i'm not gonna blog anymore

i promise..
this is gonna be the last blog entry of the month..
i need to study and do research everytime i come online,
everytime i'm at my damn study table..
did super duper badly for psych mcq test..
i'm so screwed..x((

sick, ill and dead..

i'm feeling so dead..

midterm essays that constitute 20% of final grades are due nxt week..
- South Asia essay due on Wednesday
- Theatre skit on Wednesday
- Govt and Pol group presentation on Monday
-South Asia essay examinations on Friday

now i'm running a temperature of 37.7..
not even sure i will be attending lessons tmr..
tmr's another bz and hiong day..haix..x((

- SN lecture in the morning
- Soci tutorial in the afternoon
- Theatre meeting for upcoming cockroach skit
- CCA in the evening

Saturday
- Voices internal evaluation
- Meet my much-missed darling..

haix..
i'm really so unmotivated to do any readings now..x(
splitting headache..

btw, i'm really very touched when i received
"get well soon" regareds from my friends..
true friends..x)..many loves..x)


~~baby, i need my remedy to recover..
can you be here all the while...
you're so extremely missed..x((~~

xD

just reached home frm lot1..
met leo since he's got nights out..xDD
watched Cloudy with the chance of meatballs..
it's an animated movie but the storyline
and characters are damn good..x))
as in it's cute and the storyline
is damn fresh, very different and funny..
haha..feel like i haven't watched movie for a lifetime..lol..

anw, i had my sociology test today..
i did the question on culture
tho ytd i studied more for families..
i was totally stunned by the families question
cuz i din't know the definition for one of the words..xP
within ten seconds i decided for myself that
i was gonna embark on the culture question..

anw i wrote a total of 4.5 pages tho
the requirement was only 2-3 pages..
mwahaha..so proud of myself..
i really vomited all the information
i absorbed ytd and today and linked them back to e qn..
hope i can get at least a "B+" for it..
but there's a chance i get an A cuz
i dun see people putting down as much content as me..
ofkox cynical ppl will be saying:
aiyoh what's the point of having quantity if
you've no quality in your essay..
yarla your essay is the best la right..
but i'm sure i put down quality answers..xD

anyway, bought an i.Luv earpiece
after my old one i bought from gramaphone died on me..
yupps..guess what..
it's baby pink!xDD..
it goes so well with my white ipod cover..xD
pretty and chio chio..

to add on,
had theatre practical today..
walao, there're so many things to do!!
there's gonna be another theatre skit to play nxt wk..
haix..what the shit..
as if i've all the time that i want sia..x((
this later part of the week,
plus and weekends are gonna be super duper bz
AS USUAL..X((
tmr gonna meet up with my tutorial classmate
to research together for information for South asia essay..
friday gonna meet up with my entire theatre group
for skit discussion about props, stage directions and characters..
hopefully i really maximise the time this wknd..
will be clubbing on saturday night tho..
sunday will be frantic mugging
and gyming after a long long time of studying..

reminder to myself:
sunday --> chionging of govt and pol tutorial questin
monday --> Government and Politics tutorial question presentation
tuesday --> free day to prepare for South Asia essay question;
prepare for theatre skit too!!!!!!!
wednesday --> due date for Southasia essay question
thursday --> mugging day for Southasia exam on friday
friday --> Southasian exam!!!

gonna bathe and prepare to finalise
my theatre critique alrd!!

~~baby baby,
thanks for the sweet little flower today..
you're such an angel..xDD~~

happy..xD

okk..actually i just wasted quite a bit of money

just to buy the stupid toner because

the starter tonner was totally disappointing..

died aft i printed less than a hundred pieces of notes..

watever..since what's spent cannot be unspent..xP

at least it's functioning well now again..

i was so effing pissed off with all the electronic stuff

that belong to me because everything kinda broke down ytd nite..

now my ipod is well again, printer can work again,

internet connection is a LITTLE bit better..

yesterday was a freaking bad-tech day..haha..

can't imagine i just bitch-blogged a para

about a group of non-living things..haha..



just completed 4 chapters of sociology

for tmr's class test..accomplishing

tho its alrd 3.13..

hope that i can wake up on time for at 10am..:S



anw just wanna blog about my dream last night..

i dreamt of leo turning gay..zzz..

too much of theatre skit of autumn tomyam alrd..

haix..walao..i was totally sadded in the dream..

den i felt so super relieved when i woke up

and received leo's msg saying that he misses me..xD

wat a relief manz...leo will nvr turn gay..

i promise and swear to the whole world..xP

cuz i'm just too perfect a girlfriend..mwahahha..



anw..leo and i have been fantacising on

our future daughter's name: Ling Shu..

sounds really sweet and petite rights?xD



but do you rmb leo's surname??

hahah..super cute manz..

