?smokelike person?

You tend to hide you emotions. 

You are at a very low point in life.

You almost seem to not want to go on anymore. 

Fade a way into smoke not exist. 

You feel alone in life. 

You feel as if no body could ever understand you. 

But there is only one thing that clings you to life. 

You want to belong. 

But you dont want to change. 

You want to be around people you want to have a reason to go on. 

You are sometimes envious of other people's seemingly perfect lives. 

If you want to have a seemingly perfect life,

then you should start hanging around warm sunlike people, or friendly earthlike people, 

or tell your problems to an quiet listener moon person. 

And you always have a speck of hope inside of you. 

Even if you feel all hope is lost, hope is hard to fully kill. 

so nurture and try to see life in different eyes, and maybe it'll be a brighter world. 

Found this on fb..believe probably its true FOR NOW..

anw, 

today was another boring day at work..

but tuition was fun and enjoyable..

ahaha..i enjoy teaching sue..

she's really crazy..like me..

hahaha..we can clique like mad yo..

hmm..i MUST help her rid her carelessness and easily-distracted nature!!!

i've decided to quit on 26june..on our 14th anniversary..

i halfheartedly don't wan baby to go ocs..

i want him to spend more time with me..loves..mwackx..

~~baby, you're loved so deeply and madly..~~