..



as for the person who irritated me,

i choose to keep that private..

i had a perfect day of music class and enriching mugging

b4 going for the bbq..there was no pre-bbq bad mood,

which was wrongly inferred by :)..

and why would you rmb who exactly was irritating me?

were you observing me all the while?



oh yea, :), dun deny the angst in you..

it's fucking obvious when you're so defensive

about the organiser's effort to gather the class,

when you can choose to wholesale

ignore my obvious biased description

of your wonderful and fun class bbq..



as for ppl who did try to interact with me,

those are the closer friends i have in :)'s class..

hostility is the general feeling i got from the bbq as a whole..



ofkox u've ur rights to voice out ur opinions..

but it'd be wiser of u to leave ur name,

if not, you'll continue to look preposterous to my friends..



apparently,

i'm very clear that i'll nvr be welcomed to leo's class events anymore..

which i'm perfectly fine with..

so, :), i hope leo's gd r/s with the class(or rather at least part of the class)

doesn't tarnish bcuz of me..



was actually thinking of settling this unneccessary dispute

outta my blog, but since you're so afraid to leave ur name,

this entry is deemed necessary to me..oops..

:)

that :),
paiseh if i offended you tho i've no intention
to stir up that angste in you..
i would very like to know who you are..
do reply..

pissed..

was damn angry with and hurt by someone today..
shan't mention wat and who..
realised how bitchy i really can be..
i know i suck and my anger can be really scary..
i'm so afraid of myself sometimes..

i just finished almost 2 chapters of psych today..
as in 2 chapters in the core concept psych txtbk..
damn tired now..by right, i shld be studying now too..
sianx..really no life alrd sia..zzz...

anyway these few days had been quite eventful..
(i noe i just contradicted myself,
but i'm refering to 2 different but closely-related things..)

watched "the proposal" with leo during his wed nightsout..
the movie was alrights la..
not as good as what i expected though..
yeap and ending suck!
anw we were late for the movie, cuz was having macs for dnr..
but i really enjoyed spending that wed night with leo..

thu was kinda disastrous due to the hectic timetable and tuition with my 3 kids..
haix..really hate having so many tuition sessions..x((
but this year is their major year, i have the responsibility..haix..

gymed with hugang, my "best friend" on friday..
he's so-called my "best friend" aft tt tue he supported me
with clarisse for the real artiste singing audition..xDD
love them!xD..they made me love mosburger too..xP..randomism..
aft which, chionged to shengrui's place for tuition..
wanted to go for voices practice aft dnr..
on my way there, was caught in a freaking bad jam..
by the time i reached clementi, the night had fallen..
so i just made my way to leo's place and skipped voices for the 2nd time..
anw kend was telling me, they were doing
the most basic diaphragmatic breathing which i alrd have learnt in hark class..

saturday is today, by right ytd..
luckily today dint have any tuition in the morning..
hence could wake up later than usual..
but still slightly late for hark music class..
actually i was thinking about withdrawing frm hark music class..
cuz frankly i'm really struggling to build up good self-discipline
to juggle exercising, studies, friends, boyfriend, cca and tuitions well..
it's really not ez..cuz tuitions refer to 6 sessions per week..
therefore, i was thinking, if i could stop my harkmusic class..
i can forego a few students and focus more on catching up and
eventually following lectures and tutorials properly..
i'm really far behind for all subjects..
probably, the most impt factor to solve this is:
SELF DISCIPLINE!!!

aft harklesson, went leo's place to mug, for the first time of this sem..
aft which, went for the damn boring and hostile bbq of leo's jc class..
waa some person really damn irritating..
effing pissed just now..
but watever..zzz...
leo was also disappointing..
but he's gonna make up for my shattered heart tmr..
mwahahahhahaaa...zzz...

but sad to say, this unfriendly bbq is better than none..
my sec sch and jc ppl dun even bother abt the life and death of any others..
if there was some gathering, and i noe shit abt it,
means i'm really fucking outcasted la..
which dun really matter to me..hah..anymore..

nothing much to update about anymore..

i'm so tired..there's tuition tmr..
good nitex..

~baby, my love for you will never change,
no matter what happens..
anything and everything has proven this..~

it's sept!

omg..it's alrd sept..

time for serious studying..at starbucks now..
just gymed in the morning with meda..
supposed to wake up at 8.30..haha..
but two piggies just love our bed that much..xP
supposed to meet up at 10, den delayed till 11..
den it started pouring like mad, so only started gyming at 11.40..
haha..ran a total of 4.8 today..xDD
did krunches, weights and side-abs muscles as usual..

HOWEVER..
i downed 2 starbucks fattening drinks + yakiyakibo jap pancake for lunch!
how sinful..x(

now i shall go back to mugging..there's no difference in my daily life..
just the usual chionging to class + new psych research programmes..
will be gyming again on fri with hug..
and saturday/sunday with leo..
1st ktv session with my harkmusic class this sat aft class..xD

leo's bday is coming!!
baby..await your pretty and perfect surprise..xDD


love you many many..mwacks!!xDDD

Buttery

went butter with shuwen, cheryl, sebas and jon ytd nite
aft timbre fest and munchie monkeys dinner..
was super duper high even tho we only down half a glass of graveyard..
shared with shuwen..she's damn funny!!hahaha...
same goes to jon and sebas..xPpP
my first time clubbing without leo..
feels damn xingku..hahahah...need my cute dance partner..
i'm running so freaking low on cash that i had to ask for discount for cabfare!
slpt at 5am, woke at 7+, laichuanged till 9+ and missed ts lecture..
TIME TO WORK AND STUDY HARD!!
aft SOHO this wknd with darling..xDDDDDDD

nothing much to update, unless i complain abt juggling studies and tuition..
nah..i'm too lazy!hahah...time for power nap b4 tuition l8r..

BABY,
too bad you dun have nights out ytd nite..
would really love to enjoy a wonderful 16th anvsry with you..
I LOVE YOU!
mwackx mwackx mwackx..xDDD

<3

Shagged..

returned from Harkmusic Real Artiste intensive singing course AUDITION today..
i love clarisse and hugang!!they're like my bestest friends..xD
thanks for supporting me!!omg you guys are such wonderful and hot peeps!!xDD
quite disappointed with the candidates there..
i overestimated the audition leh..
cuz i dun dare to be complacent anymore aft flopping audition at NUSvoices audition..
but well...
I GOT INTO NUS VOICES!!!i'm like part of nus voices!!
cool shitz yea!?haha..i totally din really wanna join the cca..
just thought of trying my luck and giving my voice a test..
and i freaking got it..so unexpected..xDDD
there's this voices bash on fri..but i've got tuitionS!!
how to attend this bash?!hehx..
kk..gonna kun soon..
i haven't freaking got the time to study!!!
omg..i've been bz with chatting with friends online..
and i've got so effing many cool readings to do!!!
hehx..can anyone teach me how to prioritise!!!x(((
i love school..so much that i dun wanna part with the fun..

anw will be gng Timbre fest tmr with Tyrants..xD
will wanna go for butfac la..but...yea i hate ppl who bangseh..
zzz..why can't everyone just be free tmr nights..
will be gng soho on sat i think..
anyone interested?xDD

okok nites!!!xD

*HAPPY 16TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!!
so sad if you can't have nights out tmr!
i miss you very cute voice!!x(
gotta make up for it this weeknd..xDDD~~