POTATO MA!hahah..



ok la..probably not gonna name our future real daughter that..

maybe it'll be name of the nxt soft toy i fall in love with..

mwahaha...addition to the collection of our kids now:

Kilo Ma, Duckie Ma Yaya and Bun Ma Xiaobao..

hahaah...xDDD



~potatomalingshutanziquackx..xD~~

First time..:))

First time blogging with this itouch..
Hope yuze and I can perform perfectly well
for our internal evalution this Saturday..
Jiayou!!

screwed..zzz..

i'm officially irritated by the very screwed up mobile broadband of mine..
but if i dun get this, i'll not be able to surf at night when i'm at home..
walao..damn vexed..dunno what to do..haix..x((
this effing small problem made me waste more than 30 minutes
trying to log on to internet in vain..zzz..
*i just deleted a million "fuck" on in the first para..
can you tell how pissed i am..zzz..*

i just completed 90% of my theatre critique
and the worst is yet to be..
sociology midterm exam this wed,
gov and pol in sg meeting tmr,
south asia test nxt thursday,
gov and pol tutorial question presentation nxt monday,
south asia question presentation nxt wed,
south asia midterm exam nxt wed too,
lastly govt and pol essay due nxt nxt monday..
oh yea not to forget theatre practical exam coming soon too..
damn..zzz..

gonna study alrd..
tho i'm half asleep..
x((

baby i miss you..
can you be my motivation to study..
mwackx..

Heartsmusic<33

you can't miss this too..promise..

chiobu with angellic voices..xD

SINS..X(

Kinda wasted the whole of today..
on entertainment purposes..
bought a secondhand itouch for a damn good price..
just returned from jp with my siblings..
got a pretty white cover for itouch and changed a screen protector..
it looks like a new one now..xD..
but spent quite a bit..feel so bad..x((
oh yeap, got very attracted by a chio umbrella..
bought it at cheap price too..
should return tes's umbrella soon..lol..

kk gonna finish my theatre essay draft1 by today!!

nitex!!!

How do I live?

said smth which i shouldn't have said today..
sorry baby for hurting you..tho the opp happened too..
how izit impossible for a couple to not fight..
we fight cuz we love each other..
ironic yea but couples understand that..

well..gonna put that behind..
it will happen again..
but i'm sure the next time we'll
solve things with better attitude..
baby i really love you..alot alot..

~So how do I live, how do i live without you,
Leo..~

天天夜夜

i've been deleting blogshops' updates without even reading them!
great job, ziwei..xD

failed to wake up on time for my theatre tutorial this morning..
took the initiative to email my tutor
to request for permission to attend a later class..
however, my initiative was not appreciated..
i know of other friends who ponned the tutorial wholesale,
and i actually put in effort just to go to school for it..
and yeap, permission wasn't granted cuz
my tutor din't check her mailbox in time to do so
she refused to mark my attendance..
i feel that this isn't fair, but i saved my effort to argue with her..
in the first place, it's my bad to put lessons so early
and fail to wake up early to reach school..
what can i say now..hmm..
not that my tutor will read my blog to understand..x(
despite so, i kinda learnt some things during class..
so i'll just take that positively..xD..

went kboxing with yanjia kendrick and yuze..xD
super enjoyable and comfortable
to sing with this group of friends..x))
our duet song is improving too!do come for mini concert to support..x))

aft which, went Mos for dinner..
it was nice nice nice but super filling manz...
not the burger obviously, they are so tiny..hah..
i upsized my drink, supposedly to medium size,
but the person gave me a large one instead..
who can resist MILKTEA!?!
so i just finished this whole barrier of milktea and almost exploded!

anw i feel that it's damn interesting to HTHT with my Voices clique..
they're one group of not-so-innocent ppl,
super fun-loving, crazy, dramatic and high music lovers..xD
enjoyed that session with them..look forward to the next one..




just wanna add something...

What is reputation?
What is true friendship?

is reputation something important to keep true friends?
the definition of true friend is pretty obvious to everyone..

true friend may not necessary be someone whom
you see and talk to everyday and be always there by your side 24/7..

true friend is not anyone who will tarnish your reputation
behind your back by spreading unclarified and fake rumours around..

true friend may/may not be someone whom you have known
the half or more than half of your life..

true friend does not rub salt on your wound when
you're undergoing some kind of mental helplessness or torture..

true friend stays there even after an argument
when both parties don't see eye to eye with..

true friend does not condemn your opinions, they accept,
despite that they have their own views too..

Now, what are friends?

Can anyone tell me the definition of friend?

can a friend not comply to any of the abovementioned definitions?

will a friend tarnish your reputation
behind your back by spreading unclarified and fake rumours around?

rub salt on your wound when
you're undergoing some kind of mental helplessness or torture?

stay there even after an argument
when both parties don't see eye to eye with?

condemn your opinions, they accept,
despite that they have their own views too?


what is the distinction btwn a true friend and a friend?
what is the point of keep a friend when they are not true?
can she/he be even considered as your friend?

this is something rather contentious here..
i want friends, i want many friends..
are they all true friends?how would you know?
do i really want friends?i want true friends instead..
true friends may not be even close at all,
they just don't have to act and pretend and they stay true to you..

some people say different things in front of and behind you..

some people refuse to apologise though
both you and her know that she contributed to some pain you experienced..

some people refuse to reply to sms,
thinking that they have better things to do
rather than putting in that 15seconds to reply a msg..
(i'm obviously refering to ppl who purposely
don't want to respond msg which ends with a question)

some people leave you and deliberately drift away from you
when you've somehow contracted a stigma due to
bitches who spread incorrigible rumours about you..

how about filtering these "some people" out of your friends list?
i feel that life would become better..
"friends" is now an uglified term in my dictionary..
i will delete it..added in another term called: true friend(s)

i don't have to try too hard to be a true friend..
cuz i'm always true to any person/friend i have out there..


people who think that you are under my friends list
and reading this entry, are yall true to me?

i dunno, i really have no idea,
cuz i'm not psychic tho i'm studying psych..

just some food for thought which relate to me..
i've friendship issues..i dunno who are my true friends..
in fact i'm sure of a few true friends,
who stayed by my side during the most difficult time of my life..

ofkox any friendship is not comparable to the true love of my life..
leo and i are not totally mature, neither are we childish at all..
but we completely understand the meaning of true love..
i'm ok with losing a "friend" or so..
are you lucky like me to have someone there forever for you?
are you mocking at my naivety of my confidence of my relationship?
someone still owes me money for the bet that my r/s will end on 1st Aug 09..

to true friends of mine:

stay confident in your relationship.
it is never too ez for a couple to get tgt in the first place.
even less ez for a couple to hold on to a r/s for months and years.
i sincerely wish every couple out there to last happily.
i wish you're enjoying the same 幸福as me..xD
please treasure your relationship wholeheartedly,
as if protecting a new born baby, no matter how
far both of you have walked together already..

i'm an emotional person..
but i'm aggressive too..

you can disagree with me
but you can never condemn my thoughts..
you cannot change me..
i learn from experiences..
i learn from falling down and standing up again..
i've learnt things the hard way most of the time..
i'm glad i've learnt everything that way..
it makes me better understand deep down
the true sociology and psychology of human nature..
know, with true empathy, certain things ppl experience..

it makes ppl scary sometimes,
but i like..

i hope childish ppl do grow up SOON..
i hope unappreciative ppl fall down and learn new things..
i hope every true love is not inhibited by any shit..
i hope all friends are true friends..
i hope whenever you wanna come fiercely against how i see things in any perspective,
you shut up..

cuz you know i win..all the time..

i'm ziwei, i just digged my heart to have a good talk just now..xD
i'm a happy girl..

AND I NEED TO STUDY NOW!!!

nitex..

~~ring-a-ding-a-ling under the pillow house..xD~~

TS Prac test..

I was super crestfallen aft hearing comments from Nora
that my whole group looked too young and hence not so appropriate
for our characters in Autumn Tomyam..

well i would say i feel quite relieved and satisfied
with my performance though i did make some mistakes onstage..
it's only the dressing and appearance part that really upset me..
no point looking back,
so this time, i've learnt that i MUST put more attention
on dressing and such basic semiotics for our nxt skit..

i would say anand and errol did the best among my classmates..
in other words, they were the best at acting gay..
i really admire that "professionalism" i see in them..
but i dun really care, cux i'm not gonna major in TS either..
ofkox, i still gotta put in loads of effort to strive for good grades for TS..

today's my p6 students' first day of PSLE..
i did my best to help them..i hope they do well..
i want my dear chianyee to get A* and
my naughty shengrui to be able to advance to secondary school..

now i'm gonna worry for my income and allowance alrd..x(
had been spending alot..x((

aft tuition marathon today, missing my lunch,
went west mall to meet baby for swensens dinner and icecream!
wanted to try the icecream mooncake,
but after combing the dessert section of the menu,
we decided to have normal icecreams instead cux
it's a mere few cents more in exchange for a ton of icecream more..xP
gosh it's super duper sinful!!
yea i know "sinful" has appeared in many many of my entries..

hope baby doesn't have guard duty this week..x(

okok its late..i'm supposed to start work now..

=XxX

Dinner with BR and the lovelies..

i'm on the long journey back home from lot1 again..
thus, i'm here blogging..x)

just had 店小二with beiru, xiuru, xuewei and jiayi..
the roasted duck is quite good..x)affordable too..x)
aft which, we made do with my cheapo suggestion of
chillaxing and dessert at macs..haha..
talked about so many things, from gossips to classes..
beiru flying away again this thursday..
and will be back in another 1-2 months..
fast manx..can't wait for 4g chalet and clubbing session tgt..xDD
hmm..i would say it's quite a heartwarming session
to catch up with these girls once again..

Thanks xiuru for your SN notes..
Dear xuewei, i'll be your listener always..
Fellow 17Janner jiayi, all da best for your a's!
Takkare and mug hard for uni, beiru..

anw, let me update about ytd..
had autumn tomyan skit rehearsal with justin(Tid) and darren(Joe)..
this is one of the best grouping ever..haha..
everyone helped each other out with how to improve
on our acting skills, mood setting and stage directions..
aft lessons, we met up again to shop at ikea..
oh yeap, we had the most PERFECT meatball meal ever..
oh please, how can anybody miss that at queenstown ikea..xP
haha..on top of which, we ordered fried chicken wings to completely
satisfy our cravings..xP..shuper dhuper sinful!!hahaha..xDD

anw gotta sign off..
need to study hard for SN b4 tutorial tmr!!!

nitey nights..

~nights out tmr!!miss ya manyz baby..xDD~~

This is a MUSTWATCH!!!!OMG..

it's bloody IMPRESSIVE!!!!

No love drunk x(

I got drunk for the second time ytd..
my definition of drunk is the non-stop puking syndrome..
wtf..i'll nvr go for open bottle again..zzz..
my first time happened on a day someone termed "christmas drunk fiasco"..
woke up with splitting headache..you call that hangover yea?

went for singing class 30min late..
our hark class ktv outing failed again..
we've started the actual singing for my evaluation song alrd..
tho it's only the first verse that shiming picked out the faults,
i felt that i'd learnt alot ytd during class..

aft which, went shopping with leo..
pool with wanyu and shawn at monstercue in the late evening..
walao, my pool luck was totally down while wanyu was damn lucky..
guess i was supposed to win twice,
but these two times, i hit the black ball in
with the white ball gng in tgt into another pocket..
damn unexpected, cuz i hit the winning balls in lor..haix..x(((
nvm, shall have rematch soon!xD

late dinner for the 4 famished poor things..
was supposed to go st james to doubledate-club,
thanks to free entry and shawn's vip list friends..
however, all of us decided to change our plan and
go for movie instead..wanted to catch phobia2..
but all timings were suckish, so in the end,
we went ahead with my favourite activity, KBOX!!!
hahah..was damn happy that wanyu suggested this..mwahahah...

first time in a kbox session i've sang so many English songs..
opened one bottle of Chivas which we only managed to finish half of it,
and i was alrd dead, all over..
my puking symptoms went on ceaselessly for 1 whole night..
i had totally no idea how i got so effing drunk..haix..x((
anw will be returning for the other half of the bottle
when shawn first books out from his bmt trainings..haha..

slpt the whole aftnn today..
din't do much work..
except a brief outline for govt and pol in sg tutorial presentation and
found some ts critiques for manhood critique assignment's reference..
dinner at home and there came the worst part of the weekend:
to send baby back to his camp..haix..

randomism: it feels so good to have one less person to dislike..
how i wish i am able to eliminate everyone from my "people i dislike" list..
I'M GONNA BE NICE AND SUCCEED IN THIS..X)))

NITEY NIGHTS!!!

~~miss you like mad again..x((~~~

Genius..x)

i'm feeling damn satisfied again..x)
just bought a printer from nus IT co-op..
dragged it all the way home from school..
spent quite abit on cab..hehx..
thank goodness i've got Kendrick to help me with the carrying..
omg it was freaking heavy..but Kend looked like it weighed nothing..
gosh..haha..he's so my best friend in voices..xP
anw, i'm feeling very geniusish for installing the printer all by myself
for the first time in my life..haha..xDD
i used to watch my uncle and daddy install printers when i was young..
gonna blog a teeny weeny little about cca today..xD


my other favourite peoples of voices are yuze and yanjia..

yuze is my favourite duet partner while
yanjia is leo's buddy's girlfriend,
we live near each other and have many many many common preference..
except the obvious difference of preference for type of guy..xP
haahahah..

anyway, today's a tiring day..
was chionging and rehearsing my duet song with yuze for 4hour straight..
like omg..really strenuous for my dear throat manx..
but it's kinda accomplishing, cuz we managed to filter out the
problematic parts of the song that we have rooms for improvement..

YUZE!!DUN SO STRESSED!!!
jiayou!!!xDD..let's work hard tgt
and put up a perfect duet song performance..xDDD

that's about it..
tmr gotta chiong for tuition and den singing class..
may be gng butter the very night b4
our dearest zhihan books in from block leave..

lol..miss baby!x((

nitey nights...

YAYAYYAY!!

i've just completed and uploaded my psych assignment!!xDD
overwhleming sense of satisfaction..x))
was so soothed by Olivia Ong's voice while working on my essay..x)
winnie from voices introduced her album to me..
and now i'm so in love with Olivia..haha...
actually her Little Nonya theme song did leave a little impact on me at first..
anw, i'm now listening to 快乐崇拜 by wilber and angela zhang..
i love the rap!!zihigh mode on..hahah..

i've forgotten what i wanna blog about alrd..
haha thanks to the music i'm indulging in..haha..
well..i'll tweet whenever i've any apiphany..hahaha...

oh ya!!i rmb alrd..hahah..
i just shifted my house fengshui by moving my study desk
from the kitchen to the living room..
feels more comfortable here..
anw..i was just singing and practising my performance songs
when a guy just walked past my window and stared at me in "horror"..
hahah cuz it's alrd past midnight and a teen with long hair
was fully immensed in her blasting voice at the window..
(my table is just beside the window now)
now i've learnt my lesson..it's really embarrassing..
hahah..BUT, my voice is good..xD..always!!mwahahah...

yupps..so b4 slping,
i'm gonna update a few things to remind myself of..

coming ups!!!!
1. SC midterm on 14Oct, Wed
2. TS critique due on 15Oct, Thu
3. Orangewk Voices performace at central forum
on 15Oct, Thu, 12-1pm
4. SN Midterm exam on 16Oct

i'm currently frantically trying to catch up with tutorials
as well as chionging tuitions with my pri6 kids
whose PSLE is coming this 7th Oct!!
jiayou chianyee and shengrui..x)))

random:
I LOVE BEYONCE!
her voice is damn freaking powerful!

gonna kun!!
cca tmr!!!

nitey nites..xDDD